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Kagome was speechless...how could she? Wind up in the same group as his brother. They fought all the time. How is this possible that he loved a human....A human little girl...How could I travel with his person...her thoughts came to a conclusion {Maybe it's for the best since Inuyasha wants to kill me....that I travel with......Sesshoumaru}


Chapter: Kagome's twisting heart, Rin's Flowers


The breeze blew gently across the open field were Rin ran, followed by Kagome, and the caboose was no other then Jaken yelling at them to slow down. He had to stop a few times from loosing his small black hat that flew off the top of his green head. It's been three days since Kagome joined Sesshumaru's pack. Kagome now held her hair up in a high pony tail, and went back to her era to get something's for the younger girl Rin. Rin now had a new kimono that was a silky pink with white flowers running down the dress and short sleeves. Kagome gave her wooden sandals; the stapes were silver and has a white flower at the end of each sandal. Unfortunately she hardly ever wore them, so Kagome kept those in her new yellow bag she brought from her house. She also bought candy for Rin. As for Kagome, over the last few days her heart began to heal forgetting about everything going on in the world around her except for the things with Jaken, Rin, and Sesshumaru. Inuyasha faded from her, she stopped Jewel hunting, and everything seemed to die down. She was happy at the moment, but she wondered if she'll remain happy

"Slow down you two humans!" Jaken yelled for the fifth time, but Rin and Kagome just kept playing keep away from Jaken. Sweat appeared on the Imp's face as the hot sun burned down on all three of them. Jaken leaned over to catch his breath as the warm breeze blew across his face. He moaned in frustration of the heat that was going on today.

"Hmp...Lord Sesshumaru will have my head if I loose them again" Remembers what happened when Naraku stole Rin, his eyes began to tremble. He looked up from his 1.5 second break and notice Rin and Kagome were running down a path into the woods, one thought came across his face {SHADE! Coolness...must get there!} He trailed off after them, down the same, dirt road at the edge of the valley

Kagome fell against a rigged tree and slouched down till she hit the hard, smooth and cool ground. Giggling from the excitement and trying to catch her breath at the same time was difficult because her breathing was heavy from running. Her face glistened from sweat. Rin ran up to her a few seconds later and tried to catch her breath through giggles also. She took a seat next to Kagome on the ground. After a few minutes, Jaken caught up to them and stood in front of both of them out of breath and tossing his staff in front of him as he began to rampage on about Sesshumaru kicking his ass as usual when something goes wrong, the two girls seemed not to care. Jaken didn't notice

"I finally caught up too you two" As he throw his small black hat on his head. He hit his head with his staff forgetting it was in his hands and he fumbled to the ground. Rin and Kagome stared at him with speechless eyes and then began to crack up. He soon recovered and jumped back up and he narrowed his black eyes on them

Both of them stood up and brushed there pants or dress to remove the dirt. They finally stopped giggling and started to walk out of the dark and cool forest, and back into the field were it was hot and sticky. There was one good thing about the field Kagome loved. All the wild flowers that were all different colors like a rainbow, her eyes marveled at them again. Jaken stood there speechless and ran off after them. When he finally caught up they were already at the campsite. The campsite was very small. There was a small fire Kagome made the night before; her backpack was on the left of the campfire, which was in the middle of their small circle, which was in the field. Rin went to go sit on Au-Oh, the big creature knelt down on his knee so the little girl and climb up on him and in the big brown saddle on it's back. She lay down and stared up into the bright blue sky feeling the wind brush against her skin. Kagome got her things together to go into the hot spring so she can feel relaxed from all the running she's been doing. Jaken sat on the grass under Rin and wondered when Sesshumaru will be back. Kagome got up and walked over to Jaken swiftly and graceful

"I'm going down to the springs I'll be back to cook dinner" She smiled happily and held her stuff close to her, remembering the deal her, Jaken, and Sesshoumaru made that she's aloud to go any were if she told either of them.

