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Artemis347: YOU! Great, you read this too? And liked it? Wow. And well eh I'm gonna torture Kai a bit more, he is my favorite you see. //smirks// so more torture.
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Artemis347: Thank you, I feel honored. Maybe I'll write further when Freezing Fire is finished.
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Lhune: I'm receiving lots of reviews (YAY) and what happens?! //scowl//
Takao: You can't read?
Lhune: //hits Takao// No I'm stuck without internet for more than a month! And as if that isn't enough, Kana her computer crashed. no internet for both of us.not even e-mail. //sulks//
Kai: Serves you right.
Lhune: WHAT?!
Kai: Torturing me like that!
Lhune: Aa, but I like that you know.
Kai: //gives Lhune death glare.serious deathglare// Hn
Lhune: And it's getting better, thanks to Vialana I found another way to torture you. //winks//
Kai: Nani? What now?
Lhune: I can't tell you, it would spoil all the fun.
Kai: I'm going to kill you // very angry, is making fists//
Lhune: Kana taskete ( help I believe ^-^) Kai wants to kill me.
Kana: What have you done this time? //sighs//
Lhune: Nothing, I'm innocent //gives the angel face//
Kai: Why you. //triple deathglare//
Kana: Yeah right you're never innocent. and stop giving me that face.
Lhune: What?
Kana: You know perfectly well what I mean.//scowls//
Lhune: Iie, I don't have a clue.
Kai: That's it! I had enough! //aims to throw a punch at Lhune//
Lhune: Kai what are you doing? // Catches Kai's fist easily//
Kana: //Blink// Lhune, how did you-
Lhune: What did I do? //pushes Kai's fist of her and causing Kai to fall//
Kai: Aaah //hits his head//
Kana: Kai! Lhune look what you've done! //rushes to Kai//
Lhune: I did that? //dumbstruck// Kai, daijoubu?
Kai: My head hurts.
Rei: //runs to Kai// Oh Kai! Are you okay?
Kai: I'm fine.
Rei: Yeah right. //to Lhune// How could you!! // to Kana// And you why didn't you stop her!
Lhune and Kana: Ano.
Rei: //ignores authoresses// Come Kai, I'm taking you to my place.
Lhune: You don't intent to. do you?
Rei: huh?
Kana: You know. That.
Rei: What? No! //blushes madly//
Kai: Rei, let's just leave. They don't improve my headache.
Rei: Right. //Walks off with Kai//
Lhune and Kana: Oooh how sweet.
Lhune: Back to business.
Kana: Enjoy the evilness
Lhune: Of Boris from the abbey.
Kana: Ye be warned.
Lhune: Aye.
Freezing Fire
By Lhune and Kana
Disclaimer: see prologue
WARNING! Explicit rape in this chapter. Sensitive people are advised to skip this chapter. Though this is my first rape (I never even did lime or lemon) Child abuse and torture. But that's what you expected ne?
Chapter Seven
*When dreams are to fear.*
"-My little phoenix."
Kai banned all emotions from his face. His fierce orbs were fixed on the despicable man at the door of his cell.
'My little phoenix.'
Boris' loathsome voice kept repeating those taunting words in his mind. Only it seemed slightly different. Kai felt a shill run down his spine. Something was wrong, very wrong.
'DAMNED! Why can't I remember?' He was sure his past had something to do with it.
The purple-haired man stepped closer, taking his time. Blank crimson eyes never left the approaching form, willing his captor to go back with the intensity of his stare. Boris locked eyes with the slate-haired teen, malicious joy shimmered in his dark eyes with a hidden emotion Kai couldn't name but it didn't forbade but torture.
Boris let his fingers run through the slate hair matted by dried blood, enjoying the still silky texture. Disgusted, the crimson-eyed blader raised his hand the slap the unwanted touch away but Boris grabbed his pale wrist. The elder held surprisingly much power as he held Kai in a vice-like grip, nearly breaking the bones. The slate-haired teen stubbornly refused to flinch which amused Boris to no point.
"Still rebellious my little phoenix?" Boris cruel tone felt like burning needles stabbing Kai's weary head. Barely noticeable shivers ran through his body.
'Again the little Phoenix, I must've heard it before. by him. But what was so terrible about it that makes me tremble?' he thought angry at himself for not being able to remember nor to stop the slight tremors. His eyes widened almost unnoticeable in confusion as Boris reached out to touch his cheek.
'No! He can't.' For the first time he feared his own thoughts. He wanted to back away from the advancing hand but Boris held him firmly in place. He was trapped between the cold stone wall and the disgusting body of his tormentor.
One thick, cold finger traced the sapphire-blue triangles on the teen's pale face.
-A hand touching the same pale cheeks but the blue marks were missing-
To Kai the contact burnt his delicate skin. Tears formed in his blood-red eyes but he held them back. Pain spread through his veins, burning everything on its way to ashes. Kai closed his eyes, he wasn't sure he could hide the pain in them much longer and besides. the world was whirling around him anyway.
Freezing cold fingers kept caressing his face, but the cold touch didn't bring solace to the bright hot pain. The burning flame had reached his head and set every one of his senses on fire, devouring them in agony.
Kai wanted to scream with all his might but his energy was slowly drained from his body. Darkness clouded the flame in his body and dampened the agony.
A loathsome sadistic laugh pierced his ears but was dulled as the dark became more intense. Kai embraced the darkness, letting it swallow him and take away the nightmare he lived in.
-WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?-
'No, leave me alone.' he didn't want to hear them, he wanted to stay in the dark forever.
-BUT HE IS TOO YOUNG!-
Black still surrounded him but voices swirled around him, one louder and clearer than another. Yelling, screaming at him. never leaving him alone.
-YOU WILL BE PUNISHED!-
Now he felt a rough hand grabbing his neck none too gentle and dragging him. somewhere. He slumped in the man's grip. A ruthless swift kick in his ribs helped him up.
Blinded by the darkness that still ruled his vision, he allowed himself to be led. He was thrown on the stone floor of a cold room and heard the door close behind him with a loud click. His guard had left. He remained motionless and tried to clear the blackness from his crimson eyes.
"I must admit you've surprised me."
Kai bolted up and glared at the man in front of him. As a 9-year old child he barely reached the tall man's torso. He straightened his back to look taller, he wasn't going to let Boris overwhelm him.
"I am impressed you weren't harmed by Black Dranzer." His cold eyes stripped the vulnerable little child from his clothes.
Kai didn't shift under the gaze but met Boris' eyes squarely. The man chuckled lightly.
"But you have let her destroy a part of the abbey. You must understand we can't let you get away with it because you are Lord Voltaire's grandson. Therefore I will give you the proper punishment. Now take of your shirt!" Boris said coldly but with a hint of glee.
The slate-haired blader discarded his black top obediently. He'd been through beatings before. Last time he'd refused to pull of his top, they had used the whip to free his back of the soft fabric. The memory was still vivid and so were the scars.
Toned muscles adorned the fragile pale chest. Kai could feel Boris' eyes admiring the view and shivered slightly. He cursed under his breath, what was wrong with this guy. 'Just hurry up and punish me already. It's too damn cold out here.' That was a lie, sure it was cold but Kai was used to the chilly temperature. But that man.
