Disclaimer – Superman, mine? I don't think so! The character Superman, as well as all other characters associated with the movie Superman Returns do not belong to me but to a lot of big guys that I won't name now, just know, I'm only using these guys for a bit of fun, and play around with some emotions. Please don't sue!

Regret

Regret; An emotion that can't be overcome, can't be stilled, you just have to live with it. You can't change the things that you have done; you can't go back in time and have a do-over. It is the one emotion that has absolutely no value except making you feel miserable. Kryptonite is seen as my biggest enemy, my Achilles' heel, but at this moment that honour can only go to one thing and that is the emotion I'm feeling.

I left the planet that I've called home for my entire life; In essence I left my home, my family, my life, my love, I left everything. Why? Why would I do such a thing, why would anybody leave a life they love and everyone in it? I wish I know…

I wasn't here for her and thus I've forfeited any right that I might have had in claiming her as mine. Not claim her like she's a possession, but claim her as the one person I can share the rest of my life with, somebody for whom I can make breakfast in bed, go on picnics with, somebody for whom I could truly exist in all my forms.

I can't have her, she's moved on. It would have been so much easier had Richard not been such a good guy. Anybody can see that he adores her, and he loves Jason. I can't stand between them; Clark Kent wasn't raised that way. I can't break up a relationship just because I made the biggest mistake of my life. Even if it means I'll never be able to have my son say daddy to me.

Jason. My son. I have a son! No not really, he may have my blood in him, but I can't truly claim him to be my son. Richard is his father, he's been there for him; he saw Lois and Jason through the trying times of his childhood. He is Jason's true father, I, I am just a sperm donor.

I wish I could hold him and tell him how sorry I am, but I can't, not yet, I don't have that right. I'll always be here, I'll help him when he struggles to come to grips with his powers, but I'll never try to take the place of his daddy, I can't, and in doing so I'll just forever have to live with this emotion. It was my mistake, I have to pay for it.

Regret, it is the one emotion with no value except to make you feel miserable…