Chapter 46

Sesshomaru closed his eyes, blood surging through his veins. He had planned this out the moment he and Kagome left the tent, but now, seeing it playing out, he realized he was losing the iron grip he had on his control.

When they had arrived home, Kagome said she was going to go take a bath, and he let her. While she washed, he came down to the basement where their conjoined studies were. In the middle had been a bag of sand hanging from the roof so he could train when he so chose.

He had removed that bag of sand, set it against the far wall, and replaced it with reinforced silk ropes. The moment Kagome finished with her bath, he went to her, blindfolded her and asked if she wanted to play. She agreed, allowing him to lead her down the stairs to the basement.

Her arousal spiked when he told her to get on her knees, her breath coming in pants when he tied her wrist together in front of her. Then, he pulled on the rope, bringing her arms up until she was just barely suspended on her knees. She had tried to stand, but he refused her, wanting her to stay as she was.

Now, as he watched her, arms pulled taunt above her, body displayed for his viewing, and completely at his will, he knew he was in trouble. He wanted to go to her, ravage her as he promised he would. However, he didn't want this to end quickly. He wanted to make it last, to draw it out until she couldn't take it anymore.

"Sesshomaru?" Kagome questioned breathlessly, anxiously waiting for him to do something. He realized then he had been standing there, staring at the sight she made for several long moments. She was beautiful, a seductress, and she had absolutely no idea.

Removing his clothing, he let it all pile up on the floor, then gripped his cock, squeezing it as he did. A groan left his throat, unable to stop it. Kagome's mouth parted, her thighs clenching together. She knew exactly what he was doing, knew that he was touching himself to the sight of her, and she loved it, wanted to hear more.

"Do you like the sounds I make, Kagome?" Sesshomaru questioned, moving his hand along the length of his cock, his breathing becoming harsh at the pleasure that jolted through him with each pump of his hand. "Do you like knowing that I am touching myself? That the sight of you, completely at my mercy, drives me mad?"

He stepped up to her, standing just in front of her. She was biting her lip, trying to listen for any other sound he would give her. "I asked you a question, Kagome. Answer me." His tone was dark and dominant.

"Yes. I want to hear more." She admitted with a breathless whisper, body squirming as she rubbed her thighs together. She was helpless to do anything about her own arousal, forced to let it be, to let it build. Sesshomaru could see how her thighs were already wet with her arousal.

"You will." Sesshomaru pressed the tip of his cock against her lips, smirking as she opened her mouth for him immediately. "First, you're going to suck me off. All of me, until I fill your mouth and spill my seed down your throat."

As he pushed his cock in her mouth, she moaned, and his head fell back. He was burning for her, his entire body engulfed in flames. He needed this release, or he wouldn't have any control. Gripping her hair gently, he held her head still so he could control the depth and the speed. She was at his mercy, his control, and he made sure she knew it. His thrusting was fast and harsh, he pushed himself down her throat until his groin pressed against her nose. Her saliva dripped down his erection, tears leaking from her eyes, but she never lessened just how hard she sucked him. She slurped him down hungrily, full of need. She kept him in her throat as if she couldn't survive without him there.

A groaning growl left his chest, hands tightening in her hair as he felt his spine begin to tingle, his body electrifying. It was slow, licking over his skin as he continued to use her mouth to pleasure himself. It seemed to tease him, the ultimate end, but suddenly it surged across his body, his eyes opening wide as he cursed. He spilled forcefully, Kagome swallowing it down with each spurt he offered her. When it passed, he pulled his cock from her throat, breathing heavily as he ran his fingers through her hair, thanking her.

"Good girl." He watched as she licked her lips, his cock still hard and wanting. But now, he was in control. He would have her begging him for her end. Stepping away from her, he walked back over to the end of the rope, where it was tied to the wall. "Stand Kagome." She stood on shaky legs, and he watched, making sure she was still okay. He couldn't push her too far, not with his twins in her belly. When he was sure she was fine, he pulled on the rope, tightening it until she was forced to stand on her tippy toes, once more at his control. "Perfect."

