Sara wakes up like every other day, but is something on her mind today:

Oh How I love my life...I Wake up everyday and put a Happy Smile on my face, it's fake but I don't care cause, fake or not, this ritual actually makes me feel better with my self.

Don't get me wrong I'm not an unhappy person just an unsatisfied one, something is missing, but I can't figure it out what exactly. Probably your are all thinking " oh, just get a life, and forget work just a little" or "GET A MAN" and let me tell you, I think that thought is right, really is, but I can't help my self, this is the way I am, a really want to change, but I just CAN'T. I love to work, it's probably the only thing I know for sure in this messes up world. But why everyone thinks I just work to forget?...I Love what I do, and I feel alive when I help bring justice for the dead, and makes sad to think that the others only see me as a workaholic and a moody person. OK OK… I KNOW I'M A LITLLE UNSTABLE SOMETIMES, but still we all have our bad days. You know what, I'm tired, I'm just tired to bring my self down just because the other's can't see the real me, for now on I don't care about them. I'm going to be myself and if they like great, awesome if they don't I wont kick my own ass just for approval I deserve better.

WOUUU this really works I can see my self smiling and this time for real. Ok, live is great and god bless America, uhh I just feel so dork today…I just want to laugh, am I crazy or not?

And so it begins my journey for self reconstruction, nobody is going to bring me down again, not even Grissom. And you know why? … because I love myself and god loves me too, this is enough for me today. SO ready or not here I come…