A/N: Hey sorry it took so long to update but I wrote a oneshot (Tears and Rain) and have been going though so much fucked up shit. I had to break up with my boyfriend cuz he started taking drugs again and ran away to San Francisco. I also have a summer job too which rocks cuz I get paid hella money. Also there will only be about six or seven more chapters left of this, mainly cuz it sucks and I am gonna start writing some other stories that can be found in my profile. The ideas seem to rock so please check them out lemme know what you think!
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WARNING: YAOI STORY! By this point on you all should know what that means!
Listen To Your Heart pt. 2
Minutes before Sasuke's story
I ran into my house unable to hold back the tears. This shouldn't be happening. I haven't cried since I was fourteen. Back when me and Sasuke got together... That...Sasuke's right, that shouldn't have happened. Why'd I kiss him? I...I still like him. Right Kyuubi?
Honestly Kit, it took you this long to figure it out?
But I can't! I have to get him back for what he did!
Oh wake up! It was your fault that you ended up like that! You overreacted like you always do! Grow the fuck up and take responsibilities for your actions! Kit...don't hurt him. We both know how you feel for the brat.
"And I'm trying to block those feelings out!" Every time I look at him it brings me back to the past!" I sob lying down onto the floor.
I hear Duryan walking out in the hallway. Shit, this couldn't be anymore perfect! When he sees me on the floor he goes to get a blanket. There's a knock on the door. Slowly I rise and stumble my way over to it. Kouji is on the other side and I tell him as best I can that Sasuke's at his place. He looks at me as if to ask what's up, then sees Duryan behind me, waves, and then walks off. Duryan brings me to my room and lays me down onto the bed. Lying down next to me he strokes the hair out of my face. My face is red and eyes swollen and he probably thinks I'm the weakest person in the world.
"Oturan...what's wrong?" he asks after I calm down from him cuddling up to me.
"There (sniff) are some things (sniff) that I need to tell you." I say looking deep into his eyes.
"Ok, go ahead. I'm all ears baby." He replies stroking my cheek, making me want to cry again.
The words...they pour out of me right away. I don't even realize what I'm saying. In a matter of minutes everything is explained. Sasuke is my old boyfriend, he cheated on me, we fought, he almost killed me, I changed my name and followed him here to kill him, my real name is Uzumaki Naruto, and I still have feelings for the one person who doesn't want me back. Duryan stares at me in disbelief. Then slowly sits up. He gets off of the bed and looks at me again...this time, painfully.
"...Naruto...look. I can't be with you if you don't want to be with me. Especially if you still have feelings for Sasuke." Kouji says looking hurt and walking out of the room.
I quickly get up and follow him. "But Duryan, now is not the time to leave me! Do you love me?" I ask while we're in the livingroom. He stops and turns to face me with tears in his eyes.
"Ot-er-Naruto of course I do!"
"Then...stay with me. If you really do love me then prove it" I say trying to wrap my arms around him.
He sticks his arms out to block mine and looks down. A tear falls and he turns away from me. "Naruto...I'm not doing this to hurt you...I'm doing it to help you through it." Duryan replies opening the door and walking out.
I fall to my knees and put my face into my hands. Now I'm alone again. Just like when I was little. Feeling like I'm about to puke I get up and stumble my way to the bathroom. I lift up the toilet seat and get over it, but nothing comes out. Sighing in relief I look in the mirror. My face is a mess and so I turn on the water. I rinse my face a couple of times and notice my razor next to my toothbrush. I pick it up and stare blankly at it. I turn my arm over and slightly tilt my lips upward. Heh...it's been so long...
Kit stop! Don't hurt your body like this again, it's not right!
Why, you can heal the marks.
True, but I'm not going to. I'm gonna leave them there for Sasuke and everyone to see.
Well then...so be it. This well be my comfort once again.
Slowly I run the blade over my skin. Slightly I wince t the pain, but run it over again on a different spot. I set he razor down and watch as blood drips down. Grabbing a hand-towel I dab it gently over my self-inflicted wounds. After they stop bleeding I go into my room and throw a black hoody o that says 'A day without sunshine is like...night'.
"I feel like some ramen." I say to myself while grabbing my wallet.
As I leave the house Kyuubi starts talking to me again.
So what's the deal? Now you're happy?
No, I'm simply putting on a mask again. I'm shutting myself down again. It's just like I always knew...nobody can love a demon...
Perfect Kit, we don't need anyone!
Don't get smart with me Kyuubi! In fact don't talk til I tell you to!
You don't o-
SHUT UP RIGHT NOW!
Kyuubi does and I'm down the street off to the store for some ramen. Up the road I see a group of people just as I pass Sasuke's (ugh) house. Slowing my pace I keep walking. Just as I reach them I hear one of them yell 'That's one of the queers that beat us up!' Sighing, I take my hands out of my pockets and quickly count how many there are. Seven. Four more than last time, but still not a sweat breaker. Laughing at how sad their offensive attacks are becoming, suddenly I get scratched across the face by a shuriken. A low rumble begins in my throat.