Tying off the silk rope, he approached her, gliding his fingers over her soft skin. When he reached her belly, he placed a hand over their twins, regarding them. "Do you remember your safe word?" She gave a sharp nod, and he growled low in his chest as a response. "Good. Use it if you need to."

He left her again, this time, walking to another side of the room. He looked over many of the items they bought earlier that day, then selected two. Looking back at Kagome, he saw her still squeezing her thighs together, trying to alleviate that pain of all consuming need. He wouldn't let her. Not yet. He owned her pleasure when they played like this. Walking silently back over to her, he gripped the flogger in his hand, smacking it against her backside. She yelped, and then moaned as he rubbed away the sting. "Only I pleasure you, Kagome. Do not think you can attempt to pleasure yourself."

Running the flogger over her skin, he watched her arch her body towards it, needing more than just a teasing touch. He trailed it over her spine, her sides, breast, and then finally between her legs. Her head fell back, breathing harsh while she spread her legs to allow him more access. She was so wanton and unashamed. His cock twitched at the sight.

Removing the flogger, he placed it under his arm, keeping it there for later. The other object he had grabbed became the forefront of his plan. A glass phallic dildo. It was bespelled by a witch, able to vibrate by a single command. He had bought this in secret while Kagome looked at the lingerie that she would be wearing the next time they played.

Running the dildo over her stomach, her mouth dropped, arms tensing as she tried to determine exactly what he had. Stepping towards her, he kissed along her neck, raising his mouth up to her ear. "Tell me you want it, Kagome. Tell me you want whatever I have planned for you, no matter what it is."

"Yes...I want it! Please, Lord Sesshomaru, please." Her head fell back, mouth searching for him. She wanted a kiss, but he denied her, instead holding the glass between her legs. He dragged it through her folds and over her nectar, saturating it before he pressed it inside her. She cried out at the intrusion, back arching. Her body accepted it well, spreading easily for the fake cock inside of her. It was smaller than he was, but he knew it didn't matter. The moment he said the word, she would be lost.

"Sess-" She couldn't get a word out, let alone his name as her body trembled. He pulled the dildo back out, just to push it back in all while listening to her soft moans and harsh panting. He repeated this motion, getting her to the edge, before stopping, letting it go and leaving the cock embedded inside of her. She whimpered and her body trembled, needing the release he was denying her.

"On." A simple word, meaningless in any other situation, but the moment he said it, Kagome screamed, entire body arching as the cock inside her began to vibrate. Her orgasm was instant, crashing into her violently. She thrashed on the ropes, voice loud with her cries. Sesshomaru watched in awe, letting it continue until she was hanging limp, twitching and trembling from the vibrating dildo still inside of her.

The sight alone had him leaking, drops of his seed flowing down the underside of his cock. It was as if he hadn't found a release in her mouth just moments before. Walking up to her, he grabbed her hips, dropping the flogger. Seeing her like this, her body an electrified current of pleasure, his plans changed. He needed to keep her like this, to pleasure her until she couldn't handle it anymore.

So, he fell to his knees in front of her, and suckled her clit into his mouth harshly. The dildo was still in her, still vibrating. She cried out, thighs tightening around his head as he gripped them. He threw her legs over his shoulders, giving him more access to her nectar, the wine that he needed more in that moment than ever before.

He feasted on her, spreading her folds open wide to expose her clit with two fingers and suckled it into his mouth once more. He brought her to an orgasm quickly, and then another and another. He didn't stop. Even when her voice went hoarse from her cries, he didn't stop. He kept going, needed to feel, to taste her nectar flowing into his hungry mouth, needed her to feel the pleasure he could give her. He was losing control. He knew he was, but not one part of him wanted to stop.

