A/N: Sorry about the long wait but I have been busy and hopefully I can get this story done soon so I can study for my exams. Ok were nearing the end of the story. Since my mom told me that I should do this there is going to be a major character death at the end. Who is it? I'm not telling. I want you all to take a guess if you will and see what happens.
That night Rin spent most of it looking for guidance for the next day. Rin couldn't shake it but something was wrong and she knew it. Rin looked over to see her father was not resting by the door like he was two hours ago.
Rin would have jumped up and began looking but than she remember that she is not a little girl anymore. She could handle whatever it was that was out there.
That when Rin began to think back to the time her great-uncle had used her for his purpose as he called it. Rin remember how she had been told that she would be the reason her father was killed.
Sure Rin knew he was using his words to trick her but now it seem more like maybe he was right.
Just than Rin saw her father walk back in. Rin wonder rather or not to question him but decided not to. It didn't really matter. Rin looked over at the land outside the window. It was quite pretty at night time.
" Rin are you ok?" asked Sesshomaru.
" Yes," said Rin.
" Are you sure? You've been acting very odd," said Sessshomaru.
" I am..." started Rin.
Rin wanted to say she was fine but deep down she knew she wasn't. She also knew that he father would never give up till he knew what was bugging her. She signed and thought how in the world was she going to tell him.
"I am a bit upset," said Rin.
"Really why?" asked Sesshomaru.
"It's hard to explain," said Rin not knowing why she was so mad.
"Well try anyway," said Sesshomaru who wasn't going to let her just put it off.
"I'm mad at my mother," said Rin looking away from him.
Sesshomaru was confused. Why would Rin be angry with a woman she barely knew?
"What do you mean?" asked Sesshomaru.
"Like I said it is hard to explain," said Rin still not looking at him. "I guess it because no matter where I go I am force to be something I'm not. I have to finish what she started and I have to end something that no knows what cause. Anyone who knew her has told me that I will be as great as her. Well maybe I don't want to be like her. I really would rather just be me for once but it seems that never happens."
"Rin. Your mother..." started Sesshomaru.
"I haven't been me since I became a black dog demon. I am either fear, hated, loved because of a past or I am treated special because of it. You and Shippo are the only ones who like me as me. Well the thing is I don't know who that is so how could you two?" asked Rin leaving the room.
Rin saw that her father did not follow her. She was angry cause she didn't know why she was mad. Well there wasn't much she could do now other then just wait.
