Hello! Welcome to my newest fanfic. I hope you don't mind yuri and if you do then you might want to leave. I was just playing Tales of Symphonia yesterday and decided I wanted to write another idea about two really good charactors.

I am sorry I haven't been writing on my other fanfic and will try to soon. It has just been so long and I have to reread it in order to finish it. I have some good ideas though.

Well enough chat I hope you like my story!

Disclaimer- I do not claim ownership of any Tales of Symphonia Charactors.

Dear Journal,

I think I like someone for the first time in my life. That sounds great right? Well the only problem is it isn't someone that I am allowed to like.

I like a person who is so nice and generous and would do anything for anyone. They are positive and upbeat. I don't just like them either…I think I love them.

What would people think if I told everyone that I liked my friend Colette? Lloyd would be jealous if anything happened. Kratos might understand because I think that he might have liked someone before everything happened. I think Genis would be fine. I think that Sheena would be a little freaked out but I have thought for a while that she might like Raine. I think Raine would advise against it because then I would have to deal with so much discrimination. I think Zelos would think it was really hot and Colette…probably wouldn't like me.

Why would she like me? That is a stupid idea because I am not worthy of such an honest, pure being. But every time she is near me I freeze. I used to be so emotionless and I never thought that I would need someone and swore to myself after my father died that I would never need someone to survive. I haven't seen her in like a week so I am miserable. I miss her hugs and whenever her hand accidentally brushes my face I get this feeling in my stomach. It makes me so happy. I wish she would feel the same way but I don't know how to tell her and I am to scared that if I did that she would rejec

Well that is all that I have the energy to write. I need sleep because it is two in the morning and I have to be up at four to go to Altamira. I will finally get to see Colette in about a week. We are going to share a room but I want to be comfortable there and she went to rescue a newfound dog. Just so you know she named it after me! But I think she just likes me as a friend. Well I will write back tomorrow.

Love,

Presea Combatir

Then Presea fell asleep and woke up at four just like she decided to. She looked a little older and had grown to have a woman's body and no matter how hard she tried to hide it, it showed. So she gave up eventually. She had outgrown her dress and had taken up a look that was mildly revealing and looked more like a Ninja or fighter than anything. She sometimes even left her hair down but usually it was in pigtails like always. Of course when she worked her hair was up and she wore a loose shapeless dress that hung off her curves and didn't improve her look any.

Presea started to pack her clothes. She first put in her halter dress that was skin-tight and was black with gold swirls on it. Then she put in her assortment of tops, pants, then all of her boots, and accessories. Then last but not least her kimono in case of a special occasion. She also put in very revealing laudarae that Zelos bought her and she had thought she would never wear. She now had an interest in it though.

Once she at last had packed all of her stuff she started to walk towards Altamira. She estimated from Ozette to Altamira would be about two days since she was carrying her stuff. She would also have to go to Mizuho and borrow rheairds from Sheena. So she set off and thought about Colette for a long time.

What will she think of me? How will I last all week with her so close to me? What am I going to do? What if she doesn't like me? What if she does? These were some of the thoughts going through her head at the time.

She headed west into the forest. She was one of the few who went in the forest and found it quite peaceful to do so. Even though it had been explained to the other people they still feared the unknown. So most avoided the forest. The only thing Presea did was clutch her ax just a little tighter to make sure nothing was going to surprise her.

As she neared Mizuho she wondered if Sheena would recognize her anymore. She had an older body because the Exsphere had finally quit taking it's toll on her and she started growing again as soon as she started feeling again. She also wore different clothes than her shapeless dress that had outgrown her soon after she returned home. She even had some of the local boys hitting on her for a while.

She stayed her last night on her own outside of Mizuho and wrote in her journal.

Dear Journal,

I want to ask Sheena what to do but I don't know how to bring it up or if she will understand. I mean she might not like the idea. I guess I should try but how can I? Hmmm I guess if it comes up it comes up but if not then oh well.

I really am thinking about Colette a lot lately. I even had a dream about her. I dreamed she and I were together and that we got married and moved to Sybek for College. It was a good dream because she and I were together and happy. I just hope it comes true.

She is so beautiful. I love the way her hair curls and how she always is such a klutz. I basically love all of her flaws. I long to hold her in my arms and let her know what she means. I love her so much! I miss how we used to talk and how she used to tell me how I would someday meet someone who I would love forever! I just need to see her so bad! I am losing my mind without her.

I can't wait to see her and I hope I can tell her but I am really scared of rejection. I mean what will happen if she says no. Llyod likes her anywas and I think that she likes him. But I mean I love her so much. I don't know what she would do! I hope she likes me but I don't understand why she would.

Only just over 5 days till I see Colette!

Presea Combatir

The next day she got up and went to Mizuho to find Sheena. Sheena had been keeping the Rheairds in Mizuho in order to make sure they stayed fully charged and if anyone needed to use them she lent them out to close friends and fellow ninjas.

She entered Mizuho and she went through the usual leaving her weapons at the gate and then went to try to find Sheena. She ended up seeing Kuchinawa first who told her that Sheena was talking to the chief about new ideas so it would be about another hour.

In the meantime she decided that if she was in a hidden village she would explore some. She stocked up on all the gels and potions she could fit in her stuff at Kuchinawa's store wandered around and talked with some of the people.

Finally Sheena left the meeting.

"Hey!" Sheena said as soon as she saw Presea.

"How have you been Sheena?" Presea said.

"Pretty good. How bout yourself? Wow you have grown up!"

"I am fine. Can I borrow a Rheaird?"

"Sure you can borrow one. You want to have lunch in the forest? That way we can catch up on everything."

"Sure but I want to leave in an hour if that is ok.'

"Ok meet me in five minutes right outside the gate. Oh and grab your ax before you leave in case we get into trouble. There are a few theifs in the forest."

So Sheena came with all of the food and they were off. They walked quietly for most of the walk and when they got to the place that Sheena had picked out they cooked in almost silence. Neither of them knew what questions to ask or what to say.

They ate in silence also. So when they ran out of things to physically do Presea finally just blurted out, "I think I like someone and I am not supposed to but I do and I don't know what to do about it."

"Well, hmmmm, I don't know what to do but could you tell me who it is?"

"Well that is the problem…It…is…Colette…"

Sheena sat there for a minute trying to get over the shock. Presea sat there stunned that she had actually said that.

After a few minutes of silence Sheena finally spoke.

"Well are you sure you like her?"

"Yes I have liked her since that time that I could start to feel again. I think about her all the time and I just really miss her."

"I think you should tell her. I don't know what to do either. I mean I kind of have similair feelings about Raine but she and I wouldn't work and I can like other people. But I know the feeling. Ummmm…Do the best you can."

"Thank you. I am still confused but I will try to tell her."

Sheena finally got her self-control back and said to her, "Give this to Colette when you see her." Sheena handed Presea a necklace that had a pair of angel wings and on the back it said "I love you my angel".

"Thank you so much," Presea said, "are you sure you want to give me this? It seems special."

"Yeah, I mean I like it but not the person who gave it to me so you can have it. Anyways you need it more than I do."

Then Presea realized how long they had been there and said, "Sheena, I must leave now. Can we go back?"

So they headed back to Mizuho. They packed all of Presea's stuff on the Rheaird and she set off to Altamira.