A/N: Hello again! OMFG, ok I just saw Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift. Well I saw it the day it came out, but you HAVE to see it! It's so amazing! Ok now with that said I have this to say. There are only two or three chapters left after this one. Surprisingly enough I'm glad. As my first fic it was hard at first, but now everything comes so easily. Nyways, I'm glad cuz that means I get to start on Running Scared! I can't wait for that! Oh and for those of you who don't know, I posted a one-shot not too long ago. It's called Tears and Rain and if you haven't read it yet I'd be so happy if you did. It's really long and I'm so proud of it! Anyways...on with this story.
Disclaimer: Masashi Kishimoto is the awesome person who created Naruto. The sad thing is that it's not a shounen ai...yet! Apparently he knows how he's gonna end it. And we all know what that means...Sasuke-kun and Naruto-chan expressing their undying love for each other and having a crazy sex scene before it ends and leaves us all sad yet happy! So yeah...me no own.
WARNING: YAOI! boyxboy. If you've come this far and still haven't realized that then may god pity your soul...
Listen To Your Heart pt.3
I awake in my bed. While yawning I look around and gaze at my outstretched arm. Frowning I get out of bed. Everything that I hoped didn't happen really did. Shrugging it off, I go into the bathroom. After taking a nice, long, hot shower and using the toilet I stare at the razor on the counter-top right before me. Slowly I pick it up and hold it about a centimeter away from the last cut. Enhaling I run it across my underarm. Blood seeps out and I use the towel from yesterday to help stop it.
I smile slightly. Noticing that things are turning back into the way they were in the beginning. I'm reverting back into my old self. It seems like so long ago that Sasuke found me. Yet I remember everything that happened that day almost as if it were yesterday. God how I wish it were yesterday. Deciding to go eat breakfast I throw on a pair of royal blue jean shorts and a long-sleeved orange Quicksilver t-shirt. I walk into the kitchen and get out a cup of instant ramen. 'Heh...it's amazing that I haven't died from sodium intake.' After setting everything up I look out the window.
How simple life is at times. When no one is around you and all you have to do is worry about yourself. For me it's a pain I hate. Of course I have to get used to it, but I'm so used to have someone to care and worry about me. I should have known better. I'm too different and for that I will always be alone. I'll die an old man living alone with like fifty cats. Then when I do die the village will throw a party, happy that the monster nine tails is dead. It's so fucking depressing to think of life like this. In a way though...it's the same for everyone, just in different ways. Life's complicated like that I guess.
Two Hummingbirds fly by fluttering around each other. 'Will I have someone to be side-by-side with one day? Can I ever be truly happy?' Smelling my ramen I shake this off and get ready to chow down. I grab my food and I Rockstar out of the fridge and sit down at the dinning table. It's a first, but probably not the last for some reason. Halfway through my meal (about a-minute-and-a-half of slurping) I glance at the clock on the wall. 11:42 am.
Then I noticed Sasuke, Duryan, and Kouji walk out of Sasuke's and stop on the front yard to talk. Quickly I swallow the ramen in my mouth and gulp down the Rockstar. I duck down and crawl to the door to get my shoes. Crawling to the back of the house I put them on in a rush. I go into my guest room and move to open the window and notice the broken glass. It's all around my floor. They must have broken in last night while I was at the store. Probably wanted to yell at me some more. I slide out and walk through my backyard.
Hopping the fence I hear them coming around the back. Keeping m pace of a slow walk I turn my head. Kouji turns and sees me. 'Shit.' He gets Sasuke's and Duryan's attentions then they begin to run towards me. I quicken m pace and am running now too. Jumping over any and all obstacles in my path, I try to outrun them. Somehow Sasuke and Duryan are gaining speed. Now I'm running at full speed and up in the trees. Sasuke falls behind and Duryan is the only one I can see that's chasing me.
Kit, what if they just wanna talk?
Pfft, yeah right. Sasuke yelled at me the other day and then Duryan broke up with me cuz of my past! All they wanna do is-
SHUT UP NARUTO! The Uchiha brat yelled at you because you kissed him, Duryan broke up with you to make you realize that you need to chose who you really love. AND I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF YOUR STUPIDITY! Now...who do you love? Sasuke-teme or the other one?
