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Chapter 4: Let's talk it

Lettuce woke up on the couch, apparently she had cried all night long. Today she had no school so she took the opportunity to prepare everything to take Eien to school.

-Mom?-,-Yes sweetie?-,-Why were you crying yesterday, who were you talking to?-,-Oh, it was just a man that came and I told him that the person he was asking for didn't live here-,-Okay-

She hated lying to her son but she couldn't do anything about it. After taking Eien to the school, she returned and started to make the house chores, then the bell rang.

She had an idea of who it could be but she opened anyway. It was Pai.

-Pai…-,-We haven't finished you know-,-Ok, but are you hungry, do you want something to eat?-,-Well, actually I haven't eaten since yesterday so, I would like something if you don't mind-,-Of course not, follow me please-

Pai followed her to the kitchen and she served him a glass of juice, a toast, sausage, and oatmeal. She just stared at him while he ate and then…

-I thought that when I first saw you I would throw myself into your arms and cry while asking you many questions and telling you "I love you"-

Pai smirked. –I just thought about you everyday, do you have any idea of what it is to not see you for years, to ask yourself "I wonder how my family is doing, are they alright, are they sick, do they need something, it is horrible to not know about your beloved ones every day of your life and to worry vainly about them without the chance to do anything about it, I did care of you but I believed that you could make it until the day I returned-

Lettuce said a little annoyed –of course we could make it, a lot of people has helped us, and I work at a library on weekends, the money I make is enough to support both of us-,-But it is too little to complement the two of you-,-Eien hasn't had a father since he was born, I have tried my best to be both mom and dad but, it is impossible, Eien just keeps talking about the others´ fathers, if you had seen him you could imagine what I am talking about-,-I didn't ask for details, but that's why I came here, I know that I wasn't there for him and for you but now I want to be a better father, a better person and take my responsibilities-,-I'm glad-

Then, this was followed by an awkward silence.

-Lettuce…-said Pai. –Yes?-,-I would like to remember what happened that night-

FLASHBACK

The moon was shining in the dark sky. Two teens were in the park confessing their love to each other and then started kissing. Pai held Lettuce in his arms while kissing her, she had her arms around his neck. The next thing that happened was that both were on his bed. They were making clear their love and lust for each other. Moans of pleasure and desire were heard. They finally were together. Pai and Lettuce were sharing their essences, drowning in the body of the other, clinging with force as if to not let go. The next morning, she woke up in her bed but found empty the other side. He was gone, she called him several times until she broke into sobs and then cried her heart out, he left her. She called and called, every time with much more pain and angst. She finally collapsed on her pillow remembering the night she had with the love of her life.

END FLASHBACK

…And you were gone, you simply disappeared, without a good bye, just left until now- She said with tears running down her cheeks. –I'm sorry Lettuce-he said hurt, she continued –Two weeks later I found out I had life inside me, I suffered Pai, a lot, I really wanted this child, but the fact that you were on another planet without knowing you were looking forward to be a father, hurt me. Every day I remembered that night, our dates and innocent love, that finally gave birth to a beautiful creature, I…was…in…so much…pain- her voice broke off. –And now…you are here…trying to fix the past…but you are here…in front of me…willing to be a better being- she cried harder now –It is not too late Lettuce- he said.

Lettuce threw herself into his arms and cried in his chest all her despair, he finally was here. –Im sorry Lettuce, really, forgive me- -How did you find out you had a son?- -Kish told me in his messages, the day I received the news I nearly blacked out- -Oh Pai- -Lettuce…-,-He is just like you, he inherited your intelligence, hair color, ears, skin and even your attitude, he is also sarcastic and pretty tempered-,-I'm glad that Eien is just like his father, but he inherited your eyes, innocence and sweetness-

They remained embraced a fair time, then with a sweet kiss, he left. Lettuce then went to pick up her son.

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