A/N: Thanks for all the reviews! They really supported my choice in making more chapters! Aren't you luck? Yes, you are! Ok, well, the rest of the chapters will be Songfic chapters, but whatever, they will still have a story to them! Thanks again for all the reviews!
Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls…I hope I get it for my birthday!
I don't own the song either. If You're Not The One: David Beningfield (or however you spell it...)
SPOILER! Jess is coming back! On April 11, 2006! The day before my b-day…it must be a sign.
My Happy Ending: Chp 2
The One?
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
Jess watched Rory quickly running off the bus, his lips tingling as if her lips were still pressed against his. He hit his head on the back of the bus seat, mentally groaning as he hit metal.
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
This was exactly the reason why he didn't want to say goodbye.
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
He cursed himself for blurting out his plans, and wondered if he could still go through with this.
He wasn't good enough for her…he thought. He considered following her, but the bus pulled away. Damn.
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
Was it worth it to stay? He wondered. His hand gripped the book as he thought this over. She loved him…
I never know what the future brings
Oh God, a startling conclusion came to him. He was in love with her.
He swore under his breath. His mind jumping around in confusion of what to do.
But I know you are here with me now
God, he was such an idiot…why was he leaving again?
We'll make it through
He remembered. Of course. Prom…Rory…Not graduating…Luke kicking him out…
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
He couldn't stay…
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Jess thrust the book into his bag, putting his head in his hands.
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
He didn't know what to do.
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
He loved her.
And it scared him.
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
The freaking kiss kept playing in his head like a broken video.
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
Replaying over and over.
I don't know why you're so far away
He thought about California.
Why was he going again?
But I know that this much is true
He considered, again, getting off and going home, but he stiffened at the memory. Luke had kicked him out.
We'll make it through
His mind screeched to a halt. Had he just called Stars Hollow his home…?
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
Damnit.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
He couldn't go back.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
He swore to himself he'd send a letter, or call, or something. Smoke signal, fruit basket…
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
I know my heart is by your side
His mind flashed back all the memories of them and he swore…loud. A couple of people turned around in their seats to look at him.
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
He'd call.
He would…
A/N: Dramatic ending much? Ok, well, review. I will try and update as soon as possible! I hope you liked it. It wasn't really a filler, just sort of explaining stuff. So, please review and I will update as soon as I can. Peace out! (Yes, I'm in a hippie mode…)
- Dreams-of-Oompa-Loompas
