A/N: Many of the same curse word in this chapter! Dont read if you dont like them. You've been warned. Enjoy.


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Chapter 27 : Realizations

I was waiting for Chris backstage. He just had his match for Wreslemania and Carlito and him lost. Finally I saw him making his way out with a pissed off expression on his face and Carlito following behind him, trying to get him to calm down. Chris walked right pass me without saying anything. I followed next to Carlito all the way to Chris's locker room. Chris slammed the door behind him, right in our faces. I opened the door cautiously and quietly. I walked in, with Carlito behind me and he softly closed the door. I saw Chris sitting on couch so I stepped closer to him. I put my hand gently on his shoulder and he instantly stood up and started pacing.

"Chris." I said trying to get his attention.

"Go away." He said forcefully without looking at me.

"Chris." I said a little louder. He turned to me with rage in his eyes.

"Kendall." He yelled. "Fuck off!" He finished with a punch in a locker by him. I stared at him in shock.

"Hey! Calm the fuck down. Don't you ever talk to me like that." I yelled back at him.

"Oh shut the fuck up." He yelled back.

"Alright!" Carlito yelled getting in the middle of us. He looked at Chris. "Chill out man, she didn't do anything." Chris said whatever and walked into the bathroom. Carlito looked at me and sighed. "Do you want me to stay in your room again? Maybe he will be less steamed tomorrow." He offered. Before I could answer, Chris came back into the room.

"What the fuck does he mean stay in your room again? He's stayed there before?" He asked in shock. I groaned.

"Relax Chris. I didn't sleep with him. It was the night that I saw you with your friend. He came, we talked and then I didn't want to be alone so I asked him to stay." I said totally over this attitude that he had right now.

"You could of called me." He said still loudly but not yelling.

"But, you were part of the problem." I almost screamed.

"What are you getting mad at me for?" Chris asked, once again yelling.

"Are you kidding me? Not even two minutes ago you were screaming at me to fuck off. I would really appreciate it if you didn't do that again." I yelled.

"Newsflash! I just lost a match. I have a right to be angry and want to be alone." He screamed.

"Exactly. You lost a match. But, hello! It was all planned. You knew that was going to be the outcome. Get over it." I screamed back. Before he could say anything, John Cena walked in and was followed by Rachel. Man, right now I just wanted to smack that smirk off her face. For some reason she was extremely happy, maybe because John won, but I think its something else.

"Everything alright in here?" John asked raising an eyebrow. I looked at Chris and saw that he was looking at Rachel. I saw Rachel, out of the corner of my eye checking Chris out, licking her lips and winking at him. I saw Chris do the same thing. My eyes widened as something just clicked.

"John, can you please excuse us?" I asked as politely as possible, never taking my eyes off Chris. John looked at me skeptically.

"You sure?" He asked seeing Chris's rage.

"Just leave." I said shortly. I heard Carlito and John reluctantly leave the room with an even more reluctant Rachel leaving, but not before sending another wink Chris's way.

"What the fuck was that?" I asked clearly annoyed. He snapped out of his daze and turned to me and his eyes turned dark.

"What was what?" He snapped.

"You were checking her out right in front of me." I said with my voice cracking. He rolled his eyes.

"Oh please Kendall. You check all the guys out." He said and brushed it off.

"Yeah, but none of them are my ex-girlfriend." I said with my hands on my hips. His head snapped to mine and his eyes widened. "Yeah. I know. I can't believe I didn't see it earlier." I said with my voice cracking again.

"Dall li-" He started softly but I cut him off.

"And that 'friend' that needed your help. It wasn't really just a friend was it? It was Rachel wasn't it?" I asked with my voice slightly rising with each question.

"Dall-" He started but again, I cut him off.

"Answer the damn question." I shouted feeling the waterworks coming.

"Yes! Okay, yes! But, let me explain." He said. I shook my head and wiped the stray tears that escaped my eyes.

"No. You could have told me that you met with your ex-girlfriend, or that Rachel was your ex-girlfriend last night. But, you didn't." I said full out bawling now. I walked to the door and grasped the doorknob when I felt Chris turn me around and press his body into mine, pushing me up against the door.

"Kendall. Baby. Listen to me. Please." He said helplessly. I stared into his eyes and nodded. Not like I could go anywhere, what with me being trapped between the door and his body. "Rachel called earlier that morning and asked to meet me. I didn't want to but she said that it was very important and that it could effect both our futures. When I got there, turns out there was nothing important to be said. She just said a whole bunch of crap about how she wanted me back and that she couldn't go on without me and blah, blah, blah. So that's what you saw. I was telling her that if she didn't stay away from me then I would put a restraining order on her because this hasn't been the first time she tried this shit." He said. I nodded. So that explained why he was so tense yesterday.

"So what about checking her out?" I asked softly looking up at him through tear stained eyes. He wiped some tears away before he sighed.

"Listen. I have known Rachel for years. I know that the only way to get rid of her is to give her what she wants. She gets bored. She wanted me to have a positive reaction when she checked me out, so I gave her one." He said leaning and kissing me on the cheek.

"So why don't you just give her what she wants with a relationship? Then she would be off your back." I asked wanting to bite my words.

"Because she is complicated. With relationships, it is kind of the same thing, except she has to be the one to dump you." He explained looking at me intently. "And besides, I have you now." I stared back at him and sighed before looking at the floor.

"So I understand that now. But why couldn't you have just told me that?" I asked feeling the tears coming back.

"I didn't want you to worry. I thought it was over the last time I talked to her." He said lifting me chin and kissing away the tears.

"Alright." I said. He looked at me.

"So are we okay?" He asked with a smile. I thought it over before answering.

"With Rachel, yes, but I still don't understand why you had to yell at me earlier." I stated. He groaned.

"Okay. I will admit, I am a sore loser. After I lose a match, I get angry. Just try to stay away from me when I'm like that, or don't take it so seriously." He said tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

"But I don't want to have to watch what I say around my boyfriend." I said and wiped away some loose tears trying to get rid of them all. He was quiet for a while.

"How about you just stay away the first couple of times, and slowly talk to me and then hopefully, it will be fine and I wont be like that." He suggested. I looked at him and smiled.

"I guess we can see how it goes." I said and kissed him. I pulled away and slipped from under his arms. I giggled when I saw him look over his shoulder from where both his arms were on the door. He walked towards me but I slipped under his arms again and crawled to the door. I stood up and was almost home free, when I felt him wrapping his arms around my waist from behind and pull me to him.

"You are funny." He whispered sarcastically into my ear and moved his head further down to nibble on my neck. I sighed and rolled my head onto his shoulder to allow him more access.

"I know." I muttered with my eyes closed. Suddenly, he stopped and pulled away. It took me a few seconds to register that his lips were no longer on my body and I opened my eyes and saw him smiling in front of me. I pouted with my bottom lip stuck out.

"That wasn't nice." I said and started walking to the door. I heard him laughing as I walked out of the room.

"You know you love me!" He yelled after me before I closed the door. I shook my head as I walked down the hallway. Yeah, I thought, yeah, I do love you.


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