A/N: OMFG YOU ALL OWE ME! Just playing, actually I'm thanking you all. I worked super hard last week on writing in my comp. book and made 2 ½ chapters in 3 days. hurray me! Lol, but seriously now...this chapter is the first in like a three or four part chapter series. That's right people I have a chapter series now! In my book I'm halfway through part 3. But I must warn you all! Which I will during the warning thingy. Nyways here's the chap. Worked my ass off to write it for ya'll cuz I know you like to read my stuff! Oh, and I also realized in this story there MAY NOT be any sasunaru. PLEASE DON'T STOP READING OR HATE ME! But the way things are turning out I honestly don't see it happening. I'm already fucking up my storyline to put in a shikanaru-oops. No more shall be said.

Disclaimer: NO OWN! But if I did it'd be a better version of this story. Only with more SasuNaru.

WARNING: This is a boyxboy story! But also it somehow is being turned emo. Ugh, I don't know how this is happing but I'm doing my best to steer it away from that direction.

Chapter 11: Listen To Your Heart pt.1 (day 8 still)

"Oh, hey there! Finally my favorite Uke calls me." Shikamaru says suddenly not-so-lazily into the receiver.

I shudder at the fact I was Uke. Then I groan inwardly at thinking about "it" again.

"Yeah, whatever. Listen...you owe me."

"What, no 'Hey Shikamaru how have you been?'"

"Listen, you owe me for killing Naruto! Now are you gonna help me or do I have to tell Tsunde-sama about what happened between us?" I sa almost losing my cool.

"...Fine (sigh) what do you want?" Shikamaru quietly replies.

"I need you to come out here. I want to-"

"Hey Sasuke, I thought you'd never ask! I'll be at your village in no time!" Shikamaru says excitedly before hanging up the phone.

Great, now all I need is for Naruto to be hee when he shows up. The question is...how do I get Shikamaru to say what happened?

So I sit down on my bed and think. I go through every possible situation and realize that there can only be one outcome without anyone but him getting hurt. Oh...that dobe better thank me when this is over with! (Mental sigh) The things I do for love. I dial Naruto's number and wait for him to answer. Of course he does, and with food in his mouth. Ramen most likely.

"Ello (gulp) this is Oturan."

"Hey dobe this is-"

"Sasuke-teme." he finishes and I smile at my old pet name.

"Can you finish your ramen and come right over?"

"Yeah, sure. Hang on for like 5 minutes."

"K, later." I say hanging up the phone.

I know that soon Shikamaru will be here. So I go over everything in my head one final time. There's a knock on my door and I smirk. Five minutes my ass Naruto. Upon answering the door I see a panting Naruto.

"Thanks a lot Sasuke! Urgh, now I have cramps." he says grasping his ribs.

"But you live like fifteen steps away from my house." I say leaning on the doorframe.

"...So! I ran from my room all the way to your door. That's like 35 steps." Naruto says sticking out his tongue at me and wincing from his "cramps".

"Whatever Naruto, stop being so dramatic."

"Ok," he says standing up straight. "Just wanted to see if you'd fall for it again. Now what's so important?"

"Someone stopping by in three days. Need you to stay over til they get here." I reply pulling him inside and letting him sit on the couch.

"Why not have Kouji stay over?" He asks dumbly.

"Cuz...they have to do with you, baka."

"Don't call me that Sasuke-teme! So who is it that's stopping by?"

"You'll see in three days. He's on his way."

"Oh...so he's from Konoha?"

"Yup, but I'm not saying who." I say sitting next to him.

"Sasuke-kun...please tell me." Naruto coos softly.

"Nope, ain't gonna. Nothing you do can make me tell you." I say not realizing what I had just done.

We stare at each other for a long time. Three minutes go by and not a word is said. Finally Naruto speaks. Heh, I knew he wouldn't last long.

"Sasuke-kun...I'll let you do...," he pauses and scoots onto my lap. "Anything to me." Naruto says nibbling on my ear.

I turn to face him and speak and he catches my lips with his. He presses his hands onto my shoulders and pushes me down. Bringing his hands down onto my thighs he bites my lower lip. I gasp and he slips his tongue into my mouth. Not fully realizing I right away I moan at the old pleasurable feeling. After I remember this is Naruto I bite his tongue. He recoils and whimpers. I push him off of me and stand up. Enraged, I glare at him as he looks up at me with hurt.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I shout.

"Sasuke I-"

"No, shut the fuck up for a moment Naruto! (Sigh) we have boyfriends now. Trust me...if we were single and I didn't already know what happened between us then I'd jump all over you. But you have Duryan! You make that kid so happy to be with you. Kouji tells me how he feels about you all the time. And Kouji and I are perfect right now. Maybe not like you and I sed to be but...but close enough."

"...Sasuke, I...I'm sorry. That...that was a mistake. I have to go." Naruto says standing up, walking over to the door, opening it, and running outside.

