Chapter 36

The log cabin

May

8:45 pm

Amanda had gone through a phase in the past where all that she watched to get herself off was strap-on lesbian porn. It was alway a turn on but…seeing Olivia Benson, stand before her, slipping off her lingerie to reveal her hard on, was about the most erotic thing she had seen in her entire life. She felt her loins tingling with anticipation, her nipples aching to feel the weight of the other woman upon her, her mouth salivating as her heart quickened with excitement. Olivia had barely touched her and already she had forlorn all powers of speech.

Olivia was in full control, "Like what you see, Rollins?"

"Uh huh." The younger woman nodded her head.

Liv smiled seductively as she grabbed the blonde under her knees, spreading them apart. Amanda was stunned, amazed and had completely surrendered to the older woman as she lay there, looking up at her with her baby blues and wanting lips.

Olivia felt her heart racing. She could have never guessed that standing there, about to fuck Amanda would feel like the highlight of her sexual life. Amanda gave herself fully to her and relinquished all control in a way that made her feel so insanely loved. Having her all to herself in this way took her arousal to a level she could never have fathomed but definitely had dreamed of. "I love my present." She lowly said as she pulled Amanda swiftly to the edge of the bed. The blonde swallowed hard.

In one fell swoop Olivia rid her of her neglige and gazed over her body appreciatively. Amanda felt exposed. Never would she have allowed this with any lover she had taken in the past. But now she readily served herself up and she felt her body on fire for it.

Olivia swept her hand up against her core. This caused the blonde to close her eyes and grown lowly.

"I just want to make sure that you're ready for me."

Olivia felt herself drunk in the moment. Amanda was so incredibly wet. Olivia, looking down, watched her artificial appendage, her eyes narrowing closely towards it; as she proceeded forward and began to insert the tip into Amanda's entrance.

Amanda held her breath. Her upper abdominals contracting as she, herself, watched Olivia in amazement. She suddenly realized how unfair this was. She was about to get her brains fucked by the woman of all her fantasies and she couldn't make a sound!

She wrapped her feet around Olivia's ass, encouraging her to keep going. The brunette was enjoying her experience far too much but she could take a hint. Olivia thrusts her hips gently forward then slowly back. Coercing Amanda's entrance to let her in with her short thrusts; inching closer and closer, little by little, going deeper each time and watching intently as the appendage finally went fully in.

Amanda's eyes were closed. Olivia held Amanda's legs in her hands as she began to thrust back and forth fully and carefully in rhythm. Her gaze transfixed on her false phallus as she did so.

For a moment she leaned forward, capturing Amanda's lips in her mouth. Allowing the blonde to moan into the contact. Amanda held her tightly, trying to keep her there, on top of her body.

Liv protested, "I don't want to hurt…"

"You won't hurt me or the baby. I promise if something feels wrong I'll stop you."

Olivia was grinding into her, trying to maintain the right motion. It felt good to her but she wondered if she was doing it correctly? Amanda was kissing her but not making much noise.

"Let go, Liv."

"I'm trying to control myself." Olivia confessed into her neck.

"Why? What happened to fucking me with abandon?" Amanda realized Liv was truly concerned with not harming her. She also wondered if Olivia was afraid to unleash. She understood everything was so new to her. Yet, Amanda could see the want in her eyes and the way Liv devoured her with one look. She felt Liv wanted this so she would have to let the brunette feel that she was, indeed, not going to harm her or their unborn child.

Amanda's eyes were intense as she held Liv's face, "Safe word is apple. Do whatever you want to me. I'm yours."

Amanda wished she had said this earlier. Olivia suddenly sat up, pulling her close to the edge again. She held her thighs as she thrusted into her hard.

"OhmyGodLiv yes!" Amanda exclaimed.

"Shit." Olivia felt that contact on her core. So she did it again, and again until she fell into a new rhythm. Thrusting roughly into Amanda as she sped up.

Amanda's hands were twisting and pulling at the sheets. She was biting them to keep herself from screaming too loudly but Olivia could hear her moans of pleasure that were not being completely stifled.

The Lieutenant was a natural. She quickly moved back, slipping out of Amanda as she turned the blonde onto her belly. She held her up by the hips, the famous doggy style, as she once again slid inside.

Amanda was panting like a wild dog in heat, "Fuck." She buried her face into the pillow as Liv began to thrust hard into her. The position causing a direct hit on her g-spot.

