A/n- yes I have been gone, but to my few readers I had, I am back. I do apologize for the delay but who amongst us can control writer's block? Thank you to all who have kept reading especially you King of emus/ falling rain of redemption, my steadfast friend and muse. Once again Ginny is regular font tom is Italicized

Please Tom not this again!

Ginny… Nymphadora, if you kill Harry then it'll just be us again, and we can be together, for real.

Please don't do this Tom… I try to forget these things but you make it so hard!

Why do you try to forget? Didn't you enjoy our time together?

You were using me for sex and manipulating my mind! You fucking brainwashed me into almost killing myself, not to mention almost killing Harry and my own brother as well. And now you think that those memories will make me fall madly back in love with you?

See! You admit you did love me! And part of you still does. Now shall we take a nostalgic walk down memory lane together?

Tom I was 12! I barely even had a crush on Harry, not to mention having had my first kiss yet, and you think that the cruciatus curse for a quickie is fucking love?

How dare you? I loved you and you loved me too even if it was tough love, you enjoyed it all the same! You wanted it and asked for it all the time!

I was a kid I thought that was what love was like; I was bound to want it sooner or later. How do you think a drunk gets started? Force a few drinks on him and pretty soon addiction is inevitable!

You lie! I know what the real problem is. It's that brainiac bitch that figured me out! You're still in love with that Granger. I remember the nights that you'd come and write to me 'Oh Tom, she's so wonderful and pretty. She's so amazing I think I love her Tom.' It made me sick and now she's back taking my Ginny away from me? She is a bitch and a whore and I hate her a thousand times over!

She is not a bitch. I love her!

And I closed the diary