"Are you cold my little Kai? Tsk, you should have learned not to show such weakness by now. Take off your trousers and get used to the cold." Boris ordered. He snickered evilly as Kai pulled off his trousers hesitantly. His dark gaze admired the slender legs that were revealed, drinking of the beautiful image that was presented.
The little slate-haired boy glared at his instructor, his silk black boxers the only remaining piece of cloth that hid his body from the man's lust- filled gaze.
"Turn around!" His voice was hard and cold.
Slowly Kai followed the order. He felt there was something different to this punishment. He mentally gasped as the cold blade of a knife traced his spine. On the outside, however, he remained indifferent. With an agonizing slow rhythm Boris put more pressure on the blade until it cut the soft skin. Bright red blood welt up from the fine cuts. More lines were drawn on his back but the crimson-eyed boy didn't flinch.
Boris inspected the intricate pattern he had created. A pair of blood-red wings started from his shoulder blades and ended at his hips.
The slate-haired boy couldn't hold back a sharp intake of breath as he felt a warm raspy tongue tracing the angry red lines. He tried to turn around but Boris grabbed his two fragile wrists and slammed him against the wall. More blood seeped from a wound on his temple. Boris' hot breath tickled his ear.
"You are so beautiful. like a real phoenix." Boris' low voice was thick with lust.
Kai growled but was silenced as Boris' heavy body was pressed against his. He could feel the man's arousal through the flimsy fabric of his boxers.
'NO!' His mind was screaming for him to do something. Boris began rubbing his hard sex against Kai's cleft through the black cloth.
Snapping out of his daze, Kai began to struggle desperately as a wild animal cornered. He kicked backwards, hoping to hit the loathsome man in the knee but Boris got hold of his foot and pulled him on the ground. Kai heard something crack in his elbow and pain blinded his senses for a few seconds.
In those precious seconds, Boris had managed to bind his hands with a rough rope and attach them to a ring on the floor.
"Just to make sure my little Phoenix." He whispered huskily. He turned Kai over and ripped off the slate-haired boy's boxers in one practiced movement.
Kai whimpered softly, he closed his eyes and focused on his breathing. His crimson orbs fluttered open as he noticed cold fingers touching his little cock. He writhed under the unwanted caresses, only heightening the pleasure of the other man.
"No don't. please let me go!" Kai pleaded softly and averted his head shamefully.
"Oh but I've just begun my little Phoenix." He said sardonic and a cruel grin appeared on his ugly face. He began to pump Kai harshly and watched it grow with pleasure. When the crimson-eyed child was on the edge of exploding, he pulled back and flipped the boy on his stomach.
Kai flinched as his throbbing cock was crushed between the floor and his body. He was unable to hold back the sobs that escaped his lips when Boris planted rough kisses along his spine. Suddenly the man bit down at the tender skin of neck hard, drawing blood. Tears welled up in his blood-red pools.
"You are special my little phoenix, you are strong. Only I can see your beauty as you weep only for my eyes to see." The elder man said in a sickly sweet manner. He took a strong hold of the boy's cheek, forcing him to look him in the eyes.
He snickered malevolent, the crimson orbs held a fire fiercer than possible. Smoldering hot lava was nothing compared to the burning intensity of the blood-red pools of unreadable emotions. Though Kai was scared, hurting and humiliated, his eyes showed nothing but a deep deep fire that could freeze one's soul. Only the crystal tears that shone in his eyes, pleading to fall.
"Let them fall my phoenix. Let those pathetic wet drops escape your eyes and let them pass your eyelashes to caress your tender pale skin. For they cannot douse your fire. Only strengthen it. Your beauty lies in your pain, therefore you have to suffer. On my hands." Boris' grip on his chin increased till he could feel it bruising. Slowly tears started to fall. silver drops from scarlet pools blending with the blood from a vicious cut below his eye. His will to hold them back crumbled as Boris kept staring at him, caressing the hurting boy sickly.
Suddenly Boris dark eyes filled with lust turned hard and released the sobbing child.
"Now let's get down to business." Boris pulled down his own trousers and soon was completely naked himself.
"Get on your knees!" His harsh voice cut through the air.
Kai didn't move, tears streamed over his cheeks. Ruthlessly Boris kicked the child in the stomach and hauled him on his knees.
"Now, be a good boy and obey me?" his voice husky with need.
Sobs wracked Kai's lithe body and quiet pleading escaped his treacherous lips.
"Please no.don't." he whispered miserably.
"Haven't I learned you no to beg? I forgive you for now." Boris voice bit back.
Kai felt warm sweaty hands touch him in places he hated. The crimson-eyed child screamed in agony and despair as the man entered him without warning. He trusted deep, tearing the delicate pale flesh. Dark red blood coated his length, his eyes shone dark with lust. Kai felt as if he were torn apart and mortal agony was etched on his face.
Another trust, deeper this time. All feeling fled from the slate-haired boy, he only existed from pain. He tried to escape this life, concentrating on his breathing but found he couldn't. Always he would see HIS face hover in front of him, HIS voice teasing him. The unbearable agony of HIM inside his body.
Warmth filled him as Boris came inside him with one last hard trust.
He felt tainted, disgusted with himself. His body betrayed him as he came too. He despised himself for coming at the man's touches. He didn't even notice Boris untying his hands and exiting the room without looking back at the broken child.
He touched the warm sticky pool of fluid he was lying in. Blood, his blood. Disgusted he punched at it, willing it to vanish. His fist connected with the hard wet floor with a sickening sound and red droplets spattered his bruised body.
He scrambled to the other side of the room despite the large amount of pain it caused him. The crimson-eyed boy wrapped his good arm around his drawn knees to hide his tainted body from view. He glared at the remaining evidence of what had happened. The blood shone dark and mysteriously as if to mock him.
Finally the injuries he had sustained caught up with him and he fainted.
Searching for the stolen,
Never to be given back.
Run from your past, forget the facts,
But always find something's missing.
~*~End Flashback~*~
Slowly he regained consciousness. Memories flooded back to him and he felt like vomiting. Abrupt he focused his senses on his surroundings as he became aware of a warm body touching his skin.
His eyes snapped open in realization and tried to push the nude body of him but his caught in strong muscled arms.
"You sick bastard!" he hissed between clenched teeth.
"Ah so you finally remembered. I must say I was delighted to find out that I had such a great impact on you that you lost you're childhood memories for it." Boris gloated as he stood up and let his dark eyes travel over the well-toned body, filled with lust.
'If you can call that a childhood, I don't think I would miss them.' Kai thought sarcastic but didn't voice his thoughts. He knew it would anger his former mentor more to stay silent than to reply. This man wasn't worth his attention.
For the first time since he woke up Kai noticed Boris had discarded his clothing while he was out cold. He felt too vulnerable for his own liking with the recently regained memories still lingering and shifted his position.
"Don't obstruct my view. My little Phoenix."
It cost all of Kai's will not to flinch at the nickname, he guarded his indifferent mask with care. Despite his fear for what his tormentor might do, he didn't move back to his original position.