Jaken nodded and told her to be careful, as Kagome turned to go to the Springs she yelled thanks and started to skipped all the way to the hot springs that wasn't far from there campsite. Jaken checked on Rin to make sure she was okay from the heat and found out she was curled up in a little ball fast a sleep, smiling he sat back down and leaned against Ah-Oh

"Now I am all alone" Jaken sighed and examined his surroundings, wondering when Lord Sesshoumaru will be back

Kagome walked down a dirt path road before she reached the springs. As she got closer she noticed there was stem coming up from the flowing water. She smiled to herself as she undressed and put her things at arm distance away from the water so she can still reach them. She walked into the water, and sat less then halfway in the middle of the spring. She hugged her knees close to her letting the stem wrap around her. She dunked her head under the water and broke the surface and took in a burst of air. She remembered the last time she was in a hot Spring, {it was with Sango} her face crammed all together as she remembered that Miruko was trying to spy on them, pushing the though away she found something else to think about

"Oh Inuyasha...I don't know" She said out loud staring up into the sky, the sun's a few hours away before dark. The tree's that surrounded her felt like a barrier. She closed her eyes and opened her ear's to listen to her surroundings. She felt so alone right now. Missing the laughter of Sango, Miruko for his Kindness, Shippo because she felt like he needed her. And most of all, Inuyasha...she longed to hear his kind voice, and to be in his arms. Snapping her eyes open she released that she'd almost forgotten about them. Calming her self, her body relaxed again from being tight of the thought. She search her surrounding

"I don't know what to do, should I go back to Inuyasha and let him kill me, or just totally forget about him, he might never stop hunting me then" Tears leaked from her eyes and fell into the water, little circles formed and a picture appeared in the water. Kagome recognized the picture instantly but as soon as she knew whom it was it vanished and then a new picture appeared, her thoughts raced trying to figure out what this meant as more pictures flashed past. She repeated the pictures out load to herself

"Why did Koga appear first? Then came hair that looked like spider webs?" She stumbled and thought hard, who did she know who uses hair to fight...she shot her eye's open remembering

"Of course, Yura...but what does that have to do with Koga? And then came Inuyasha and Kikyo, Naraku, Sesshoumaru's gang, and the last picture was me, I was holding something but what was it or was I trying to rip something out of me?" She began to get to confuse and again dunked her head under water, listening to the sounds under the water. As she came up she noticed that the sky was getting darker. Horrified she jumped out and quickly got dressed. Her hair dripped onto the ground as she raced back up the trial running as fast as her legs will carry her, she tried to dry her hair with the towel as she ran.

Jaken shuffled around the campsite getting wood for the fire, Rin sat by Ah-Oh singing to her self. She jumped up and yelled at Jaken that she was going for a walk and Ah-Oh was going to accompany her on her small journey, before he can respond she already left, the big monster moving swiftly beside the younger child who was skipping happily beside him and singing as well

"Back!" Kagome greeted happily, her eyes searched the area and a confused expression swept her face

"Where's Rin?"

"They went out for a little while" Jaken responded, going to collect his staff that was laying on the ground

"Oh..." Kagome responded and shrugged, she quickly got to work making super. She was going to make lots of stuff tonight because she felt like celebrating but she didn't know why? She took out her utensils to stir what she was preparing. She set up her black small cauldron and poured fresh cold water into it. It hung above the wood at least 2 feet. Jaken came over and lit the wood with his staff

She splashed a couple of raw pieces of fish into the boiling water with flavoring to make it not so bitter. As she waited for it to be done she began to chop up vegetables. Slicing them very carefully and not cutting herself she placed some on plates and threw some into the cauldron. After the fish was done she laid it on a wooden plate and poured sauce over it that she made. She started to make some meat products now. After she was finished she set up a small eating-place for them to all sit around and share the food she made. She also made tea for them and poured them into three small cups and left the fourth one untouched not sure if Sesshoumaru would return or not. Kagome sat down and smiled at the sizzling food that she made for her friends. Jaken walked over stumbling because it got dark. Kagome lit a new fire near by so they can eat with light; Rin came back as Kagome was doing this. Ah-Oh went to sit by the fire, Kagome gave him a huge plate of meat and fish, He roared back in thanks. Kagome nodded and went to go sit around the small table he made

"Here Rin I'll get your food" Kagome insisted and gave her some vegetables, a piece of meat and fish. She also poured some sauce over it, handing the hot plate back to Rin she took it also with thanks and smiled. Kagome poured some more tea for the girl. After she finished she helped her self after she let Jaken help himself first. After stuffing some food into her starving belly she yawned and began to tire. Stretching she gave Ah-Oh some more meat, gave Rins more fish with sauce and poured herself another glass of hot tea. She walked a few feet away and glared up at the stars, at least fare enough out of eye shot

