I never believed that you would die.

You were so strong. You were undefeatable. You had just defeated the strongest mutant in the world. You should be celebrating with the rest of us. But no, we were all gathered at the front garden, we weren't celebrating anything, we were attending your funeral.

Although we had just won about the biggest war of all times, it certainly did not feel like it, there were not parties. Although the rest of the world was happy, we weren't. Even when the President came and gave a speech, no one really cared. We might have won the war; we might have saved the world. But we had lost much more. We had lost you. You died.

I wasn't a person who regretted things. I never liked to look back at what I had done. Whatever I had done, it was in the past, it can't be changed, so there is no use looking back. But if there is one thing I regret most in my life, it was not being able to spend more time with you.

I remember the last time I saw you. It was two days after the fight with Apocalypse. You were eating at the dining table. You looked a little ill, but I thought that was just because you were worn out from the fight, so I didn't say anything. I joined you at the table. That was when I noticed that something was very wrong with you. You were shivering. If it had been any other person I wouldn't have thought it was strange, but you couldn't feel heat or cold, so why were you shivering? I asked you what was wrong, but you just smile and said nothing. I didn't ask more, because I was sure nothing would happen to you. There was a first time for everything, after all. So, we just sat there in silence and ate our meal.

When you left the table, you told me that you loved me and whatever happened, that would not change. I just smiled and nodded and said that I loved you too. I don't know why I didn't ask why you said that, I just thought that you were telling me it because we had come close to dying just a few days ago. Although I didn't show it, I was bursting with happiness when you told me that. I had so much more to say, but I just couldn't find the courage to say it out to you. I really regret it now.

But now it is all too late. You were lowered into the earth. I stayed at your gravestone till late into the night, when Logan ushered me back into the mansion. He hasn't been quite himself since you were gone; he misses you a lot, although he never showed it.

I went to sit at the dining table, the last place that I ever saw you. As I sat there, I had the most wonderful feeling. I could feel that you were in the room. You were still watching over us. You were still watching over me.

At that moment, I knew that you were all right.

And we would be too.

Not matter what happens, I will always remember you in my heart…

Mother.

Yours truly,

Jubilee