Revenge of the Bleeding Heart

Disclaimer: I only own anything you don't recognize from "Pirates of the Caribbean". This is the sequel to "A Halloween Wish", so suggest you read that first...or you won't understand this.

A/N: I want to thank all of my reviewers. Thank you all for waiting so long for an update. I've been EXTREMELY busy lately. Anyway, here's the next chapter!

~TriGemini: Jack still hasn't caught onto the fact that Natalie and Morgan are in fact the same person. It hurts him too much to have to think about what he did. Everyone wants to know about that night in Tortuga...and you'll know eventually...just not yet. Muah-ha-ha!

~Verteri Lunum: Will is only trying to be a friend...matchmaker if you will. I know...it's shocking how Jack would act, but that's just who he is, I guess. I hate to disappoint you, but Elizabeth will NOT be in this story. You'll find out where she is soon enough, but she won't be taking part in the story because I LOATHE her. DIE ELIZABETH DIE! ^_~ No worries...Chris will be back too...

~captainrose: I know...we would all love to kiss Johnny. Too bad I locked Jack Sparrow and Mort Rainey in my room. LOL!

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Chapter 6~ Who Am I?

I could see Chris standing in front of me aboard my ship. He had his hair tied back and he was staring at me with his arms open, the wind blowing his clothes against his body. "Morgan, come here," he whispered. I walked slowly toward him until I heard another voice from my right. I looked and saw Will standing there. "You're not his. You're Jack's Natalie! Morgan doesn't exist!" he shouted. I stood silently, glancing back and forth between the two. What was going on? What was happening? "She's Morgan!" Chris shouted.

"Her name is Natalie O'Connell...and she belongs to Jack and the Pearl!" Will yelled back.

"Who is this 'Natalie'? That beautiful angel is Captain Morgan Kelly! She owns the Bleeding Heart and-"

"NO!" Will shouted, "That ship is her own bleeding heart!"

"STOP!" I screamed as loud as I could as I slumped to the ground, "I'm Morgan Kelly! NO MORE NATALIE! NO MORE!" I suddenly felt a pair of strong arms grab my shoulders as I kept screaming. "No more! She's gone! No more!" I yelled.

"No more what, love?" a soothing voice said, cutting into my dream. I could feel my body shaking as my dream started to fade to black. I watched as Chris and Will disappeared and screamed again. "What's happening?" I yelled, "I'm not her...NO!" I jolted up straight and found myself in someone's embrace. I kept my eyes shut tight, fearing who it might be. Whoever it was had a comforting hold, I must admit. I felt their strong hands caress my back as I leaned farther into their embrace, a smile gracing my lips. "You okay, love?" the voice asked.

"What?" I asked as my eyes shot open. I looked down and noticed that I was under the covers of the bed, my chin rested on someone's shoulder, and my arms wrapped around them. When I leaned back to see who it was, I jumped back against the headboard and almost screamed. I had been hugging Jack! What was I...crazy? "What in hell's name are you doing?" I asked, fury building within me.

"I heard you screaming and decided to make sure ye were okay," he replied gently as he reached up and tucked a stray hair behind my ear. I pulled away and stood up, brushing off my clothes as if he was diseased or something. "Why are ye so uptight?" he asked as he stood up.

"Jack, why can't you just leave me alone?" I asked.

"Morgan, I hate seeing a member of me crew so-"

"I'm NOT a member of your crew! I'm the captain of my own ship and I belong to no one! Never have...never will!"

"Well, I didn't mean to offend ye, love-" That did it. That word was the final straw. I stormed close to Jack and then shoved him against the closest wall. "If you call me that again...I'll murder you with my bare hands, savvy?" I asked, imitating him fairly well.

"Don't use me word, lass," he said hesitantly.

"Well, I'm using it no...matter...what...you...say..." I trailed off and released my hold on Jack slowly. I backed away from him and walked over to his cabinet that he filled with rum. I was repeating everything I had once said to him...and I didn't want to remember any of it. Natalie O'Connell was my past...and Morgan Kelly was my present and future. I forcefully pulled open the cabinet and took out a bottle of rum. I uncorked it quickly and took the largest swig that I could.

The auburn liquid burned my throat, but I had grown used to the slight pain and enjoyed it. I didn't care about anything anymore. As I closed my eyes and went to take in some more rum, I felt the bottle get snatched from my hands. "Hey!" I yelled as I opened my eyes and saw Jack drinking from the same bottle. What a bastard!

I swiftly walked to the door of his quarters and strolled out furiously. As I slammed the door behind me, I noticed that the entire crew was staring at me. I leaned back against Jack's door and closed my eyes. Why was I doing this to myself? I was so stupid! As I opened my eyes slowly, the crew was STILL staring like I was insane. "WHAT THE HELL YOU LOOKING AT?" I shouted as I walked down to my room in silence.

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I lay curled up in a ball under the covers on my bed, keeping my eyes focused on the wall. I was trying to conceal myself from the world around me. I felt like I was a teenager who just broke up with her boyfriend. What was wrong with me? Why did I suddenly feel the urge to cry? I was a pirate! There was no way I was going to cry...EVER!

KNOCK

I closed my eyes and buried my face in the pillows, trying to ignore the noise.