"Surely you have learned it is better to obey me." Boris lectured him cruelly.
"You know me Boris, I never learn." Kai replied icily.
The slate-haired teen hissed in surprise as something sharp metal bit in the soft skin of his throat and he was pulled forward. Instinctively he reached for his throat but instead of skin he came in contact with a leather collar.
"I knew you would cause some difficulties, you were always too stubborn for your own good. Keep your witty remarks for yourself, I took my precautions." Boris explained smug.
Kai understood now. When Boris had yanked the leash that was connected with the collar, the sharp metal spikes that ringed it in the inside had dug into his unprotected skin.
"Now, show yourself to me." Boris commanded and jerked the rope ruthless when the slate-haired boy didn't comply fast enough for his likings. Small droplets of blood sprang from the cuts where the spikes had broken the tender skin.
Reluctantly Kai stood in font of his ex-instructor but he held his head high. Tall and proud he glared at Boris. Even if he had to be submissive, he wasn't going to give the man the pleasure of losing his pride.
"You have grown in beauty." The elder man commented dryly while he circled around Kai, scrutinizing the naked body. A lean body, muscled chest, a radiant soft skin. Not even in his dreams he had imagined the phoenix so gorgeous. "I see your wings have vanished almost completely, poor birdy." He mocked cruelly.
Kai remained oblivious for the taunt but inside he snorted. 'Like I've ever wanted to fly. only away from you.'
"But I can take care of that." Boris added slowly.
Kai stiffened slightly. It hadn't been an experience he had enjoyed.
"That is something for later though. Right now you will understand what it means to be mine. You cannot forget it, you will never be loved by someone else. You exist only for me." Boris whispered hoarse and motioned the crimson-eyed teen to lie down.
Kai lay on the cold floor, devoid of all feeling. Boris snickered.
"Who would have thought it would be so easy?" he murmured pleased to himself. The crimson-eyed teen watched the tall man as he hovered over him. once more. Except he wasn't 9 years old anymore, he matched the loathsome man in height. He knew he could fight him easily if he hadn't been so damn weak.
He cursed inwardly as he guessed Boris' perverse plans with him. But he didn't intent to make it easy for his violator. Kai trust up his knee in reflex as the man lowered his heavy body on the lean one of the slate- haired teen.
"You spoiled brat! How dare you!" Boris raged and gave the rope a violent pull. Kai struggled desperately for air as he was suffocated by the agony. The little air that was still in his lungs was forced out of him as Boris weight descended on him. Boris took a firm hold of the slate tresses and forced Kai's skull to collide with the rough stone floor.
The crimson-eyed blader could feel the loathsome man's hot breath in his face. Boris licked away the blood that seeped down from the wounds under the collar.
"Hmm so sweet, still the same from all those years ago."
"Well I Have changed, I'm not the little child from then. You do not scare me." Kai snapped back.
"You were smarter when you were young, you will find out soon enough." Boris replied cold and went further down till he reached one of the teen's nipples. He sucked.
Kai hated his body for its betrayal as it reacted to the touch. His treacherous body may have craved the touch, his scarlet pools stayed as icy as the frozen lake on a cold winter night.
"Turn around." Boris ordered once he let go of the warm flesh he had desired to touch again for so long.
The crimson-eyed teen did what he was told to, knowing it would do no good to resist. He despised the contact with the other because he knew Boris took pleasure of the friction that caused it. The man moaned in pleasure and closed his eyes for a mere moment.
Kai noticed and sprang up in a gracious move though he was hindered by his numerous injuries. Knocking Boris off him he hit the man in the face, wiping the lustrous expression off it.
'Just what I've always wanted to do. I am not a child anymore, you need more than this to have me surrender to your mercy.' He thought raging and aimed another blow at the man's head. Restraining himself from beating the cruel man to death, he remembered he had to escape swiftly. He didn't know if there were any cameras in his cell and he didn't want to find out. He whirled around for the door when a wave of dizziness overwhelmed him. He steadied himself against the wall but in those few seconds, Boris had sobered enough to pull the rope and bring Kai violently to the floor. The crimson-eyed teen had forgotten all about the collar but was now painfully reminded of it when his battered body hit the ground full force.
His breathing was ragged from all the abuse he had suffered. He barely registered Boris delivering him another punch to his chest, catching on an older nasty bruise. The onslaught made him gasp and could faintly hear the cracking of a rib.
"Did you really think you had even a chance to escape?" Boris hissed between clenched teeth. He gave the rope a vicious tug.
Black spots were now occurring Kai's fading vision and the cruel words seemed to come from far. As his hazy mind cleared, he noticed he was shackled to the floor. to the same ring he had been years ago. A grunt escaped his lips, was it never going to stop?
"Never, NEVER try to defy me again! Do you understand?" Boris spat though his voice was a bit slurred. The slate-haired teen turned to glare at his captor and couldn't hide a satisfied smirk. The loathsome man had a bleeding nose, probably broken and blood dripped from a corner of his mouth. Soon an ugly black bruise would be visible on his filthy cheek.
"You think it funny? I WILL break you, stubborn kid. You're mine, body and soul." He seethed and turned Kai on his stomach. "I think it is about time to give you your wings back, not?...my Phoenix. And what shall I use for it?"
Kai felt his stomach tighten in apprehension. 'Not again, not now!'
Boris rummaged through his stuff in the corner of the room and pulled out a small object. Curious Kai peeked over his shoulder and held his breath in disbelief as he recognized the object.
'DRANZER!'
Boris' face twisted in malevolent pleasure, a mad glint in his eyes.
"This is a fine blade, your best companion I suppose? " He sneered while he fingered the midnight-blue blade. "You've kept it well, the edges are razor sharp." He traced the edges with his finger and smiled wicked as a thin cut appeared on his skin. Resigning to his fate, Kai straightened his shoulders.
'Why do I always end up in situations like these?' He mused idly, somehow it all seemed unreal to him. He stared stonily at the dirty floor when Boris edged closer.
"Let's see how much you like your blade when it leaves its mark on your fair skin." Boris mocked and descended the blade. His eyes widened uncomprehending as Dranzer began to glow even before he could reach the pale skin. He let out a cry and dropped the blade immediately as the heat increased in less than a second, burning the skin of his palm gravely.
Cursing he inspected the blisters on his hand. Boris glared at the object that had caused his pain next to the trembling body of the slate-haired blader. Trembling.
Only then he noticed Kai was actually shaking with suppressed laughter, angry he took Kai's hips in a bruising grip. The teen stilled immediately and continued to stare at the floor, his expression a stone mask even colder then the stone a lay on.
Boris smirked evilly when he felt the crimson-eyed boy tense under his touch. He moved lower to Kai's wel-sculped buttocks.
"Hm so perfect." He moaned as he caressed the soft creamy skin. Boris parted them slightly. "I'm glad you've healed well." he paused for a second, his finger tracing Kai's spine.
"Still as pale and unblemished as a virgin. Just like your mother when I took her."
Crimson orbs flared up in hatred, turning blood-red He clenched Dranzer, which he had grabbed a minute ago, tightly till the blade cut his skin. But otherwise, on the outside, he stayed calm. He wouldn't give Boris the pleasure. Only the red liquid that dropped from his hand.