I...I...I still love Sasuke!
Then stop this foolishness and talk to them. Tell them how you feel! Let people in for once Kitsune!
NO! I don't want to have to deal with losing someone again!
Kit...you can't live in the past. What happened to your parents...I'm sorry for that. It's entirely my fault and I didn't know I could cause a person this much pain. So as a way of saying sorry I'm gonna fix everything.
What?
In a mid-air leap everything in my body stops working. I can't move my arms, legs, or head. As I'm falling to the ground Duryan shouts 'No' and grabs me around the waist. We fall on our sides, gasping for air. When we landed I lost all breath and he helps by patting my back. After I begin to suck in oxygen, Duryan pulls me to him. He lays his head on my shoulder and cries. Shocked as I am I put my arms on his back and rub it up and down for comfort.
Moment later Sasuke and Kouji walk up, panting. After both catch their breaths and Duryan stops crying, they all stare at me. This time not with anger or disgust, but with sadness and regret. Kouji approaches me, knees down, and pulls both my arms towards him. My left arm has no marks, but my right arm bares the scares of newly made cuts. He nearly breaks down, but hugs me instead. Sasuke briefly looks down' shaking his head then back up into my eyes.
"Naruto...why on Earth would you start this again?" he asks crouching down so he's eye-level with me.
"...Because...I can't have you. And because for one reason or another I knew that I can never happily as long as you're not with me...The pain from the razor...it made me forget. Everything..." I gulp pausing looking at each one of them. "Duryan I'm sorry, but can you forgive me for still liking Sasuke? These feelings will pass and I do really like you." I say staring deep into his green glassy eyes.
Duryan plops down next to me and kisses my lips. "Naruto...I can never be mad at you. And I forgive you. What I said yesterday was stupid. I should never have done that to you. And I promise I'll never do it again." he says kissing me again then joins his brother in hugging me.
I life my eyes up to Sasuke's again.
"Heh, Usuratokachi, your not getting an apology from me. I meant what I said. Just know that I'll always cherish you too." he blushes.
"I wasn't expecting one. I was wondering when you were going to hug me too."
Sasuke sighs and hugs me too. Something that started out so bad ended up so good. Even thought it lasted only a day, I'm glad that I'm loved. And that that feeling never ceased. For the longest time the three of them cover me under the tall tree. Resting against the trunk I tilt me head back and close my eyes.
"I love you all." I say quietly.
"We love you too Usuratokachi." they reply in unison and we all laugh.
Eventually I drift away. I'm sure they do too, but I don't care. As long as Sasuke's next to me I don't care if my house blows up.
I wake up thanks to someone rolling over and putting their elbow into my groin. Groaning, I open my eyes. Lifting up Kouji's arm I look at his watch. It's 3:28 pm. We're sleeping the day away, under an oak tree, as four boys cuddled up together. Heh, I bet this is a site for everyone to see. I look up past the trees and notice dark clouds instead of a beaming sun. Sure enough thunder is heard and I start to wake the others up. It's now a light drizzle and I'm on my feet. Everyone begins to stir and as I stretch I twist my head and see Nazumi-sama walking down the street towards us.
Suddenly my body tenses up. Turning back to face my somewhat conscious friends, they noticed the worried expression on my face. Sasuke says 'run', Kouji and Duryan nod their heads. I nod back lightly and sprint off. Fuck, Nazumi-sama knows what I did! But I didn't do it on purpose. It was self-defense and I wasn't in my right state of mind. Oh well, I'll hide at Duryan's for a while. No, she'll expect that...where to go? ...Sasuke's!
As I turn the corner I glance back and see her talking to them. Just as I speed up my body collides with something hard. Falling to the ground I see stars. My stomach's a mess and I can't breathe. Once I regain my normal breathing I stand up. Shaking it off, I run again. Hopping over bushes, fences, and anything else in my way. By the time I get to Sasuke's hose I'm soaked. Taking off my shoes outside I shiver as I look for his spare key. Of course he doesn't have one so I get a card from my wallet. Sticking it inbetween the door and its frame I slide it up and down until I hear a 'click'. Smirking, I open the door and strut my way in.