KNOCK

Well, whoever the hell it was...I didn't want to know. All I wanted right now was to sit alone and stay silent. I had many things to think about...mostly my dream. What did it mean? What was Will trying to tell Chris?

I heard my door open slowly and knew that someone was in the room. I kept my eyes shut and snuggled under the blankets like a little girl. I didn't feel that dealing with anyone right now except my own thoughts. "May I have a short word with you?" Will asked as he sat on my bed.

"What do you want, Turner?" I asked angrily as I moved as close to the wall as I could.

"I just need to speak with you, Miss O'Connell." I cringed at that name...O'Connell. That wasn't me anymore. I was MORGAN KELLY! Didn't he know that yet? Didn't he comprehend that simple fact? "O'Connell?" he whispered. I refused to answer him. "Natalie?" he asked again. I slowly turned over onto my back and propped myself up on my elbows. "Will, get the fuck outta here and don't ever call me by that name again. Do you understand?" I asked seriously.

"Natalie-" I cut him off with a smack across his face and glared at him. I had given him a fair warning. "The name is Morgan Kelly, savvy?"

"You're NOT Morgan Kelly!" he shouted. The fact that I had smacked him didn't even seem to affect him in the slightest. "Yes I am! I'm a pirate...the Captain of the Bleeding Heart! Leave me alone and go back to work with the crew!" I yelled back as I turned over on my side and faced the wall again. Why was he torturing me with this whole thing? He haunted my dreams...and now here was William Turner again...telling me who I was. "Will you even talk to me?" Will asked desperately.

"You wanna talk?" I asked as I rolled over and stood up, "Then let's talk. What about though? How you won't stop calling my by that name...or the fact that you're such a pain in the ass?"

"Don't you see, Natalie? That's your problem. You don't listen and-" I quickly stood up and lunged at him, knocking him to the ground. I punched him in the stomach, but then felt my back hit the wooden floor. I cringed at the sudden pain, but held back all emotions that would come to my eyes. When I looked up, I noticed that Will had flipped me over and dominated me? I sighed and laid my head back so I could look at the ceiling. What was I doing? I was fighting someone who was supposedly a good friend. "Why did you do that?" Will asked.

"Huh?" I was snapped out of my thoughts and looked back at him. Will really seemed upset. Had I really done anything wrong? "Why are you so aggressive, Natalie? All you do is try to hurt me."

"Maybe if you didn't call me by that name...I wouldn't have to hurt anyone," I retorted as I rolled Will off me and stood up.

"But it's who you are-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I shouted as I turned away from him and looked at the wall. I clenched my fists as tightly as I could and held back the tears coming to my eyes. "DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE YOU KNOW ME!" I yelled again, "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH!"

"Try me," Will said gently as he walked up behind me and placed his hands on my shoulders and turned me to face him. I felt tears approach my eyes, but I blinked them away and kept my arms at my sides. "Jack left me...you know that! Why can't you understand that I want to forget my past? That includes Natalie O'Connell."

"You can't run forever, Morgan. Natalie O'Connell is still with you. No matter how much you try to forget her, she'll always be inside you."

"I left Natalie in Tortuga. She's there...not here...not now."

"But N-Morgan...you ARE her. You can run for the rest of your life, be the captain of your ship, do anything else your heart desires...but you cannot leave her. I see her every time I look at you. I can still see the innocent girl in the hooded cape that I met in Port Royal." I was silent. Is that why I was having those dreams? Was that the reason for my aggressive behavior? "Will..."

"Morgan, just let Natalie come forth again. The crew misses her, I miss her, and most importantly...Jack misses her." My eyes widened at that comment. Jack missed me? Why would he? I simply gave Will a questioning look. "He misses you because he loved you."

"Then why would he leave me in Tortuga with not even a goodbye? Does he have any idea how much he hurt me? He's probably forgotten about Natalie O'Connell by now. Plus, he's always sleeping with other women...why would he need me?"

"In case you haven't noticed, Morgan...Jack blew off those other whores in the tavern for you to sit in his lap."

"That was because-"

"Because you reminded him of his girl," Will interrupted, "He would have just let you join the rest of them if he didn't recognize you."

"Will, if he knew it was me, wouldn't h just tell me? It would make no sense for him to hide his knowledge." Will reached his hand up and brushed a loose hair from my face. "He doesn't know that you're really her."

"But you just said he did."

"I lied, Morgan. I just want you to be with him again. Jack's been broken- hearted since he left you."

"If he cared so much, he wouldn't have left me!" I almost shouted as I walked over to the mirror and ran my hands through my hair. This was so confusing. Will was making no sense. He was only twisting his words and stressing me out more. I stared aimlessly into the mirror as I watched him come up behind me and place his hands on my shoulders. "Who am I, Mr. Turner?" I asked.

"You're Natalie O'Connell...Jack's love."

"But what about Chris...and my ship...and my crew?"

"You know who you really are, Morgan...and you should tell Jack."

"He wouldn't believe me," I stated as I pulled back my hair in a ponytail and straightened out my shirt.

"I'm sure you might know some way to prove it," Will said as he rubbed his hand across my right shoulder and left my cabin. When I faced the door, I noticed that he had shut it and was gone. "Who am I?" I asked myself. That was a question with no answer.