Angered by the lack of reaction from the stoic teen, he shoved his length in the tight opening. Relishing in the hot entrance he forced Kai to look at him over his shoulder. All he met were freezing, indifferent crimson orbs. Like all those years ago, he couldn't read that unnamed emotion hidden in the flames of the bright fire. The tongues of red heat licked at the dark pupil, almost devouring it. Entranced by the mysterious orbs that held such a strong will, Boris trusted deeper than ever, uncaring for the pain he caused the silent blader beneath him.
Agony he had felt only once before tore at his body, splitting him in two.
'I can't give in. I don't care what he does to me anymore. It is over for me but I won't give him the honor of breaking me. He will never see my pain. I'll die first. Soon I hope.'
All emotion was hidden behind the thick stone walls he had put up when he met his tormentor's eyes. Boris trust deeper, tearing the delicate flesh. Soaring pain made Kai dizzy but he kept his crimson orbs on Boris with an indifferent, almost annoyed look. Boris' face contorted in rage at the teen that refused to be broken, he trusted deeper each time, stretching him further.
"What is wrong with you!" he growled furiously. Kai didn't answer. He feared that if he opened his mouth, he wouldn't be able to hold his cries of pain anymore. So instead he clenched his jaw.
Finally Boris came inside of him. Revulsed he felt how Boris pulled back and licked the mix of blood and semen. His mind was clouded over and his body ached all over.
But most of all he felt tainted and used. He wanted to die, the shame that he hadn't been able to stop Boris for the second time raping him was unbearable. He watched dully how the loathsome man dressed and turned around.
Kai panicked. In his hand he held a black leather whip, covered with bloodstains.
'No he can't do this! I can't take it anymore.'
Instinctively he curled up in a protective bal, ignoring the agony his ribs screamed of.
"At least there is one thing you haven't forgotten. This time you won't be able to come of so lightly." He lashed out and the whip caught Kai on his bruised and bloody back.
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Kai bit his lips till they bled but it was of no use, he could not still his cries any longer. He hated himself for the soft sounds that left his lips as the whip struck his chest.
Bloody lashes covered his body, no part was spared. The long leather line wrapped around his abdomen, tearing the skin as Boris pulled back.
"Not so silent anymore are we?" He taunted but there was a hint of frustration. He had done everything to hurt the slate-haired blader in the most horrible ways and still that stubborn boy wouldn't break. Those soft whimpers weren't enough for him, he wanted to hear his precious phoenix scream. But he still hadn't succeeded.
He put the twisted device in his pocket and took out his watch. "I must go, Lord Voltaire expects me in a minute. I enjoyed our meeting very much, we must soon repeat it. I'll make sure of that." He threatened darkly.
Kai couldn't move, he didn't have the strength to give the man a witty reply... He sent the loathsome man a deadly glare, his eyes burning with hatred. He stayed motionless on the ground as Boris freed his wrists, the collar he left on.
Once the man had left, Kai allowed himself to sob softly. Boris may not have known it but he was nearly broken. He had no will left to live.
'But what about Rei?' Kai considered the thought. The beautiful Chinese teen couldn't love him. He was tainted, no one could ever love him. Beside, he never deserved Rei anyway. The beautiful teen was too innocent, too pure and too caring for him.
Those amber orbs, raven tresses and fang smile. To Kai, Rei was an angel.
But even angels die.
'The championships! The demolition boys will have to fight the Bladebreakers. REI!' He thought bewildered. He knew the battle tactics of his former team. They were ruthless. The Bladebreakers had no chance to win and then his grandfather would tyrannize them with his crazy plans. He had to stop him!
He had sworn to protect Rei, even if it meant loosing his life. And he had no intention to break that promise. Even though it meant he had to survive now. Slowly he got up, using the wall for support. Carefully he stumbled to the pile of clothes that were his.
He hissed in pain as the fabric aggravated his injuries but put them on none the less. Too wary to stand, he slid down on the floor. His black top was torn and bloodstained, it didn't help much to hide his abused chest from view. The same could be said of his blue baggy trousers but it comforted the slate-haired blader. At least he felt less vulnerable. He couldn't take any more company right now, whether their intentions were good or bad.
He pulled Dranzer out his pocket and gazed sad at the midnight-blue blade. Blood gave the blade a sinister but at the same time entrancing beautiful glow. The firebird glowed softly, offering the little comfort she could give the disturbed teen. A ghost of a sad smile appeared on Kai's bruised lips.
'I must look horrible right now.' He thought ironical and shook his head softly. He froze and grimaced as even that little movement made him sick with pain. Exhausted he let his head rest against the cold wall.
Surprised he noticed something trailing his skin. It took a few seconds for him to realize what it was.
[Finding solace in a single tear that traces a path.]
'I'm..I'm crying?' he wondered, a tired smile on his lips. 'Seems I haven't lost all emotion.'
[.On the soft skin of your cheek.]
He pulled his arms around his knees to stop the trembling.
[. When there is no one else to comfort you.]
'I have to survive this. After I see Rei it is all over. I only have to save the world and stop my crazy gr- Voltaire and his minor. How hard can that be?' He snorted grim.
But right now he needed some sleep. Unfortunately sleep did not come easily. Visions of what happened, past mixed with present kept returning, haunting him. When exhaustion finally forced his body to rest, he floated in a sleep filled with nightmares. Even there he couldn't escape his life.
'Until I know sure Rei will be safe.'
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Kai: I hate the reviewers.
Lhune: I don't! I love them!... But I hate myself. But why do you hate them?
Kai: Isn't that obvious?! It's because of them I had to go through all of . This.
Kana: Fact
Kai: But don't worry Lhune, I hate you too.
Lhune: Thanks
Kana: Huh?
Lhune: I hate myself, I can't believe I wrote that! That was too horrific, my imagination is way too vivid. I actually saw it happen. I really didn't plan THAT.
Kai: But you did it anyway! You are dead!
Lhune: I know, make it fast.
Kana: Lhune don't scare me like that!
Lhune: ..
Kana: Lhune?
Lhune: ..
Kai: Lhune?
Lhune: OMG! I HAVE MY INTERNET CONNECTION BACK!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY. I WILL POST THIS CHAPTER TODAY. GREAT!! I WON'T PART FROM MY COMPUTER ANYMORE!!.....
Kana: Ah, there is no living with her now.
Kai: True
Kana: The escape attempt + Tala are for next chap, so is Rei.
Lhune: And someone else will do his entry.
Kai: You're back normal //coughs// Who?
Lhune: I'm not gonna tell you but you won't like it anyway.
Tala: I might.
Kana: Oh shut up, you're spoiling the fun.
Lhune: Ok guys that was it for now, see you next time.
Please review, they give me so much strength to carry on. I mean otherwise I couldn't have written that rape!
Thanks again to everybody who reviewed and see you next time.
Vampyre Neko: Indeed you are twisted.but I like that. I will keep your suggestion in mind, it is very interesting. But since this is my first rape, it is sort of a try-out. Tell me what you think. Thanx!
