Fallen Tears
Tomoyo sat in her office. It has been two days since Eriol's injuries have healed. She was glad and contented to be back at the office with him.
'But…' her thoughts were disturbed by the sudden knock on the door.
"Did I bother you?" Eriol's warm voice greeted her.
Tomoyo shook her head, "And why are you here?" she stood up as she walked over to where Eriol was, folding her arms.
"Am I not allowed to visit my girlfriend?" Eriol pulled Tomoyo close to him and kissed her softly.
Tomoyo gave light laugh, "Where are my cookies?"
Eriol scratched his head, "They're in the car, I…"
Tomoyo placed her finger on Eriol's lips, "I love you," tears started to well up in her eyes.
"Me too and I know you that, is something wrong?" Eriol held her closely, worried.
Tomoyo shook her head and gave him a light kiss. Eriol drew her closer, deepening their kiss.
Tomoyo slowly pulled back, "Promise me you'll return."
"Tomoyo what are you talking about?" Eriol looked in her wet amethyst eyes, lost.
"Just promise me…"
"Okay…" he then let go of her and went out.
'I know you'll break your promise, but I don't blame you,' tears dropped like snow. 'I will always love you…' she whispered.
Sakura went to Café Du Toi thinking of what has happened in the past few weeks. Time is running fast. First, she was trying to kill him, the next thing she knew, he was there to comfort her, and now she's confused with her own feelings.
'Do I-,' Sakura took a sip from her hot chocolate, 'Do I really care for him?'
'Why do I feel safe and warm around his arms?'
Sakura looked up at the sky, the moon shone unto her emerald eyes which sparkled. 'Did I… Did I just fall in love with him?' She shook her head trying to avoid the question.
She sighed, 'Oh mother... I don't know what this is…'
She stared at the lake which reflected the moon, 'It's almost a full moon.'
Instantly, Syaoran's face flashed in her mind. It's true; she can't deny that even on their first meeting, she couldn't stop thinking about him and his deep eyes.
Sakura closed her eyes, 'Syaoran…' she whispered.
"Yes?" a calm voice came.
Sakura opened her eyes, and was surprised to see Syaoran there.
"Wh-What are you doing here!" she asked trying to hide her embarrassment. "Pe-people w-will see you here!"
"Did you know," Syaoran began, "that you were blushing awhile ago?" he teased.
"Wh-what do you mean!" Sakura stuttered. "I wa-wasn't b-blushing, m-maybe it's the chocolate." She felt her cheeks getting hot.
Syaoran smiled warmly and teased her, "Aww… You're so cute!"
Sakura's face was red all over, "Leave me alone!" she demanded.
"If that's what you want," Syaoran stood up.
"Where are you going?"
"Huh? You're confusing me. You just told me to leave you alone," Syaoran looked into her eyes, lost.
'I wasn't literally meaning that,' she thought.
"Fine, leave," she tried to bully him by pushing him out of the café.
Syaoran turned and waved his hand.
"Wait!"
"Huh? You don't want me to leave anymore?" Syaoran walked backwards and turned facing Sakura.
"Thank you for listening to me," she said shyly.
Syaoran placed his hands on Sakura's shoulder and smiled sweetly at her, "Just call me anytime you need someone to talk to."
Sakura blushed as she watched Syaoran walk and disappear. 'He can really be silly but he's nice,' she thought.
Tomoyo got the journal again out of the bookshelf. She settled it on her desk.
"It's time…" she said as she opened her drawer where her custom gun was kept. She loaded it with UV liquid.
Eriol entered the room without knocking and settled the cookies on the desk.
He looked deeply in Tomoyo's eyes. "I will always love you, Tomoyo," he said and closed his eyes.
Tomoyo slowly pulled the gun and cocked it. She then walked over to where Eriol was.
"Sing for me one last time," Eriol requested as his tears rolled down his cheeks. "I don't want you to get hurt, forgive me." Eriol hugged Tomoyo closely to him. He felt the mouth of the gun poke him on his chest.
"You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo (even if I fall in love with someone once again)
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song (it's still a sad love song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made" (until I can sing a new song)
She ended her song as she felt her heart tighten that she couldn't swallow.
Tears started to fall like raindrops as Tomoyo pulled the trigger. "F-For-give m-me Eriol."
"P-please s-t-op c-cry-ing," Eriol kissed her one last time. "I-I d-don't w-want you to s-suffer."
'I love you,' he whispered as he drew his last breath.
The rain started pouring down, hiding Tomoyo's sobs.
Author's note: Please don't get mad at me because I let Tomoyo kill Eriol… TT and sorry if it was badly written, I just couldn't go on cuz I felt like crying. I was listening to the piano version of First Love by Utada Hikaru and it perfectly matched the mood… wish me luck on my written driving test I may not update for awhile coz my dad told me that if I fail he's gonna ground me for 2 days TT
