A/N: hiya!

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rockstar-101- you inspired me to continue this story.

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She reached up and traced her finger around his face, closing her eyes. She remembered, remembered all the times where he would come and stay with her weeks at a time when they were children. They always slept in her bed, staying up until dawn talking, planning to leave and just soaking up the feeling of mutual love.

Sirius took her hand and led her to his friends who along with the rest of the hall were still watching them, Sirius turned around and glared before saying loudly,

"oh sod off." he heard chuckles and snorts from people around the hall as the buzz of conversation began to rise once more. She sat down next to a girl with deep red curling hair, the girl turned to Adrianna smiling, the smile was genuine something Adrianna didn't receive much. "Hi! Im Lily Evan, im glad your in Gryffindor! Your going to love it! Ill show you around if you'd like?" the girl stuck her hand out warmly, Adrianna hesitated and then shook the hand smiling back, this was her chance for a new start. "Nice to meet you Lily, id love for you to show me around, I would ask Ri but he'd probably spend the entire time trying to snog."

Sirius dropped his conversation with James and smiled at her, just to prove a point he kissed her cheek. Lily looked confused, she tilted her head making her hair fall into her eyes "Ri?", Sirius choked on his drink and spat it out, covering Peter in pumpkin juice. The table laughed as Peter turned red and left. Sirius' eye followed him out of the hall before shrugging and turning back to Lily, "yea, Ri. Its my nickname from when we were little kids." the spot right below his ears pinkened just a little. Through the rest of lunch they got to know each other, Lily made sure that Adrianna wasn't left out, and they became friends. James and Sirius shot glances at each other knowing life wouldn't be easy if their girls were best friends.

At the end of lunch they all got up and headed to Defense Against the Dark Arts. Sirius with his arm closed tightly on Adrianna's hip, James his arm draped around Lily's shoulder carrying her books. With Remus beside them with his arm around Lily's friend Halai.The professor entered the room rubbing his hands together excitedly. "Class, I have a special treat for us today, I have discovered a Boggert! I know we have covered them, but I would like to see how you take them on. Now please follow me." the class exited the room, glad that they had a hands on class instead of copying notes.

They entered and abandoned classroom and formed a line. James, Sirius, Lily, Adrianna, Halai, Remus and then the rest of the class. James stepped forward as the professor let the Boggert out of the trunk. It automatically turned into Lily, a dead Lily in fact lying on the floor with a knife through her heart. James looked away before turning around his face angered he yelled "Ridiculous!" the boggert changed into Snape wearing a cocktail dress. James bowed and stepped away leaving Sirius facing the Snape Boggert. After staring at Sirius for a moment the Boggert resembled Adrianna, the boggert looked at Sirius, the face held nothing but complete hate. Then the boggert began to cry. Sirius raised his wand and said in the frightening calm tone "Ridiculous." the boggert shifted into a balloon that had his mothers face, his smiled widely. Lily stepped forward laughing softly. The boggert walked close to her, if shifted into James, it was smiling evilly, and it said in a voice much like James' "its over Lily, it was all a game." Lily shook and raised her wand shakily "Ri-Ri-Ridiculous." the boggert faded leaving only smoke. Adrianna stepped forward and the room quietened. The room darkened, water began to rise, Adrianna looked in front of her, there hung on a fifty foot post with forty seven feet of water filled in the room hung Sirius. He was thin, sickly thin, he looked at her and she saw his face covered with gashes, scratches and scars, the same she once had. Her body went cold, she could feel the water closing around her body, not moving.

She screamed. Sirius stepped in front of her wrapping his arms around her blocking out the Boggert. She drew bac from him and ran. She should have realized, the memories would never leave. That was her brothers plan, not taking the throne, but dooming her life to pain. She threw open the doors and ran into the wide fields, with the rain still pouring down she ran. Her body thrived, loving the workout, she took off in the direction of the woods, finding a river and following it to a waterfall, behind the water she sat on the stones. There she let the memories over take her body.

She heard movement, she reached for her wand, realizing she had dropped it in the room. She let her body magic start up, creating a purple ball of fire in her hand. Sirius stepped through the water soaking wet, the water pushing his hair into his eyes and covering his face. He ran to her hugging her tightly. "Anny, baby, what happened?" she just held onto his shoulders as she fought her way through the tangled web of memories, she dug her nails into his back biting her lip as she pushed through the last one. She gasped for air and fell into him. He propped himself of the back stone wall and hugged her into him, they sat like that for a while staring at the water falling into the river. "Anny, tell me." he finally said his voice no more than a whisper.

She sighed and pushed away from him, hugging herself she closed her eyes and said, " the cells there. They werehorrible, they still had blood from past prisoners, they put me in one that didnt have wallsjust bars, from ceiling to floorbars. the men prisoners around me would try and touch me, I finally slept on the floor and I woke up screaming in the night when a rat was chewing on my ear. The wouldn't feed me. a guard, one time came in and tried, tried to rape me. I slapped him and backed away. That night I started to sing, I would look at the moon coming up. Remembering how you loved hearing me sing, and how you loved laying on my roof looking up at the sky loving the moon. They came the next morning, the stripped me and tied me fifty feet from the floor, then they took knives, old used knives, I could still see blood on them, and cut me. The started at my ankles leaving small shallow cuts. Then at me stomach the guard who tried to rape me plunged it into my stomach and turned it."

she stopped breathing raggedly, and continued."I wanted to scream, I wanted to die. They kept cutting me and then, they cut my face saying I didn't deserve my beautiful face. They left and I let one tear fall before I looked up at the moon coming up, I started to sing, the guard shot curses at me, trying to get me to shut up but I kept on. He finally stopped, the men around me quietened and after a while made requests, Ha. Then they did it, I felt water creep into the room, if stopped just below my chin, I drank it, it was horrible but I hadn't had anything in a month. they drained it leaving it at my waist, it wouldn't move, it didn't splash, make waves or even feel like water, in the dark I wondered if I were even still alive. They kept that routine up for three months, then I was allowed to go back to my bar cell. I was given food once every week. I wasn't aware of time. Only of you, sometimes I would wake up and I reached over to touch your hand, and, and you weren't there."

she turned to him, with tears pouring down her face. he leaned into her stroking her cheek and whiping the tears away. "shh." he whispered into her ear as she lay against him. he kissed her temples as she cried. Sirius lifted her face and looked her straight in the eyes, "Im here now. i wont leave you ever again." he said to her. Adrianna smiled shakily and moved closer into him. "even if you do take the last brownie." he whispered in her ear, referring to a childhood fight they once had. Adrianna had taken the last triple fudge chocolate chip brownie, and Sirius had ignored her for a day, then like a whipped puppy he went running back to her.

Adrianna laughed softly, remembering and for once, it was a good memory, one of love not darkness and hate. maybe, just maybe she could have a new beginning.


A/n: Like it? or not? let me kno plz RnR

Steph