Misato's place is like I remember it. It's messy. She never picks anything up. The first thing I see when I open the door of course has to be mountains of empty beer cans.
Dead soldiers, she says.
She won't just put the cans in the bins. It's not that hard. I should tell her off later, but what good would that do?
Ikari really is just a kid Kensuke and Toji said he said she shows you a side of herself she doesn't want anyone else to see. She considers you like family they try to say.
The cans are everywhere.

I'm surprised Asuka hasn't pulled her hand away yet. She would usually punch me even if I just accidentally brushed up against her. I guess she calmed down to me when I killed her. But I never killed her.
Asuka is calm. She looks at me and her hand is not in mine anymore and the electricity is gone. My hand tingles.
"Idiot. Nichts hat sich geƤndert." she is saying. Asuka I can't understand you. Speak Japanese. Speak Japanese, God damn you.
"Did I say you could touch me?"
She brushed me out of the way like I was dust. Everyone's dust. Dirt and sand and dead skin. Dust.

She's in a chair at the table. The table where she said Shinji do you want to kiss me she said.
Why
I have nothing else to do I'm bored are you afraid to kiss a girl she says she's taunting me always picking on me.
Are you afraid to kiss a girl on the anniversary of your mommy's death Asuka said
why did she bring my mother's death into this
Asuka says is she watching you from up in heaven
Well Asuka you're getting more than you bargained for I lean my head in and she wants me to stop breathing?
I kiss her, sort of. She forces my lips onto hers and holds them there with my nose shut and I'm suffocating help me and she's washing her mouth now.
She's brushing her teeth and using mouthwash how insulting how insulting
Definitely not a good way to kill time she complains.

She was so upset when Misato came home. Misato doesn't seem to be home right now. When Misato came home that night when we kissed, Asuka tried to talk to Mr. Kaji. He's dead now. Like Asuka. Who is here and not dead reality is at the end of the dream I hear the voice say.
Asuka was upset when she came from talking to Kaji. She told me she felt awful because she actually kissed me. Insulting how insulting but I'm not hurt. I'm hurt because I know it had to do with Kaji. I remember that night.
I wanted to die.
I've never really cared if I died or not, but I've never actually desired death.

Asuka's sitting at the table. Wonder what she's thinking. Pen Pen is out of the refrigerator. He's making penguin noises.
Ms. Misato what's in the other refrigerator I ask
Misato says he's probably still sleeping she said.
He's making penguin noises. I'd rather try to figure out German than penguin noises. I think he's complaining about something. This is getting annoying. Where's the fish? That's probably the first thing I should try doing: giving him something to eat. Fish.
Swimming in the ocean like fish.

I'm in one of Asuka's plug suits.
We match oh haha Aida yes my figure is nice very funny Toji shut the hell up.
She's making me ride in the plug with her in her Eva Asuka you can't go in the water we'll be finished.
We're underwater. Swimming in the ocean like fish. All units fire at will. Angel destroyed.
Fish.

The pack is open. Pen Pen has finally shut up now, but I still want Asuka to talk to me. What's so hard about talking to me I wonder?
She's more insecure than I am. That's why she acts so self-righteous and superior and pompous all the time. But how the hell would I know?
What's that noise? Oh, it's just the TV. I hate these religious programs.
"The sun will turn to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the lord." an old man rants.
That seems unsettling. I thought religion was supposed to bring you solace, not terror.
Absolute Terror Field.

The Eva has penetrated the Angel's AT Field impossible they say how the hell severe cranial damage suffered unit has been rendered immobile how the hell?
His sync ratio is escalating
escalating I'm ascending heavenwards.