Dear Secret Admirer

Summary: Each week Beast Boy receives a letter. He waits in earnest for each one barely able to wait to read them. Little does he know they come from someone very close to him.

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Beast Boy sat on his barstool fidgeting. His emerald green eyes were fixed on the pile of letters that Starfire and Robin were sorting through.

"Hey Raven!" Robin yelled at the half demon girl who was currently making her customary afternoon tea "More books." he announced handing her a large package.

Raven's powers wrapped around the box and with an absent wave of her fingers it was gone from sight, whisking through dimensions to end up safely in her room. "Thank you."

Beast Boy sighed and fidgeted again. Come on! How long could it take to find the only purple envelope in the entire pile?

Starfire squealed in delight and held up a Seventeen magazine. Cyborg dug through and quickly found his pile of car and tech magazines. Beast Boy was getting very anxious by now.

Finally Robin held up a purple letter, a sly smile crossing his face "Hey Beast Boy, looks like another one from your mystery girlfriend."

The changeling scowled and snatched the note away "Next time someone starts sending me strange mail I'm not telling you." he growled before leaving the room.

If he had paid any attention to anything else but the letter in his hands he might have noticed a certain pair of blushed cheeks and turned up lips in the common room.

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Beast Boy sat on his top bunk with a smile. The letter was tucked safely in his belt pocket ready to be re-read at any given moment.

He'd been getting these letters right around Terra's death. The writer had explained that she'd seen him walking around town and thought he might like some cheering up. There was never a return address or a name; just a simple purple envelope with his name written in elegant penmanship.

He'd once asked if they could correspond by email but the girl had written back that she enjoyed trying to make out his 'scrawling'.

Ever since then he'd tried harder to write a little better. He had to admit his penmanship was getting much better.

Swinging his legs over the bunk he leapt down in front of his desk and began to shift through the mess to find some paper and a pencil. No luck.

"Aw man! Why can't I ever find anything in here?" he grumbled after a few more minutes of digging.

He stomped out into the hallway and made his way down into the common room where Robin and Cyborg were playing video games with Starfire hanging over their shoulders.

"Hey BB what're you up to?" Cyborg asked as the green teen plopped down on the sofa dejectedly.

"I can't find any paper. You guys know where any is?" Beast Boy asked his ears perking up with hopefulness.

The two boys looked at each other and shrugged going back to their game. Starfire turned to Beast Boy "I believe Raven has some paper she would surely allow you to use."

The changeling was out of the room in the blink of an eye. The three Titans all looked at each other and laughed.

"He's got it bad man." Cyborg said shaking his head.

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Beast Boy rapped on the door impatiently. Where was Raven? Biting his lip he tapped in the override security code.

The door slid open allowing him into the dark goddess's sanctuary. The scent off lavender and lilac wrapped itself around his senses along with the faint smell of fire. Raven must have been lighting candles in here a little while ago. Now that he thought about it that same scent always surrounded Raven herself… Focus! Paper, where was that stupid paper!

Beast Boy strode over to the desk then paused for a moment. He ran his fingertips over the handle of the desk. It was an inlaid silver rose. He frowned for a moment and shook himself. He pulled the drawer open and pulled out a stack of upside-down papers. He ruffled through them then his hands froze.

There was a stack of papers with his writing all over it. And the next stack was filled with the same writing he saw on the letters he received.

Suddenly behind him the door slid open and Raven walked in. The two Titan's eyes met then Raven's slid down to the stack of papers.

"Why are you in my room?" she asked quietly.

"I was looking for some paper."

Raven nodded slowly "Well… I see." she wrung her hands nervously "So I guess you know… that I've been the one writing to you."

Beast Boy licked his sharp canines nervously "I guess so." he replied shifting around trying to figure out if Raven was mad or not.

"And… what… what did you think?" the Goth girl asked looking up and meeting her teammate's eyes for a moment before shying away.

Beast Boy shuffled a little closer "Now that I know it's you?" Raven nodded "I feel like I saw a Raven nobody's ever seen before."

The dark Titan raised her eyes slowly and a tiny smile graced her lips "Really?"

"Really." Beast Boy replied.

Raven looked down and tucked her hair back behind her ear nervously. Beast Boy leaned in and laid a sweet, swift kiss on her lips before bolting out of the room.

After a moment of silence Raven smiled to herself then sat down at her desk.

"Gonna write a letter to your lover-boy?" Bravery asked.

"Maybe I am." Raven replied with a giggle.

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Okay this one is kinda stupid but you know...