Olivia tried to reach around and stroke Amanda's clit. This urned her a low howl. Liv registering in her mind this new sound coming from the blonde as she felt her completely soaked.

She kept this up as long as she could but it was difficult. Amanda's body kept sinking. The woman was barely keeping herself up and Olivia found herself needing more.

So the brunette once again pulled out and turned Amanda around. She quickly turned to her phone raising the volume of the music.

"I wanna hear your cries of pleasure." She said to Amanda as she entered her and positioned herself in missionary, on top of the blonde once more.

She was enjoying this the most. For she could feel all of Amanda's heated body writhing beneath her and she had access to her lips and breasts. Amanda held onto her so tightly. Like she was afraid if Olivia would pull away she would disappear into oblivion.

Amanda felt delirious in pleasure. Everything Olivia was doing was incredible. But what she loved most was feeling the brunette on top of her. Amanda understood that feeling the brunette's weight slightly crushing her as she thrust into her was how Amanda would chose to die, given a choice. She decided that right then.

Olivia felt herself getting close as she thrust her tongue into Amanda, dominating the kiss much like she was dominating everything else. Olivia lifted her hips high and crashed down hard into Amanda who screamed and moaned in ecstasy.

"Oh fuckfuckfuckfuck." Amanda held a mantra. Olivia engulfed a nipple into her mouth as she swirled and circled it with her tongue; her hip's thrusts becoming shorter. She was so close but Amanda hadn't finished.

"Amanda." She pleaded with one word.

"Don't hold back. Come for me, baby." Amanda wasn't one to easily orgasm from penetration. She could count on one hand the few times it had occurred. She knew what position she'd use to get herself there because everything felt so fucking good. But right now she wanted Liv to explode.

And just like that Olivia felt herself climax as she pushed into Amanda. Her words granting all the permission she needed. She collapsed as she panted heavily.

"You haven't…" She tried to get out through heavy breathing.

"You feel amazing. It all feels so good. And I have kinda, through my g-spot. Which feels incredible! Lay on your back, Liv."

Olivia wouldn't argue as she was in much need of a rest.

Amanda climbed on top of her and suddenly she felt alert again. She positioned her phallus at her own entrance as she slowly slid down into it. "Holy shit." Liv whispered.

Amanda leaned down and kissed her, closing her eyes and moving on top of her.

After a few moments her body came down and she was practically laying on Liv as she ground her pelvis into her.

Olivia began to feel her on her own clit through Amanda's rubbing and she felt her switches starting to go again. She began to buck her hips to meet Amanda's in rhythm.

The blonde's eyes were clenched tightly in concentration and her breasts were tantalizingly dangling over Olivia. So the brunette grabbed them both as she took them into her mouth, sucking both nipples simultaneously.

Amanda opened her eyes suddenly very aware of the picture before her. Watching Olivia work her skilled mouth on her breasts was as erotic, if not more, than the phallus that she was fucking herself against. Amanda was mesmerized watching her and in that moment she felt herself reach that pinnacle of ecstasy. She could'n't help the cry that escaped from her lips.

She collapses next to Olivia as they both pant heavily.

"Holy shit, Liv."

"Holy shit, Manda." Olivia responded. Olivia reaches over, pulling the younger woman to rest on her chest.

Amanda stretches her neck as Liv lower's hers, meeting in a kiss.

"Mmm." Amanda sighs as she rests her head above Liv's right breast. Both are at a loss for words.

Olivia feels Amanda's breathing go heavier. 'I gotta get out of this thing before I fall asleep.' She thinks. So she wiggles herself out from under her and walks over to the bathroom.

She cleans everything up but not before staring at herself with this strange appendage. Somehow she thought she may be uncomfortable with this; with the implication of a male accessory being used in bed. Except she enjoyed it greatly. And she realizes she likes the way it makes her feel. Did she have penis envy? 'No, she chastised herself. Of course I don't.' She was appalled with her thoughts. Suddenly, Peter Linstrom's words of encouragement resound in her mind. 'It's all normal,' she repeats to herself. 'Just different.' She analyzes herself and realizes she enjoys it because she pleased Amanda with it. And that made her feel great. She then wonders if Amanda wishes to use it on her. Olivia suddenly feels a bit uncomfortable for she didn't even actually ask her. She just assumed. She was overwhelmed with excitement at the moment and didn't really wonder if Amanda's original intention was for her. Olivia had been doing a lot of that lately. Acting before she thought things through. Amanda brought out this wild side in her she believed had been long put to sleep since her teen years. She shook her head amusedly. What was she going to do with herself?

