Meagan put her hand on Ed's shoulder. I grabbed my hair in frustration and anger. I stood up and tried to walk away again. Thunderstorms rolled over head, responding to my mood, my tears and my prayers. Lightening struck in the distance and a loud rumble of thunder echoed through Narnia. It began pouring rain, mine and Peter's favorite weather. My entire body was now soaked with rain and blood. I cried and collapsed on my knees into the grass and in the rain. Rain poured down my face. My crying became louder. I looked up at the clouds and let the rain pour on my face.
"Aslan . . . help me please. What can I do to bring Peter and Susan back? I know I never ask for help. I always try to work things myself, without any assistance. I'm sorry. I will do anything to get Peter back and Susan as well. Please . . . tell me. What do you want me to do? If I've done anything wrong . . . then please, please forgive me. I didn't mean to kill Seifer . . . alright I did mean to. Please forgive me Aslan. Please bring them back . . ."
I cry continuously. I looked at Peter's crown, which I still had in my hand. I love Peter . . . I've said that to Peter, but without actually realizing what it meant. Love . . . what is love? Love is what Aslan showed for sacrificing himself for Edmund, just as I did for Peter and Edmund. Peter sacrificed himself for me . . . so he showed love towards me.
"I guess I really never realized how much I was in love with Peter until now, when I realize that I can't live with him . . . or without him." I cried even more at this thought, "I'm never going to hear his cheerful voice. I'm never going to see he's sweet smile. I'm never again going to get lost in his bright blue eyes. I'll never feel his passionate kiss . . . I'll never feel his gentle touch from his soft hands . . . never again."
I buried my face in my hands. The blood was washed off, but they still looked unpleasant. I continued to cry, when I heard footsteps behind me. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Ed . . . please, just leave me be."
I closed my eyes as Edmund knelt beside me. I felt him cross in front of me. I opened my eyes, but kept them fixed in my lap. I felt Ed lift my chin up. His hands were soft and his touch was gentle. It reminded me of Peter. I lifted my eyes and saw bright blue eyes. I was looking at Peter.
"P-Peter?" I choked out.
He smiled sweetly and caressed my face. He pulled me towards him and he kissed me. I pulled away and looked within his eyes, and then I gave him back his crown. He took it proudly and put it back on his head, and then he smiled at me
"How . . . when?"
"Aslan heard you . . . and he forgives you." Peter said smiling.
He looked better now then he did when I first met him on the train.
"And . . . w-what about Susan?" I asked, sadly.
"Why don't you ask her yourself?" Peter said smiling.
I stared at him blankly and then turned around and saw Susan smiling at me. I laughed in amazement. She looked better not then back then too. Susan came forward and kneeled beside me, along with Lucy, Ed, and Meagan.
"Rachel . . . if it weren't for you . . . we wouldn't be alive. Aslan worked through you and he still is. You made this Miracle happen. You brought us back to life." Susan said.
"Thank you." Peter said sweetly.
"Wow I'm surprise I haven't passed out yet . . . most of the time if I do something powerful . . . I pass out . . ."
"Yeah . . ." Edmund said laughing," You know what?"
"What?" Megan asked.
"I'm hungry . . . I want some pickles and ranch dip."
"Eww . . ." Lucy said.
"Sounds good to me." Megan said.
"So . . . let's go home." Peter said.
Everyone stood up, I stood up quickly and I guess I stood up too quickly. I felt a little light headed. I fell back out the ground . . .
