Goddesses never die. But you did.

You could survive battles, wars, demons…You could survive anything. I never thought that you would die so soon. Just when we had won the biggest war of all times. Just when you had defeated the greatest enemy of all times.

In fact, I never thought that you would not be at the mansion. You were always there when we had any questions. You would always answer them patiently, no matter how dumb they seem to be. I used to ask a lot for dumb questions just to annoy you, but you never got irritated, you never scolded me; you would just patiently answer the questions. And soon even I found myself paying attention in your classes. I even found myself studying to score well in the exams, so that I could please you and be rewarded with one of your rare smiles.

I wasn't exactly "Mr. Nice Guy". I was rude, unfriendly, violent… the list goes on. So I wasn't exactly the easiest guy to befriend. But you helped me, you made me see that there were so many who cared about me, you helped me make friends, and you made me learn how to enjoy life and treasure it, and for that, you would always have a special place in my heart.

I was never good at expressing my feelings; I never told you how much I appreciated your help. In fact, I never even thanked you once for helping me. I f I did, maybe we would have been closer, maybe we would had spent much more time together.

I wasn't a person who believed that there was a heaven. After all the hell I had been through when I was young, it wasn't surprising. But if there is a heaven, no one deserves to be there more than you.

So wherever you are, I hope that you would be happy. That you would understand how I felt about you. How much I had wanted, but could never pluck up the courage, to call you…

Mother

Never forget you,

Ray Crisp