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Artemis347: YOU! Great, you read this too? And liked it? Wow. And well eh I'm gonna torture Kai a bit more, he is my favorite you see. //smirks// so more torture.
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ForgottenHope: Love your name, reminds me of Kai.but then again, everything reminds me of him. Tala/Kai? Really? I'm afraid this is an Rei/Kai fic. Not that Tala understands. And they're stuck with each other for well I don't know. long. So there will be interaction. YAY but I don't know if Kai likes that.
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HXH- YGO- OtAkU: It is possible I'll continue. someday and I know it isn't really an ending but that's me.
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Lhune: I'm receiving lots of reviews (YAY) and what happens?! //scowl//
Takao: You can't read?
Lhune: //hits Takao// No I'm stuck without internet for more than a month! And as if that isn't enough, Kana her computer crashed. no internet for both of us.not even e-mail. //sulks//
Kai: Serves you right.
Lhune: WHAT?!
Kai: Torturing me like that!
Lhune: Aa, but I like that you know.
Kai: //gives Lhune death glare.serious deathglare// Hn
Lhune: And it's getting better, thanks to Vialana I found another way to torture you. //winks//
Kai: Nani? What now?
Lhune: I can't tell you, it would spoil all the fun.
Kai: I'm going to kill you // very angry, is making fists//
Lhune: Kana taskete ( help I believe ^-^) Kai wants to kill me.
Kana: What have you done this time? //sighs//
Lhune: Nothing, I'm innocent //gives the angel face//
Kai: Why you. //triple deathglare//
Kana: Yeah right you're never innocent. and stop giving me that face.
Lhune: What?
Kana: You know perfectly well what I mean.//scowls//
Lhune: Iie, I don't have a clue.
Kai: That's it! I had enough! //aims to throw a punch at Lhune//
Lhune: Kai what are you doing? // Catches Kai's fist easily//
Kana: //Blink// Lhune, how did you-
Lhune: What did I do? //pushes Kai's fist of her and causing Kai to fall//
Kai: Aaah //hits his head//
Kana: Kai! Lhune look what you've done! //rushes to Kai//
Lhune: I did that? //dumbstruck// Kai, daijoubu?
Kai: My head hurts.
Rei: //runs to Kai// Oh Kai! Are you okay?
Kai: I'm fine.
Rei: Yeah right. //to Lhune// How could you!! // to Kana// And you why didn't you stop her!
Lhune and Kana: Ano.
Rei: //ignores authoresses// Come Kai, I'm taking you to my place.
Lhune: You don't intent to. do you?
Rei: huh?
Kana: You know. That.
Rei: What? No! //blushes madly//
Kai: Rei, let's just leave. They don't improve my headache.
Rei: Right. //Walks off with Kai//
Lhune and Kana: Oooh how sweet.
Lhune: Back to business.
Kana: Enjoy the evilness
Lhune: Of Boris from the abbey.
Kana: Ye be warned.
Lhune: Aye.
Freezing Fire
By Lhune and Kana
Disclaimer: see prologue
WARNING! Explicit rape in this chapter. Sensitive people are advised to skip this chapter. Though this is my first rape (I never even did lime or lemon) Child abuse and torture. But that's what you expected ne?
Chapter Seven
*When dreams are to fear.*
"-My little phoenix."
Kai banned all emotions from his face. His fierce orbs were fixed on the despicable man at the door of his cell.
'My little phoenix.'
Boris' loathsome voice kept repeating those taunting words in his mind. Only it seemed slightly different. Kai felt a shill run down his spine. Something was wrong, very wrong.
'DAMNED! Why can't I remember?' He was sure his past had something to do with it.
The purple-haired man stepped closer, taking his time. Blank crimson eyes never left the approaching form, willing his captor to go back with the intensity of his stare. Boris locked eyes with the slate-haired teen, malicious joy shimmered in his dark eyes with a hidden emotion Kai couldn't name but it didn't forbade but torture.
Boris let his fingers run through the slate hair matted by dried blood, enjoying the still silky texture. Disgusted, the crimson-eyed blader raised his hand the slap the unwanted touch away but Boris grabbed his pale wrist. The elder held surprisingly much power as he held Kai in a vice-like grip, nearly breaking the bones. The slate-haired teen stubbornly refused to flinch which amused Boris to no point.
"Still rebellious my little phoenix?" Boris cruel tone felt like burning needles stabbing Kai's weary head. Barely noticeable shivers ran through his body.
'Again the little Phoenix, I must've heard it before. by him. But what was so terrible about it that makes me tremble?' he thought angry at himself for not being able to remember nor to stop the slight tremors. His eyes widened almost unnoticeable in confusion as Boris reached out to touch his cheek.
'No! He can't.' For the first time he feared his own thoughts. He wanted to back away from the advancing hand but Boris held him firmly in place. He was trapped between the cold stone wall and the disgusting body of his tormentor.
One thick, cold finger traced the sapphire-blue triangles on the teen's pale face.
-A hand touching the same pale cheeks but the blue marks were missing-
To Kai the contact burnt his delicate skin. Tears formed in his blood-red eyes but he held them back. Pain spread through his veins, burning everything on its way to ashes. Kai closed his eyes, he wasn't sure he could hide the pain in them much longer and besides. the world was whirling around him anyway.
Freezing cold fingers kept caressing his face, but the cold touch didn't bring solace to the bright hot pain. The burning flame had reached his head and set every one of his senses on fire, devouring them in agony.
Kai wanted to scream with all his might but his energy was slowly drained from his body. Darkness clouded the flame in his body and dampened the agony.
A loathsome sadistic laugh pierced his ears but was dulled as the dark became more intense. Kai embraced the darkness, letting it swallow him and take away the nightmare he lived in.
-WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?-
'No, leave me alone.' he didn't want to hear them, he wanted to stay in the dark forever.
-BUT HE IS TOO YOUNG!-
Black still surrounded him but voices swirled around him, one louder and clearer than another. Yelling, screaming at him. never leaving him alone.
-YOU WILL BE PUNISHED!-
Now he felt a rough hand grabbing his neck none too gentle and dragging him. somewhere. He slumped in the man's grip. A ruthless swift kick in his ribs helped him up.
Blinded by the darkness that still ruled his vision, he allowed himself to be led. He was thrown on the stone floor of a cold room and heard the door close behind him with a loud click. His guard had left. He remained motionless and tried to clear the blackness from his crimson eyes.
"I must admit you've surprised me."
Kai bolted up and glared at the man in front of him. As a 9-year old child he barely reached the tall man's torso. He straightened his back to look taller, he wasn't going to let Boris overwhelm him.
"I am impressed you weren't harmed by Black Dranzer." His cold eyes stripped the vulnerable little child from his clothes.
Kai didn't shift under the gaze but met Boris' eyes squarely. The man chuckled lightly.
"But you have let her destroy a part of the abbey. You must understand we can't let you get away with it because you are Lord Voltaire's grandson. Therefore I will give you the proper punishment. Now take of your shirt!" Boris said coldly but with a hint of glee.
The slate-haired blader discarded his black top obediently. He'd been through beatings before. Last time he'd refused to pull of his top, they had used the whip to free his back of the soft fabric. The memory was still vivid and so were the scars.
