Chapter 4: The Right Choice?

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Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon.

Warning: This is shounen-ai aka male/male so if you're offended/disgusted/plain hate it, leave now!!

A/N: Thanks for the reviews you guys! I'm having this major writer's block, so this chapter is really short. Sorry. I promise next chapter will be longer and I'll try to update soon. Anyways, hope you like it! R&R!

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Night came and soon everyone went their separate ways. Tai left me his hotel number and cell number. I couldn't wait to call him next morning. Days quickly passed, and I felt as if it really was like old times again. Tai and I were as close as before again, if not closer.

One night, after one week since Tai came back, I couldn't help but ask myself if I was in love with Tai. I did that a lot these days, but this time it was serious. I lay in bed and Sora was next to me, snoring softly. I got out of bed and went into the study room. I looked at the picture of Tai and me, and soon I was in my reflecting mood.

I had been in denial for all these years, but now that Tai was back, I didn't know if I could keep my secret. Then something someone had asked me came into my mind.

"If Sora and TK were in a burning house and you could only go back to save one of them, who would you save?" the person asked.

"TK," I had said a little too quickly. For the rest of the day I had felt very guilty for picking TK before Sora. But he was my brother!

"Who would I choose between Sora and Tai?" I asked myself. The question soon consumed my whole mind, and I couldn't sleep at all. At first I told myself Tai, but why Tai? Then I thought of answering Sora, but no matter what, I couldn't help but go back and tell myself that it would be Tai. After thinking about it the whole night, I finally accepted, yet again, that I, Yamato Ishida, is in love with Taichi Yagami! I wondered if I should tell Tai. I imagined what it'd be like to wake up everyday with Tai next to me instead of Sora. It'd be like heaven! I shook my head. I couldn't think like this. What would happen to Akina and Yoshi if I left for Tai? They'd never ever respect me again if they found out that I left mom for--not another woman--but a guy. It'd be like betraying them. For the first time since our marriage, I seriously wondered, "Did I make the right choice?"

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OK, I know it was super short and I know that thing about saving them was sort of stupid/corny. Or at least I don't think people really make decisions like that. But as I've said, I'll write up the next chapter as soon as I can. Remember to review!!