"Ohhh...look boys we got the fairy mad at us! We're fucked now, we better run for it." The one that Kouji beat up the other day says. Takuya I think.
"Yeah, you are fucked." I say generating six dopplegangers.
After the damage is done I pile all of them up and frown.
"You prejudice assholes couldn't have picked a worse time to mess with me. (sigh) Oh well, by the time anyone gets you to the hospital it'll be too late. Just know that you brought this on yourselves. Nice killing ya." I say walking off whistling.
My copies and I had stabbed each boy with at least three kunai and two shuriken through vital organs and such. Blood flows down towards the storm drain. After I get home from the store I set the grocery bags down on the counter and get two bowls of ramen ready. I wait standing up until they are done, in which I go to sit down. Upon finishing my ramen I go back to my room. Taking off everything but my boxers I pull the covers back and get in. Pulling them back up to my chin I roll onto my side and close my eyes. Slowly I fall asleep, sleeping the rest of the day away.
Before/during all that, back at Sasuke's
"...Something happened that day that set off a chain of events. That day Shikamaru raped me. And at the worst possible moment Naruto walked in. After Shikamaru made me cum Naruto came up to me and slapped me right across the face. He called me the worst boyfriend ever and said that he hated me. Afterwards I scolded Shikamaru and didn't do anything cuz' I ran after Naruto.
I tried to tell him what happened and...and when he turned around to face me he stabbed my thigh. After I pulled out the kunai I jumped on him and we started to go at it. By-by the end he was pinned to a wall unconscious. I went to the hospital to get patched up and then went to see the Hokage. Afer that I had left, unaware Naruto was still alive. Everything hee was going fine til the other night. That's when I found out he was alive and had followed me. Now we're...here." I sa not able to hold back a few tears.
Kouji quickly pulls me into a soft embrace. I rest my head on his shoulder and just let everything out. After about three minutes or so I pull back and wipe my eyes.
"Heh, I haven't cried since...back in Konoha, right before I came here." I say smirking.
"It's ok to let everything out once in a while ya know," Kouji says playfully elbowing my ribs. "Sides...crying's good for the pores." He says trying to comfort me.
"I'm not cryin' cuz of all that. No, I'm cryin' cuz Naruto thinks I hate him now. Right before you came over Naruto kissed me. I yelled at him for it and told him we had boyfriends and couldn't do that. He ran off back to his place and now he thinks I hate him. If Duryan leaves him too I'm afraid he'll do something bad."
"Like what?"
"Before we started going to-me and Naruto-he used to cut."
"Oh my god that's horrible!" Kouji exclaims.
"Yeah I know, lets just-" I stop speaking as the door opens and a hunched over Duryan walks in.
"Sasuke I hope you don't-"
"No, not at all. What's wrong?"
"Naruto told me...everything. I broke up with him until he decides who he really wants to be with." Duryan says sitting across from me and Kouji.
"YOU DID WHAT!" We exclaim together.
The two of us jump up and put our shoes on. Meanwhile Duryan looks t us ver worried.
"Why what's wrong with that?"
"Look," I sa facing him. "Naruto is...unique. He may be hung up on me, but trust me Duryan..." I pause to put my other shoe on. "Naruto really loves you. No matter what he says. And by doing that you did he'll start to feel alone, shut everyone out, and probably cut again.
"Fuck! Are you serious?" Duryan asks on the verge of tears. "How do you know this Sasuke?"
"Cuz...that's what he used to do." I say walking out the door and over to Naruto's.
Kouji and Duryan immediately follow. We bang and yell at his door. No answer comes and we freak out. (A/N: Meanwhile behind them Naruto is beating the shit outta those prejudice temes! He's one step ahead of them XP). After going around and breaking a window in the back of the house, seeing that Naruto is not home, and leaving we become ultra worried. At the end of the street we see a pile of bodies. Rushing over to them we gasp in shock. Instantly I know Naruto did this.
We leave the scene and spend all night searching for Naruto. We get no luck and return to my place. All three of us crash in the livingroom. As Sasuke, Kouji, and Duryan sleep, Naruto is fast asleep in his home too. Day one ends and only two more days before Shikamaru arrives. Naruto's taken up cutting again, Sasuke and Duryan feel like shit for hurting Naruto, Kouji is worried for Naruto's safety, and Shikamaru thinks Sasuke wants him inside him. Things are fucked up and defiantly not what Sasuke had planned.
A/N: So yeah shit's going down now. Everything is leading up to a big finale and a huge lemon between Sasuke and Naruto. Shit did I say that? Oh well there's your spoiler, heehee! R&R! Ja ne!