Toned muscles adorned the fragile pale chest. Kai could feel Boris' eyes admiring the view and shivered slightly. He cursed under his breath, what was wrong with this guy. 'Just hurry up and punish me already. It's too damn cold out here.' That was a lie, sure it was cold but Kai was used to the chilly temperature. But that man.
"Are you cold my little Kai? Tsk, you should have learned not to show such weakness by now. Take off your trousers and get used to the cold." Boris ordered. He snickered evilly as Kai pulled off his trousers hesitantly. His dark gaze admired the slender legs that were revealed, drinking of the beautiful image that was presented.
The little slate-haired boy glared at his instructor, his silk black boxers the only remaining piece of cloth that hid his body from the man's lust- filled gaze.
"Turn around!" His voice was hard and cold.
Slowly Kai followed the order. He felt there was something different to this punishment. He mentally gasped as the cold blade of a knife traced his spine. On the outside, however, he remained indifferent. With an agonizing slow rhythm Boris put more pressure on the blade until it cut the soft skin. Bright red blood welt up from the fine cuts. More lines were drawn on his back but the crimson-eyed boy didn't flinch.
Boris inspected the intricate pattern he had created. A pair of blood-red wings started from his shoulder blades and ended at his hips.
The slate-haired boy couldn't hold back a sharp intake of breath as he felt a warm raspy tongue tracing the angry red lines. He tried to turn around but Boris grabbed his two fragile wrists and slammed him against the wall. More blood seeped from a wound on his temple. Boris' hot breath tickled his ear.
"You are so beautiful. like a real phoenix." Boris' low voice was thick with lust.
Kai growled but was silenced as Boris' heavy body was pressed against his. He could feel the man's arousal through the flimsy fabric of his boxers.
'NO!' His mind was screaming for him to do something. Boris began rubbing his hard sex against Kai's cleft through the black cloth.
Snapping out of his daze, Kai began to struggle desperately as a wild animal cornered. He kicked backwards, hoping to hit the loathsome man in the knee but Boris got hold of his foot and pulled him on the ground. Kai heard something crack in his elbow and pain blinded his senses for a few seconds.
In those precious seconds, Boris had managed to bind his hands with a rough rope and attach them to a ring on the floor.
"Just to make sure my little Phoenix." He whispered huskily. He turned Kai over and ripped off the slate-haired boy's boxers in one practiced movement.
Kai whimpered softly, he closed his eyes and focused on his breathing. His crimson orbs fluttered open as he noticed cold fingers touching his little cock. He writhed under the unwanted caresses, only heightening the pleasure of the other man.
"No don't. please let me go!" Kai pleaded softly and averted his head shamefully.
"Oh but I've just begun my little Phoenix." He said sardonic and a cruel grin appeared on his ugly face. He began to pump Kai harshly and watched it grow with pleasure. When the crimson-eyed child was on the edge of exploding, he pulled back and flipped the boy on his stomach.
Kai flinched as his throbbing cock was crushed between the floor and his body. He was unable to hold back the sobs that escaped his lips when Boris planted rough kisses along his spine. Suddenly the man bit down at the tender skin of neck hard, drawing blood. Tears welled up in his blood-red pools.
"You are special my little phoenix, you are strong. Only I can see your beauty as you weep only for my eyes to see." The elder man said in a sickly sweet manner. He took a strong hold of the boy's cheek, forcing him to look him in the eyes.
He snickered malevolent, the crimson orbs held a fire fiercer than possible. Smoldering hot lava was nothing compared to the burning intensity of the blood-red pools of unreadable emotions. Though Kai was scared, hurting and humiliated, his eyes showed nothing but a deep deep fire that could freeze one's soul. Only the crystal tears that shone in his eyes, pleading to fall.
"Let them fall my phoenix. Let those pathetic wet drops escape your eyes and let them pass your eyelashes to caress your tender pale skin. For they cannot douse your fire. Only strengthen it. Your beauty lies in your pain, therefore you have to suffer. On my hands." Boris' grip on his chin increased till he could feel it bruising. Slowly tears started to fall. silver drops from scarlet pools blending with the blood from a vicious cut below his eye. His will to hold them back crumbled as Boris kept staring at him, caressing the hurting boy sickly.
Suddenly Boris dark eyes filled with lust turned hard and released the sobbing child.
"Now let's get down to business." Boris pulled down his own trousers and soon was completely naked himself.
"Get on your knees!" His harsh voice cut through the air.
Kai didn't move, tears streamed over his cheeks. Ruthlessly Boris kicked the child in the stomach and hauled him on his knees.
"Now, be a good boy and obey me?" his voice husky with need.
Sobs wracked Kai's lithe body and quiet pleading escaped his treacherous lips.
"Please no.don't." he whispered miserably.
"Haven't I learned you no to beg? I forgive you for now." Boris voice bit back.
Kai felt warm sweaty hands touch him in places he hated. The crimson-eyed child screamed in agony and despair as the man entered him without warning. He trusted deep, tearing the delicate pale flesh. Dark red blood coated his length, his eyes shone dark with lust. Kai felt as if he were torn apart and mortal agony was etched on his face.
Another trust, deeper this time. All feeling fled from the slate-haired boy, he only existed from pain. He tried to escape this life, concentrating on his breathing but found he couldn't. Always he would see HIS face hover in front of him, HIS voice teasing him. The unbearable agony of HIM inside his body.
Warmth filled him as Boris came inside him with one last hard trust.
He felt tainted, disgusted with himself. His body betrayed him as he came too. He despised himself for coming at the man's touches. He didn't even notice Boris untying his hands and exiting the room without looking back at the broken child.
He touched the warm sticky pool of fluid he was lying in. Blood, his blood. Disgusted he punched at it, willing it to vanish. His fist connected with the hard wet floor with a sickening sound and red droplets spattered his bruised body.
He scrambled to the other side of the room despite the large amount of pain it caused him. The crimson-eyed boy wrapped his good arm around his drawn knees to hide his tainted body from view. He glared at the remaining evidence of what had happened. The blood shone dark and mysteriously as if to mock him.
Finally the injuries he had sustained caught up with him and he fainted.
Searching for the stolen,
Never to be given back.
Run from your past, forget the facts,
But always find something's missing.
~*~End Flashback~*~
Slowly he regained consciousness. Memories flooded back to him and he felt like vomiting. Abrupt he focused his senses on his surroundings as he became aware of a warm body touching his skin.
His eyes snapped open in realization and tried to push the nude body of him but his caught in strong muscled arms.
"You sick bastard!" he hissed between clenched teeth.
"Ah so you finally remembered. I must say I was delighted to find out that I had such a great impact on you that you lost you're childhood memories for it." Boris gloated as he stood up and let his dark eyes travel over the well-toned body, filled with lust.
'If you can call that a childhood, I don't think I would miss them.' Kai thought sarcastic but didn't voice his thoughts. He knew it would anger his former mentor more to stay silent than to reply. This man wasn't worth his attention.
For the first time since he woke up Kai noticed Boris had discarded his clothing while he was out cold. He felt too vulnerable for his own liking with the recently regained memories still lingering and shifted his position.