Before she knew it, she felt Amanda's arms wrap around her waist. "What are you doing? Come back to bed." She kissed Liv's shoulder then sat on the toilet to pee.

"I was just cleaning this thing and taking it off before I fall asleep with it. Amanda?"

"Yeah?" The sleep in her eyes is making her sluggish.

"Did you want me to use this on you?"

"Seriously?"

"No, I mean. Did you mean to use it on me first or…?"

Amanda washed her hands and became more alert. "Honey, yeah. I totally wanted you to use it on me because of what we did back at my apartment I thought you'd enjoy it. Did you not?"

Amanda was suddenly riddled with her earlier thoughts wondering if it was too soon for Liv.

"No, yeah. I really enjoyed that. I just didn't want to assume."

"Well, I'm a little spent right now. But give me a power nap and I would love to strap it on and drive you mad. I'd kill to have a penis on command." Amanda slaps her ass and wobbles her way back to bed.

Liv stares behind her in amazement. Here she was worried about the implications of her enjoying using a phallus because she was a woman, and Amanda, in her tiny, petite, girlish, southern self was admitting to wanting a penis like it was 'no thang.' Somehow this made her feel a hell of a lot better.

But she had to say out loud as she chuckled, "Ok, who are you? And what have you done with my girlfriend?" She emphasized girl for good measure.

Amanda was already laying down half asleep. "Mm, your girlfriend dreams of fucking you with her dick."

"Ohhhkaay." Olivia laughed as she held her 'dick-desiring' southern belle and drifted off to sleep.

An hour and a half later Amanda awoke to a quiet room. Liv was on her back with her right arm half hazardously laying across Amanda's thigh. "Hmm," Amanda moaned in satisfaction. Wondering if she should let her sleep and wait till morning or have her way with her right that second.

Amanda didn't have the patience to wait, not to mention that they had to take advantage of every single moment that the kids were asleep.

She carefully removed herself from the bed and sneaked into the bathroom. She peed and cleaned herself up before "gearing up."

She then tip-toed back into the bedroom and slowly removed Liv's blanket. She positioned herself above Liv as she started kissing around her naval.

Liv began to stir. "Amanda," yawn. She gazed down with sleepy eyes, "What are you doing?"

Amanda ignored her question as she continued her kisses down to her inner thighs. Olivia gave a slight jolt at the sensitivity there. Amanda rubbed her hips and thighs with her free hands. Then she held her own breast and began to rub herself over Liv's center, up and down, making sure she directed her nipple to rub over Liv's sensitive nub.

Olivia was now wide awake and gawking down at the scene before here. Just when she believed they had reached the height of eroticism, Amanda decided to titty fuck her.

"OhmyGawdAmanda." The feeling was one thing but watching the detective rub her breasts all over her sex was enough to make her spontaneously combust.

Liv felt like dropping her head back but she couldn't take her eyes off Amanda's breasts pleasuring her.

"You like?" Amanda teased.

Olivia's lips were parted as she exaggeratedly nodded yes. She could feel herself growing wetter and wetter. She could now see Amanda's pink nipples glistening with her juices as she kept stroking her.

Amanda suddenly released her breasts and descended her mouth over Liv's swollen bud; lapping away at her. With each stroke, Olivia grew closer towards that elating peak but just as she felt herself moments away Amanda pulled away.

Olivia grunted in protest and desperate for release she reached down to finish herself. Except, Amanda had other plans as she pulled Olivia's hand up and intertwined their fingers. The blonde was suddenly upon her, kissing her lips possessively. Nipping and sucking on Liv's lower lip until she released it with a loud smack. Liv felt her reach beneath and then she felt it. Amanda was rubbing her with her phallus. Realization dawned on Liv. She was in for it.

Amanda, ever so cautious questioned her, "You ready for me?"

Olivia smiled salaciously and answered her by parting her legs wider.

Amanda could take a hint as she gently began to probe into her. Once she saw the tip was inside, she went all in, pushing into Liv completely. Olivia let out a cry that for a moment Amanda wasn't sure if it was pleasure or pain, until Olivia kissed her hard and began grinding into her.

Amanda responded by meeting her demands with purpose and drive. "Safe word is still apple." The blonde reminded her before she let her desires fully take over.

