YYF14: Well, I hope you guys like this chapter. It's an okay long one. It is kinda weird, but I hope you guys think it's good. Nothing much else to say, so... you can go ahead and read.
As he left his master's chamber, Kazuya spoke up.
-You're stupid, Shinobu, to stop a good plan just because of what a crybaby thinks.- He gestured to the said personality, who glared at him.
-I thought it, too, Kazuya. It really is cruel to make a boy feel emotions he is not ready for. Yusuke can handle most things, but attacks from the inside are something he cannot."
-Oh, shut up. If you're not going to do it, then I will.-
Kazuya shoved Shinobu out of the way and took control.
-If we need violence, then I'll do it. I did it with Koenma, and I can do it with Urameshi.-
Minoru smirked. -Oh, and Kazuya, if you need any help with persuading someone, I could be of some use to you.-
-Thanks. This'll be fun.-
-----(You guys remember Kazuya, of course, and Minoru? I haven't seen ALL of the Sensui episodes, only the later ones, so I don't know many of personalities. We all know Kazuya as violent, and Minoru as the persuader, but I don't know the name of the girl/crybaby personality. Sorry 'bout that.)
Koenma watched Yusuke for a moment, then sighed.
"Yusuke, are you feeling up to going back to the school?"
Yusuke shook his head.
"Then can I borrow your communicator?" Yusuke took it out of his pocket and handed it to him. Koenma went to the other side of the clearing and opened the communicator. Botan's face appeared after a few seconds.
"Koenma? What is it?"
"We're having a little problem. Sensui took control of Yusuke and… things aren't right with him now."
"Sensui? How'd he-?"
Koenma proceeded to fill Botan in on everything that had happened that day. When he was done, he shook his head.
"I swear that me and Yusuke are switching places," he murmured. "He's worried about so many things… Botan, what does he mean by completing the bond?"
Botan blushed. "We weren't planning on telling you, but… you two will have to complete the bond once you get back from school. I told him that he would have to help you get over Sensui, but now it seems that you'll have to do that to him, if he's really that upset about this."
The two continued to talk, filling in all the details of the situation to each other. Koenma looked over at Yusuke, worried.
"This'll be a problem, Botan. If we really have to do that… Yusuke said he was going to give up on the bond if he had to do that. He said he doesn't like to feel like that. It scares him to feel like that."
"But he can't be scared of it, Koenma! You two need to complete the bond!"
"I know. Try telling Yusuke that. He hasn't budged an inch for ten minutes. He doesn't even want to talk to me."
Botan sighed. "Be nice to him, Koenma. He'll get better. This is Yusuke we're talking about."
"Yeah, I guess you're right. Well, guess we'd better get going back to the school. Our friends are probably wondering where we are. Bye, Botan."
He closed the communicator and walked back over to Yusuke.
"Yusuke, do you think you can go back to the school now?"
Yusuke stayed silent, but rose and headed off towards the school. Koenma shook his head and followed him.
"Yusuke, what's wrong?"
"What's wrong? Koenma, I just found out that I can't control my own emotions about you! That's what's wrong! I don't want to wake up and find out I've hurt you!"
"You won't, Yusuke. I can take care of myself."
"I know that! It's just… I don't know what I want anymore…" Yusuke stopped, staring at the ground.
"I don't know what you want, either…" Koenma said softly. Yusuke blinked and looked over at Koenma.
"Oi, I don't want you thinking I don't want you, K-chan. I still-…" Yusuke trailed off, looking away. Koenma went to his side and put a hand on his shoulder.
"Do you still love me?" he asked softly.
"There's nothing to be embarrassed about, Yusuke," Koenma said seriously.
Yusuke turned to face him. "K-chan-" Koenma kissed him quickly, silencing him. Yusuke quickly responded, pulling Koenma into a tight embrace.
-Ow, Yusuke… Could you move your arm just a little bit? You're on my bruise…-
-Sorry.- Yusuke deepened the kiss, smiling inwardly as he thought of something.
-K-chan, I have an idea.-
-Should I be worried?-
-I don't think so.-
Yusuke opened his side of the link, letting all of his feelings through. Koenma took a step backward to steady himself, then did the same himself. They were now feeling the experience from both of their points of view. Yusuke tried to form a coherent thought, but it didn't work very well.
-K-chan… color?-
-Pink white… you?-
-Same.-
Yusuke pulled away, giving himself a bit of a headache, and closed his eyes.
"Yusuke? Are you okay?"
"It's wrong… it's wrong…"
"What's wrong?"
Yusuke shook his head. "I don't know if it's wrong… I love you, K-chan, but it feels weird to be like that… Doesn't feel right…"
"Yusuke… C'mon, we need to see Genkai. She'll know what's wrong."
"No, she won't. She's not a guy. K-chan, you're not listening to me!"
The two made their way back to Hogwarts in silence. Once they arrived, they saw their friends waiting for them.
"Where were you?" Hermione asked.
"The forest," Yusuke mumbled.
"But you guys know it's forbidden!"
"We can take care of ourselves…" Yusuke fell silent, then entered the castle, heading towards the common room. Ron looked confused.
"What's going on?"
"He isn't feeling very well. Something happened, and… Yusuke, wait up!"
However, when he entered the castle, he couldn't see Yusuke.
"…I guess I'm going to Genkai's by myself, then."
He disappeared, then reappeared in Genkai's classroom. Genkai looked up from her tea, slightly surprised.
"Koenma? Why are you here?"
"It's about Yusuke…"
"What did that dimwit do now?"
Koenma shook his head. "It wasn't something he did, Genkai, it's something that happened to him."
"Well? What happened?"
"Sensui took control of him, and now he's scared of feeling a certain way. He doesn't think he can control himself, so he won't let himself feel it."
Genkai sighed. "I thought this would happen. You know that some humans disapprove of the relationship you two have? Yusuke has finally started to question himself if he thinks it's right. When you two just started, it was like any childish crush, but now that he's getting stronger emotions, he's scared."
"But… he also said that he's cared of hurting me even though he knows I can take are of myself."
"Yusuke needs someone to protect, Koenma. He likes being able to matter to someone, since he grew up without many people who cared. He made some friends, but you matter much more to him."
Koenma looked down. "It's so confusing, though…"
"Yes, but it's something you can fix." Koenma looked at her skeptically.
"You just need to get him used to the feelings Gradually, of course. I know it's still a little bit new to you, too, but go slowly. By the end of the year, you'll both be fine."
Koenma smiled. "Thanks, Genkai."
YYF14: Not a lot happened this chapter, (time-wise) but next chapter things'll go forward. Isn't it hard to believe that it's only the first Saturday of term? Anyway, I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can. See you later, and review if you wish!