"Sessh-" Kagome tried to get out, but another orgasm washed over her, and her entire body stiffened painfully. She was getting sensitive. He could tell by the way she jerked with each lap of his tongue, but he still continued, still pushed her into another orgasm that had her going completely limp against him.

When he licked her again, sucking her clit into his mouth, she let out a cry of pain. "Apple!"

Sesshomaru backed away immediately, panting harshly as he took a moment to get control of himself. He had lost control, the very thing he had been worried about doing. Only now, as he looked at her, did he realize what he had done. She had been crying from the pleasure, each orgasm getting more and more intense until she couldn't handle it anymore, and then he still kept going.

"Apple." She whispered again, head down, and Sesshomaru rushed to her, yanking the dildo from her and throwing it to the floor. In a matter of seconds, he had her wrists untied, and back in their bed where he deposited her, letting her rest.

"I am sorry. I… I lost control." He stood at the end of the bed, not daring to take a step near her. He wouldn't touch her until she said that he could. He wouldn't push her any further. "Kagome? Are you alright?"

"I'm fine." She whispered, legs pinched together and pulled up as much as her stomach would allow. "I just need a break. A few minutes, please."

"As much time as you need. We are done." Sesshomaru felt the guilt rising in him. He had known better to lose control, but he had failed. He hurt Kagome, forced her to safe word, and he only had himself to blame. He wasn't sure he would ever touch her that way again. He didn't want to be a dominant if he was so weak that he couldn't control himself.

"Sesshomaru." Kagome called, and he looked at her, seeing concern in her eyes. "I'm ok. I promise. I just needed a break. I got too sensitive." She held out her arms to him, beckoning him. He wanted to go, but he wasn't sure he would be able to stop himself. She noticed his hesitation, and crawled over the bed to him, her hands gripping his shoulders. "There's no need to feel guilty, Sesshomaru. I'm not angry or hurt. Like I said, I just needed a break." She changed her voice then, sultry and soft. "Besides, I still want to feel you inside me."

"Kagome." Sesshomaru growled, and Kagome pulled him down until he was laying on his back. She quickly straddled him, gripping his cock in her little hand. Despite his guilt, he was still hard, and she used that to her advantage taking him deep into her body.

"See." She whispered with a roll of her hips, her hands rested on his chest as his came up to grip her thighs. "I take it as a compliment, Sesshomaru. You are so attracted to me, that you lost control. You stopped when I needed you to, and that is what matters."

"You are sure?" He leaned up, an arm wrapping around her waist. She was still riding him, still rolling her hips over his cock slowly. If she felt no ill will to what happened, even took it as a compliment, he wasn't going to dwell on it. He would learn from it, be more careful in the future, but it would be pushed into the past.

"Yes!" She hissed, nails digging into his shoulders. "Now fuck me."

"As you wish." His hips began to move with hers, thrusting at the same speed and time. They were breathing heavily, their mouths against the others while they both chased the orgasm they had been wanting. Kagome fell first, crying out, her voice still hoarse. Sesshomaru immediately followed after her, moaning loudly as he spilt inside of her. They both fell back limp when it was over, Kagome resting on him. His hand played with her hair, the other lacing their fingers together. A soft snore came from Kagome suddenly, and Sesshomaru smirked, looking down at her.

Despite their little hiccup, Kagome still managed to turn their night around. She was perfect in every way. No matter how many mistakes he made, she was there to sooth him, to comfort him. He knew he would always love her, even after their lives had come to an end. He would cherish her for the rest of time.

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Sorry I missed an update last week. It was my birthday week and I was busy for the entire week. But here I am now, and with a lemon! Lol. Don't forget about the voting for the 3rd Quarterly InuYasha fandom Awards. This story was nominated for best romance and best non-cannon pairing. The voting starts July 29th and ends August 12th. The links are on Feudalconnections Tumbler page. SO just a few more days before the voting begins. I am both anxious and excited.