I'm still wet and freezing my ass off, so I begin to discard my clothes. As I shiver my way towards Sasuke's room I leave a trail of clothes behind me. Not thinking about what can happen. I just want to get warm. Entering his room I take my boxers off (those are wet too, that's how bad the rain got, XD.) And climb into his bed. Pulling the covers up to my chin I shudder at the warmth and close my eyes. Before I drift off yet again today I think about how close that was. The time is 3:35 pm.
Minutes Earlier Back at the Tree
As Naruto turns the corner, Nazumi-sama reaches us.
"Uh, hello Nazumi-sama. What brings you here in this weather?" I ask nervously.
"Not much Sasuke, I just wanted to tell Oturan something. ...Unfortunately he's not with you. So will you tell him for me?" She asks ever-so politely.
I look at the other two blankly and they shrug. "Sure." I say without emphasis.
"Just tell him that Iruka called to check in. He seemed really worried because he hasn't called."
We all exhale with relief at the fact Naruto isn't in trouble.
"Were you expecting me to say something else?" She asks us while twirling her umbrella.
"Ummm...no. Not really..." Kouji says trailing off at the end.
"Duryan? Sasuke perhaps? Come on boys, lighten up! You all know I'm not gonna lash out and attack you! Honestly..." Nazumi-sama laughs.
"Fine -sigh-. Nazumi-sama it's just that we thought...you were coming here to talk to Naruto about the "incident" from yesterday. So he ran off afraid of being taken away or something and...yeah." Duryan says really really fast.
Nazumi-sama blinks a few times then speaks. "Oh ok. You mean the boys he...and the...gotcha. No he's not in trouble for that at all. I understand that they were the ones who started it. Thanks to me he's not into hot water. Tell him he owes me, heh. Just kidding! Oh and Duryan?"
"Ye-yeah?"
"It seems that "Oturan" trusts you enough now. I assume you all realize who he is by now?" Say asks using extra care when saying 'Oturan'.
I turn towards Duryan who blushes as he realizes he said Naruto. We all nod our heads.
"Well that's good. Secrets are so...not useful. Well I hate to leave, but I'm not much for rain and plus I'm freezing! You three should go home and get warm. Go on, scoot!" Nazumi-sama says waving her arms and shooing us away.
We bow and say 'domo arigato' then begin to walk. Within seconds we are all very wet. I take a second to take in as much of this as I can. It's been so long since I've just stood in the rain and let it wash over me. Like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders. It's so cleansing and I can't suppress a smile.
"Sasuke, did all that really just happen?" Kouji asks me.
"Yep, it did," I say after leveling my head to face him. "So, do you guys wanna hang out?" I ask moving my wet bangs out of my eyes.
"Nah, we're gonna go home and get some more sleep and dry off." Kouji says grabbing Duryan in a headlock playfully.
"K, see you two later." I say striding off towards my place.
Upon reaching my door I notice a pair of shoes. Right away I see that they are Naruto's. So the Usuratokachi really did run over here. I open the door to see a trail of clothes leading to my room. These clothes aren't any old clothes either. Their Naruto's (Obviously!). I proceed to my room and open the door. The first thing I see are his boxers. Black with Ramen-like swirls on them lying on the floor next to the bed. Second thing, a sleeping, naked, uncovered blonde in my bed. Blinking MANY times I slightly fall back.
Regaining my balance, I look over his physique. I blush really dark red. He's so fuckable like this. It's unreal how just seeing him like this makes me painfully hard. Looking at him from head to toe I feel my erection throb. I approach the side of the bed and hover mere inches over Naruto. Fuck Kouji. Naruto's mine. I can't live without him...
A/N: OH WHAT FUN! Another cliffhanger! You all hate me don't you? Well just know that there will be-no! I can't give it away! But I want to tell you all so much how this ends! Oh well, you'll have to wait and read! Um...yeah go see Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift, read one-shot (Tears and Rain), and most of all...REVIEW!