I walk over to the door and watch him run to his house. 'Fuck!' I say slamming the door shut with my foot. Pacing back and forth I try and figure out what to do.

K...Shikamaru's n his way, Naruto thinks I hate him, and now I have to figure out what the fuck it is I have to do to get him to come to his senses. Fuck Naruto, why'd you have to go and kiss me? It was a mistake? ...Naruto...

I sigh and go to my room. Some morning. And Kouji still hasn't come over yet. Knowing that Kouji will be over soon (hopefully) I just lay on my bed. My eyes begin to droop and before I know it my eyes are closed. As fate would have it there's a knock on the door. Angrily I stride to the door and stop in front of it. Counting to ten I calm myself in case it is Kouji. Opening the door I smile and am quickly greeted by Kouji's lips. He has stuff in his hands and I can tell as he wraps his arms around me and stuff beats against my back.

"Hey sexy. Do you know what's up with Oturan? When I went over to his house a few seconds ago he was crying." Kouji asks me worriedly.

Kami...this is really serious to Naruto. I need to tell Kouji...everything.

"Yeah, but go set your stuff down first." I say sitting on the couch taking in as much air as possible while he sets his stuff on the kitchen counter.

He sits on the couch, right next to me. "So what's up with him? Did you two fight?"

"You...you could say that. Ok, now what I'm about to tell you is totally serious and I need you not to speak until I am completely finished talking."

He looks at me worriedly and scared, but nods. Then I continue.

"Everything in my life has gone from bad to worse. When I was little my brother...wiped out our entire clan. He did it right in front of me. Then my teme of a brother disappeared. So...I grew up alone. Well not alone exactly. People cared for me, but I shut myself out. I rarely talked to anyone and glared at everyone. ...Then one day when I was eight I met another little boy. He was passed out on the street. Kids were beating the shit outta him. I walked over to where it was happening and glared at everyone there very intensely.

Quickly they all ran, not wanting me to fight. Heh...the boy was beaten pretty bad and I dragged him to my house. It took a while, but we got there. Luckily I ran into a man named Kakashi-who later became my Sensei-and helped get him inside. He was unconscious for the rest of the day. When I had found him his nose was broken, a leg fractured, bruises everywhere, a black eye, his hair...was soaked in his blood. I had practically fainted. Anyways, when Kakashi-Sensei and I set him on my bed he had nothing. The only thing that had stayed was the blood all over him. Kakashi told me that he had special healing powers and that someday I would understand. He told me to watch over him and then left.

Kouji...I didn't leave that room once the rest of the day. In fact I knew the pain he felt. Of not beeing loved and being tormented by someone around you. I curled up next to him and fell asleep. When he woke up he was startled and cried. I woke up and asked why he was crying. He said cuz he almost died. I pushed him off the bed and told him to suck it up. He did stop, but looked at me for a long period of time. I scoffed at him and told him to leave if he had nothin' to say. We hung out every now and then until we were 12. Tht's when were assigned to be on the same team.

Over the years not only had we become friends, but also rivals. Everything he did I did the same if not better. We got along overall after we graduated. After a while the Chunin exams came. We were still on the same team up until the third part. We had to face each other. By this time he'd grown so much on me. He stopped crying by the time we were thirteen and taught me to show some emotions along the way to the exams. We ended up tied, heh, we knocked each other out. Now over the next two years we went on more missions as a team and became more and more a prat of each other.

Eventually the two of us were called in on an exclusive mission. It was to last three days and we didn't care. Lately we hadn't had much time apart from one another. Actually I couldn't stop thinking about him. I had my mind on him constantly and had woken up multiple times with wet sheets. Finally I came to the conclusion I was in love with while we were out on the first days start. All day I had asked him if there were any girls he liked in our village and other things.

At the days end we decided to play truth or dare. I had asked him and almost instantly he said yes. Long story short I told him I loved him and he said the same. Apparently we had both felt the same since we accidentally kissed when we were twelve. That night we shared out second kiss...and so much more. We had to call Kakashi-Sensei and Iruka-Sensei to finish the mission cuz he couldn't walk. For the next three days I ctered to him no matter what he asked to show him I truly loved him. And to show that he wasn't just a sex-toy.

From that night on we were lovers. Nothing came between us for the next two years. Then one day a boy had kissed me. This boy wasn't supposed to kiss me for he was not my mate. No, his name was Naruto and the boys' name was...Shikamaru. That day on October twenty-seventh something happened that set off a chain of events..."

A/N: Ok, this is getting really deep, ne? And I know I said it gets kinda emo, but that's not in this chapter...is it? I actually don't know if it even goes emo. There are too many different interpertations of emo these days... nyways...REVIEW! Let me know if I should have a sasunaru as Sasuke's way of making up to Naruto and fucking up not only his relationship, but also my storyline for the next two chapters. Lol, but I'll do it for all you reviewers. Just let me know. REVIEW! Thanks, love and peace.