How can someone love,

Someone so heartless and cruel,

That would be me,

But my worst mistake,

Was that I was

Expecting love in return,

At last I never gained his heart,

But I guess it just wasn't ment to be,

So I moved on,

But day by day,

I grew colder,

Instead of loving,

Instead of wiser,

I grew more distant to reality,

Never spoke my mind,

Never disagreed,

To my parents,

Then again,

I never fell in love,

I never will,

I guess my heart,

Is as cold as people say,

Then again,

I don't listen to people,

I thought it was love,

Turned only to be lust,

I thought I gained his trust,

When he only gained my virginity,

Is this so called "love"?

Really important,

To cast away everything I worked for,

How can this be love?

When I don't even know what love is,

How can I be living?

When my soul is dead,

Phoenixes don't have hearts,

Only a fiery passion to be free,

Then I am of a Phoenix

Whose only wish is to gain the cold heart of a wolf?


So what ya think, R&R ppls plz - Jasmine