Olivia's breathy cries and moans grew louder and more desperate as Amanda pounded into her. The blonde alternated between biting and licking her neck and sucking on Liv's nipples whenever she could. But Amanda understood the longer she lingered on Liv's breasts the more likely she was to lose concentration in bringing Liv to a climax; for her own loins were screaming with each contact.

"Can you come like this?" She held her mouth over Olivia's, tickling her lips as she spoke to her.

"I think so, don't stop." Olivia cried out as they crushed their lips together. Not 20 seconds later, Amanda could feel her body begin to stiffen beneath her, as Olivia's neck extended and her mouth dropped, gasping for more oxygen as she reached her peak. Olivia felt herself soak the sheets anew.

As she came she wrapped her legs tightly around Amanda's hips, crushing her into her body. Amanda rode out each spasm with her.

"Fuck. Oh God." Olivia sighed as she pushed away whatever remaining blankets were making contact with their skin. They were both hot and sweaty but refused to fully let go of one another.

Amanda collapsed half on Liv, "Maybe I should go open a window?"

"I'll do it." After a few moments to catch her breath, Olivia put on her robe and lightly cracked the window for some much needed coolness. When she turned around she chuckled noticing Amanda was splayed like a frog, trying to remove her harness with little success.

Liv crawled over to her, "Let me help you with that."

"Oh. What? Now, you're the expert?" Amanda sarcastically teased.

Liv gave her a cocky smile as she helped Amanda out of her strap-on. Eyes immediately darting to Amanda's wetness. "Well, what do we have here?"

"Do you really need to ask?" Olivia reasoned that her detective sounded cranky. She lowered her mouth, she was itching for a taste. Except, Amanda stopped her by gently touching her cheek.

"What's wrong?" Olivia was now concerned.

"Can you just touch me while I get on top of you? I'll get there faster."

"I'm not in any hurry, honey." But before she could finish her sentence she could hear Amanda's stomach growling loudly. Amanda covered her face shyly.

Olivia continued, "So that's why you are cranky."

Amanda pulled her up. "I'm sorry. I wasn't expecting anything in return but you manage to…"

Olivia interrupted, "Make you horny and hungry?" Olivia laughed wholeheartedly knowing that Amanda's increase in caloric intake was only being further challenged by the workouts they were getting at night.

"I have an inner battle but, my lust for you wins." Amanda gazed appreciatively at Liv's nude body as she squeezed her breasts. She kissed her as Olivia reached up to pleasure the blonde, not wasting anytime. Amanda sighed in appreciation as she began grinding again as if she were inside Liv, her imaginary dick working just fine for her at the moment. It didn't take long for Amanda to climax. She felt her heartbeat racing and exhaustion taking over but she couldn't take food out of her mind. Nonetheless she lay there, eyes stuck on the ceiling willing herself to get up.

Olivia caressed her chest and arms until her hand came to rest on her growling belly. "Baby, I'll go get you anything you want. What do you want to eat?"

"Everything!"

Olivia began to sit up chuckling. Amanda looked spent and in her own mind, famished.

"Thanks, Liv. What do we have again?" Olivia had done most of the grocery shopping and had loaded a large cooler on their way up. Amanda being too preoccupied with having her flowers delivered had allowed Liv take the reigns.

"Um lets see…we have hard cheese, ham and turkey. Which I know I have to heat up if you want to eat those."

Amanda exaggeratedly nodded her head yes, "Yeah, yeah listeria and all that crap…What else? Do we have cereal?"

"We have two kids." Liv responded.

"Duh." Amanda said to herself.

"We also have eggs, bread, bacon, the humane kind, pancakes, rotisserie chicken, mashed potatoes, cole slaw, biscuits, broccoli…"

"Woah, are we spending a month up here?" Amanda was so excited with her prospects of food that she couldn't decide.

"Are we complaining?" Olivia was already by the door.

"Just some Frosted Flakes cereal, with chocolate milk, cheese, and maybe a few pickles please?" Amanda sheepishly requested. "Oh and orange juice! Do we have orange juice?" Her puppy eyes begged.

"Wow."

"I know I'm so gross."

Olivia leaned down and gave her a sweet and heartfelt kiss, "You are so not gross. Only your current taste in food is."

Amanda smiled as she admired Liv's curvy body as she walked away. She contently sighed as she looked out the window towards the night sky, "Thank you, God. I must have done something right."