"Don't obstruct my view. My little Phoenix."
It cost all of Kai's will not to flinch at the nickname, he guarded his indifferent mask with care. Despite his fear for what his tormentor might do, he didn't move back to his original position.
"Surely you have learned it is better to obey me." Boris lectured him cruelly.
"You know me Boris, I never learn." Kai replied icily.
The slate-haired teen hissed in surprise as something sharp metal bit in the soft skin of his throat and he was pulled forward. Instinctively he reached for his throat but instead of skin he came in contact with a leather collar.
"I knew you would cause some difficulties, you were always too stubborn for your own good. Keep your witty remarks for yourself, I took my precautions." Boris explained smug.
Kai understood now. When Boris had yanked the leash that was connected with the collar, the sharp metal spikes that ringed it in the inside had dug into his unprotected skin.
"Now, show yourself to me." Boris commanded and jerked the rope ruthless when the slate-haired boy didn't comply fast enough for his likings. Small droplets of blood sprang from the cuts where the spikes had broken the tender skin.
Reluctantly Kai stood in font of his ex-instructor but he held his head high. Tall and proud he glared at Boris. Even if he had to be submissive, he wasn't going to give the man the pleasure of losing his pride.
"You have grown in beauty." The elder man commented dryly while he circled around Kai, scrutinizing the naked body. A lean body, muscled chest, a radiant soft skin. Not even in his dreams he had imagined the phoenix so gorgeous. "I see your wings have vanished almost completely, poor birdy." He mocked cruelly.
Kai remained oblivious for the taunt but inside he snorted. 'Like I've ever wanted to fly. only away from you.'
"But I can take care of that." Boris added slowly.
Kai stiffened slightly. It hadn't been an experience he had enjoyed.
"That is something for later though. Right now you will understand what it means to be mine. You cannot forget it, you will never be loved by someone else. You exist only for me." Boris whispered hoarse and motioned the crimson-eyed teen to lie down.
Kai lay on the cold floor, devoid of all feeling. Boris snickered.
"Who would have thought it would be so easy?" he murmured pleased to himself. The crimson-eyed teen watched the tall man as he hovered over him. once more. Except he wasn't 9 years old anymore, he matched the loathsome man in height. He knew he could fight him easily if he hadn't been so damn weak.
He cursed inwardly as he guessed Boris' perverse plans with him. But he didn't intent to make it easy for his violator. Kai trust up his knee in reflex as the man lowered his heavy body on the lean one of the slate- haired teen.
"You spoiled brat! How dare you!" Boris raged and gave the rope a violent pull. Kai struggled desperately for air as he was suffocated by the agony. The little air that was still in his lungs was forced out of him as Boris weight descended on him. Boris took a firm hold of the slate tresses and forced Kai's skull to collide with the rough stone floor.
The crimson-eyed blader could feel the loathsome man's hot breath in his face. Boris licked away the blood that seeped down from the wounds under the collar.
"Hmm so sweet, still the same from all those years ago."
"Well I Have changed, I'm not the little child from then. You do not scare me." Kai snapped back.
"You were smarter when you were young, you will find out soon enough." Boris replied cold and went further down till he reached one of the teen's nipples. He sucked.
Kai hated his body for its betrayal as it reacted to the touch. His treacherous body may have craved the touch, his scarlet pools stayed as icy as the frozen lake on a cold winter night.
"Turn around." Boris ordered once he let go of the warm flesh he had desired to touch again for so long.
The crimson-eyed teen did what he was told to, knowing it would do no good to resist. He despised the contact with the other because he knew Boris took pleasure of the friction that caused it. The man moaned in pleasure and closed his eyes for a mere moment.
Kai noticed and sprang up in a gracious move though he was hindered by his numerous injuries. Knocking Boris off him he hit the man in the face, wiping the lustrous expression off it.
'Just what I've always wanted to do. I am not a child anymore, you need more than this to have me surrender to your mercy.' He thought raging and aimed another blow at the man's head. Restraining himself from beating the cruel man to death, he remembered he had to escape swiftly. He didn't know if there were any cameras in his cell and he didn't want to find out. He whirled around for the door when a wave of dizziness overwhelmed him. He steadied himself against the wall but in those few seconds, Boris had sobered enough to pull the rope and bring Kai violently to the floor. The crimson-eyed teen had forgotten all about the collar but was now painfully reminded of it when his battered body hit the ground full force.
His breathing was ragged from all the abuse he had suffered. He barely registered Boris delivering him another punch to his chest, catching on an older nasty bruise. The onslaught made him gasp and could faintly hear the cracking of a rib.
"Did you really think you had even a chance to escape?" Boris hissed between clenched teeth. He gave the rope a vicious tug.
Black spots were now occurring Kai's fading vision and the cruel words seemed to come from far. As his hazy mind cleared, he noticed he was shackled to the floor. to the same ring he had been years ago. A grunt escaped his lips, was it never going to stop?
"Never, NEVER try to defy me again! Do you understand?" Boris spat though his voice was a bit slurred. The slate-haired teen turned to glare at his captor and couldn't hide a satisfied smirk. The loathsome man had a bleeding nose, probably broken and blood dripped from a corner of his mouth. Soon an ugly black bruise would be visible on his filthy cheek.
"You think it funny? I WILL break you, stubborn kid. You're mine, body and soul." He seethed and turned Kai on his stomach. "I think it is about time to give you your wings back, not?...my Phoenix. And what shall I use for it?"
Kai felt his stomach tighten in apprehension. 'Not again, not now!'
Boris rummaged through his stuff in the corner of the room and pulled out a small object. Curious Kai peeked over his shoulder and held his breath in disbelief as he recognized the object.
'DRANZER!'
Boris' face twisted in malevolent pleasure, a mad glint in his eyes.
"This is a fine blade, your best companion I suppose? " He sneered while he fingered the midnight-blue blade. "You've kept it well, the edges are razor sharp." He traced the edges with his finger and smiled wicked as a thin cut appeared on his skin. Resigning to his fate, Kai straightened his shoulders.
'Why do I always end up in situations like these?' He mused idly, somehow it all seemed unreal to him. He stared stonily at the dirty floor when Boris edged closer.
"Let's see how much you like your blade when it leaves its mark on your fair skin." Boris mocked and descended the blade. His eyes widened uncomprehending as Dranzer began to glow even before he could reach the pale skin. He let out a cry and dropped the blade immediately as the heat increased in less than a second, burning the skin of his palm gravely.
Cursing he inspected the blisters on his hand. Boris glared at the object that had caused his pain next to the trembling body of the slate-haired blader. Trembling.
Only then he noticed Kai was actually shaking with suppressed laughter, angry he took Kai's hips in a bruising grip. The teen stilled immediately and continued to stare at the floor, his expression a stone mask even colder then the stone a lay on.
Boris smirked evilly when he felt the crimson-eyed boy tense under his touch. He moved lower to Kai's wel-sculped buttocks.
"Hm so perfect." He moaned as he caressed the soft creamy skin. Boris parted them slightly. "I'm glad you've healed well." he paused for a second, his finger tracing Kai's spine.
"Still as pale and unblemished as a virgin. Just like your mother when I took her."