{Are you glaring into the same sky right know?} Kagome eyes began to tremble more tears poured down her face she began to question things that hurt her, mysterious that could or couldn't be true {do you love me? Why do I have to be Kikyo's reincarnation? Was I really supposed to be here in this era? And why did I fall in love with Inuyasha?} Her tears flowed down her checks like a very bad current river, dropping her head and her knees buckled she feel to the ground, her tears dropped into the earth as one of her legs were beside each side of her waist, her hair feel out of the pony tail and dropped as the wind picked it up forming it back in it's natural position

Someone in front of Kagome extended out a pale hand with long fingernails. She took her dried hand and whipped away her tearing eyes making them all red and puffy. Sniffing, she looked up at the extended hand and took it. The person pulled her off the ground and she landed on her feet gracefully. Smiling she looked up into a pair of golden eyes. Two red streaks ran across his face and a blue moon was platted in between his eyebrows. Worried appeared in his eyes Kagome saw for the first time

"Why are you crying?" Sesshoumaru asked as he glanced at the campsite

"Did Jaken say something stupid" A few yards away Jaken sneezed really hard and feel off his stump he was sitting on, a loud thump was hear {I really think I have allergies} The imp thought

Kagome giggled under her breath and shook her head. Sesshoumaru searched her dark brown eyes for a clue or an answer for his question and just like he read Kagome's mind he responded

"It's about Inuyasha...isn't it?" The masculine voice announced

She nodded in approval from him knowing so easily {maybe it shows} She thought, she turned her back towards Sesshoumaru the man just glaring at her but not with mean eyes more with concern and worried looked to them. Kagome glared up at the sky and started to pour her feeling to Sesshoumaru. He smelt the salty tears that leaked again from her eyes

"Why do you worry so much?" He asked moving closer

She turned to face him and looked up into his eyes. Turning her head a bit to the side she mumbled, "You wouldn't understand"

His eyes narrowed on her "Try me" he responded

Before she can respond she took a small step back and tripped over a rock on the ground, right before she was about to hit the ground she felt wind brush past her and the next thing she knows she was in Sesshoumaru's arms. Her face turned a flush red. He stood her back up on her feet. Standing there speechless he turned to leave

"Next time you should be more careful were you step"

Kagome didn't know what to say "I left you some meat and fish on the table..." Her face turned an even more red

Standing there in silence for a few moments, listening to the sound of the darkness and to the crickets, Rin ran over to her holding something

"Here Kagome" Rin said happily and handed Kagome a bouquet of flowers. The flowers were White, Blue, and dazzling pink that Kagome saw through the dark.

"You like them" The young girl questions

"I love them" Kagome kneeled down and hugged her

"Will you stay with us for a long time Kagome" Rin asked with hope in her eyes

Kagome couldn't help but feel sorry for her. She looked pretty against the moonlight. Always looked at things in a positive way and wasn't afraid of anything. She glanced at the flowers and looked back into the girls eyes

"Rin.." She put her hand on her should and looked into her eyes

"I'm not sure if I am always going to be around with Jaken and Sesshoumaru. But for know, I will be around for a long time" She responded to the girl

Rin surprisingly nodded in approval and hugged Kagome. Skipping off back to Sesshoumaru so her and him can play with a small blue ball with Ah-Oh. Kagome started to walk back as she looked at her flowers. Noticing she found a small piece of the jewel shard. Stopping to get a better look, it was pure pink and shone in her hands. Remembering why she joined up with Inuyasha in the first place and how much she hated him. She laughed to herself

{Why does this mean? Will he eventually find me?} The wind blew and picked up her black raven hair, her skirt blew against her legs as it trailed as far as it can behind her and her shirt did the same. The wind was also cool unlike this morning and as if magic, Kagome though she sensed Inuyasha near by and heard music. She looked up above her and the stars were dancing and the moon was bathing in the sun's reflection.

She stood alone with a jewel shard, and noticed the moon was full {The New moon is coming soon} She though to herself, closing her fingers around the jewel shard she ventured back to the campsite and not turning to look back


CHEERS another chapter done! I'm so so so sorry for the late update. Computer problems and then other stuff like six flags ; Hehehe Hope you enjoyed this chapter it was fun writing it. And thanks to my new reviewers and other people who re-reviewed my story....I don't know if I said that right. Well check back sometime this week.

Crystal