Crimson orbs flared up in hatred, turning blood-red He clenched Dranzer, which he had grabbed a minute ago, tightly till the blade cut his skin. But otherwise, on the outside, he stayed calm. He wouldn't give Boris the pleasure. Only the red liquid that dropped from his hand.
Angered by the lack of reaction from the stoic teen, he shoved his length in the tight opening. Relishing in the hot entrance he forced Kai to look at him over his shoulder. All he met were freezing, indifferent crimson orbs. Like all those years ago, he couldn't read that unnamed emotion hidden in the flames of the bright fire. The tongues of red heat licked at the dark pupil, almost devouring it. Entranced by the mysterious orbs that held such a strong will, Boris trusted deeper than ever, uncaring for the pain he caused the silent blader beneath him.
Agony he had felt only once before tore at his body, splitting him in two.
'I can't give in. I don't care what he does to me anymore. It is over for me but I won't give him the honor of breaking me. He will never see my pain. I'll die first. Soon I hope.'
All emotion was hidden behind the thick stone walls he had put up when he met his tormentor's eyes. Boris trust deeper, tearing the delicate flesh. Soaring pain made Kai dizzy but he kept his crimson orbs on Boris with an indifferent, almost annoyed look. Boris' face contorted in rage at the teen that refused to be broken, he trusted deeper each time, stretching him further.
"What is wrong with you!" he growled furiously. Kai didn't answer. He feared that if he opened his mouth, he wouldn't be able to hold his cries of pain anymore. So instead he clenched his jaw.
Finally Boris came inside of him. Revulsed he felt how Boris pulled back and licked the mix of blood and semen. His mind was clouded over and his body ached all over.
But most of all he felt tainted and used. He wanted to die, the shame that he hadn't been able to stop Boris for the second time raping him was unbearable. He watched dully how the loathsome man dressed and turned around.
Kai panicked. In his hand he held a black leather whip, covered with bloodstains.
'No he can't do this! I can't take it anymore.'
Instinctively he curled up in a protective bal, ignoring the agony his ribs screamed of.
"At least there is one thing you haven't forgotten. This time you won't be able to come of so lightly." He lashed out and the whip caught Kai on his bruised and bloody back.
~*~
Kai bit his lips till they bled but it was of no use, he could not still his cries any longer. He hated himself for the soft sounds that left his lips as the whip struck his chest.
Bloody lashes covered his body, no part was spared. The long leather line wrapped around his abdomen, tearing the skin as Boris pulled back.
"Not so silent anymore are we?" He taunted but there was a hint of frustration. He had done everything to hurt the slate-haired blader in the most horrible ways and still that stubborn boy wouldn't break. Those soft whimpers weren't enough for him, he wanted to hear his precious phoenix scream. But he still hadn't succeeded.
He put the twisted device in his pocket and took out his watch. "I must go, Lord Voltaire expects me in a minute. I enjoyed our meeting very much, we must soon repeat it. I'll make sure of that." He threatened darkly.
Kai couldn't move, he didn't have the strength to give the man a witty reply... He sent the loathsome man a deadly glare, his eyes burning with hatred. He stayed motionless on the ground as Boris freed his wrists, the collar he left on.
Once the man had left, Kai allowed himself to sob softly. Boris may not have known it but he was nearly broken. He had no will left to live.
'But what about Rei?' Kai considered the thought. The beautiful Chinese teen couldn't love him. He was tainted, no one could ever love him. Beside, he never deserved Rei anyway. The beautiful teen was too innocent, too pure and too caring for him.
Those amber orbs, raven tresses and fang smile. To Kai, Rei was an angel.
But even angels die.
'The championships! The demolition boys will have to fight the Bladebreakers. REI!' He thought bewildered. He knew the battle tactics of his former team. They were ruthless. The Bladebreakers had no chance to win and then his grandfather would tyrannize them with his crazy plans. He had to stop him!
He had sworn to protect Rei, even if it meant loosing his life. And he had no intention to break that promise. Even though it meant he had to survive now. Slowly he got up, using the wall for support. Carefully he stumbled to the pile of clothes that were his.
He hissed in pain as the fabric aggravated his injuries but put them on none the less. Too wary to stand, he slid down on the floor. His black top was torn and bloodstained, it didn't help much to hide his abused chest from view. The same could be said of his blue baggy trousers but it comforted the slate-haired blader. At least he felt less vulnerable. He couldn't take any more company right now, whether their intentions were good or bad.
He pulled Dranzer out his pocket and gazed sad at the midnight-blue blade. Blood gave the blade a sinister but at the same time entrancing beautiful glow. The firebird glowed softly, offering the little comfort she could give the disturbed teen. A ghost of a sad smile appeared on Kai's bruised lips.
'I must look horrible right now.' He thought ironical and shook his head softly. He froze and grimaced as even that little movement made him sick with pain. Exhausted he let his head rest against the cold wall.
Surprised he noticed something trailing his skin. It took a few seconds for him to realize what it was.
[Finding solace in a single tear that traces a path.]
'I'm..I'm crying?' he wondered, a tired smile on his lips. 'Seems I haven't lost all emotion.'
[.On the soft skin of your cheek.]
He pulled his arms around his knees to stop the trembling.
[. When there is no one else to comfort you.]
'I have to survive this. After I see Rei it is all over. I only have to save the world and stop my crazy gr- Voltaire and his minor. How hard can that be?' He snorted grim.
But right now he needed some sleep. Unfortunately sleep did not come easily. Visions of what happened, past mixed with present kept returning, haunting him. When exhaustion finally forced his body to rest, he floated in a sleep filled with nightmares. Even there he couldn't escape his life.
'Until I know sure Rei will be safe.'
******~*******
Kai: I hate the reviewers.
Lhune: I don't! I love them!... But I hate myself. But why do you hate them?
Kai: Isn't that obvious?! It's because of them I had to go through all of . This.
Kana: Fact
Kai: But don't worry Lhune, I hate you too.
Lhune: Thanks
Kana: Huh?
Lhune: I hate myself, I can't believe I wrote that! That was too horrific, my imagination is way too vivid. I actually saw it happen. I really didn't plan THAT.
Kai: But you did it anyway! You are dead!
Lhune: I know, make it fast.
Kana: Lhune don't scare me like that!
Lhune: ..
Kana: Lhune?
Lhune: ..
Kai: Lhune?
Lhune: OMG! I HAVE MY INTERNET CONNECTION BACK!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY. I WILL POST THIS CHAPTER TODAY. GREAT!! I WON'T PART FROM MY COMPUTER ANYMORE!!.....
Kana: Ah, there is no living with her now.
Kai: True
Kana: The escape attempt + Tala are for next chap, so is Rei.
Lhune: And someone else will do his entry.
Kai: You're back normal //coughs// Who?
Lhune: I'm not gonna tell you but you won't like it anyway.
Tala: I might.
Kana: Oh shut up, you're spoiling the fun.
Lhune: Ok guys that was it for now, see you next time.
Please review, they give me so much strength to carry on. I mean otherwise I couldn't have written that rape!
Thanks again to everybody who reviewed and see you next time.
