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To the person that I knew I shouldn't fell in love at the first place , (whether you are reading or not) the reason why I am running away from the real life and got myself lost in every words that I wrote down and will continue to do so …
I wished that you would continue supporting me and be my wings when I needed you . But that would never happen because you left . Thank you for all those short sweetest memories that you gave to me . Few days ago in my FB , I said that I won't write another story related to us but sometimes you just accidentally slipped in here (my words) and here (my mind) . I couldn't help it and I don't think could move on from our memories . I wish you all the happiness you could get .
It will take time for me to find one : ) But I am okay with that .
General POV
1521hrs
Baltimore , Maryland
The whole journey before they finally landed at here was dull and boring . Arizona barely said anything to her . Callie did see she spoke to the stewardess , asking for blankets for both of them . That was nice actually , that she also thought about Callie when she asked for the blankets . Arizona also could talked normally to the man at the check - in counter . But to her ? No , she just looked at her . And the only thing that could confirm that she wasn't invisible to the blonde was a nod . The nod from the blue eyes was the only thing that acknowledged Callie's presence .
It wasn't like that Callie didn't try to make a conversation but no matter how long the question was , it would only be answered by one or two words by the blonde . And she gave up after the first one hour of her attempt to get Arizona spoke to her .
And here they were right now , on the back seat of an airport cab , heading to the blue eyes's hometown . Callie glanced at the woman next to her . Arizona was talking to someone on the phone .
"Anything that needs urgent approval , you ask Nathaniel ." Arizona spoke to the other woman on the line .
"No ! Goddammit , Evelyn ! How many times do I have to tell you ? Any decision making when I am on leave is only valid if it is from Nathaniel . Tell his uncle to call me if he has any problem with that ." Arizona rubbed her temple .
"No , Nathaniel's approval only !" With that , Arizona turned her phone off .
Whoever she was talking to , that woman was so unlucky , Callie thought . She threw her view at the outside of the window as the cab started to slow down as they entered the mountain side road . It was a very beautiful mountain . If she was alone , she would definitely asked the driver to pulled over so that she could take photos . She glanced at Arizona , the blonde didn't seem to be excited with the beautiful scene .
The whole trip , airplane tickets , everything was paid by Arizona . Being her usual polite and a better human than the woman beside her , Callie wanted to say no at first but then she remembered that it was Arizona that forced her to be her fake girlfriend , literally .
But Callie couldn't deny that the punishment was more like a bonus to her actually . She sighed deeply . She knew what was happening deep down inside her heart . She was really hoping that her stupid little heart would only fall for a woman that actually had a heart to be loved . Instead , her stupid little heart started to like the person sitting next to her . And she looked like she didn't have one .
That's probably why she is still single .
"Why ?"
Callie turned around and raised her eyebrows . Did Arizona heard what she just said inside her heart ?
"You sighed . Worry ?"
She let out an 'oh' of relief but only inside of her heart . For one second , she really thought that Arizona could heard her . "A little ."
"Don't be . From the terrible history that , I , myself had to went through around you … When you were in worry , you always did silly thing ." Arizona replied . "And now we are in a cab , I don't want you to get us into an accident ."
"Okay then , maybe you should buy me a handcuff if you are really that worried . You could handcuff me to the head of the driver seat . So that my clumsiness would stay still and not do any harm to anyone ." Callie replied sarcastically . If Arizona could be sarcastic , so did she .
Arizona narrowed her eyes . With Callie , she would have an endless sarcastic conversation when she started one . That woman always had something to say that could bombed her back . She had never met this kind of woman , until a few weeks ago . She decided that she didn't want to dragged it further longer , not wanting to spoil her mood .
"Mom could be very chatty . Basically , I was cut and copied from her chatty and perky attitude but that was all before …." Arizona stopped for a while before she cleared her throat . Why the hell did she had to explained it until she almost go there ? She didn't talk about that thing out loud . "So , she would definitely asks you a lot of question at the dinner night later ."
Arizona ? Perky ? And chatty ? Callie was laughing internally . And now Arizona wanted to make a conversation ? When they were fifteen minutes away from her parents's house ? Really ? Her body was filled with nothing but nervousness . Callie Torres was feeling anxious to finally meet Arizona's parents even though that she was only pretending to be the blonde's girlfriend . It shouldn't be a big deal . If she screwed up , Arizona was the one who would be in trouble , not Callie .
"Dad is a Colonel in United States Marine Corps ." Arizona explained . "He doesn't talk much but when he talks , he usually gets his point . You should really listen , open your ears whenever he talks ."
"Yeah , I read that . You came from a military family ." Callie replied . By the way Arizona talked about her father , she knew that the blonde respected her father .
"And Tim is Tim . He is my only sibling . He is very nice . You don't have to worry about him ." Arizona reassured the Latina .
Sergeant Timothy Robbins was in his jeans and white tank top . He was washing his black truck when a cab stopped right in front of the house . He waited until the passengers of the cab got out of it . The driver helped the passengers unloaded the bags inside of the trunk . As soon as he saw the face that he really missed , he ran toward her .
Without washing his soapy hand , he pulled Arizona into his arms , giving her a very long hug . "God , I missed you ."
Callie just stood there as her eyes watched the two siblings reunited , her head tried to remembered all the details that Arizona gave for her to memorized . Finally , she could matched the description with a face . Arizona's brother was in his early forties . He had the same hair colour like Arizona . Tim had an army haircut and a little scruff as his facial hair . Unlike Arizona , he was surprisingly tall .
"Is she your girlfriend ?" Tim asked soon after they stopped the hugging session . "I didn't mean to be rude by ignoring you , it is just .. I missed this little sister of mine ."
"Stop calling me your little sister . I am not twelve anymore ." Arizona chuckled . "And yes , this is my amazing girlfriend . Callie Torres ."
Wow , Arizona sure knew how to play pretend this whole introducing - your - girlfriend - to - your - cool - brother - thing . Callie looked at Arizona for a few seconds before she fixed her eyes on Tim as she gave him her signature broad smile . "Hi , I'm Callie ."
"Timothy Robbins . But please , just Tim ." He stood there awkwardly . "Usually , I would give a hug but my body is smelly ." He was eyeing the brunette in front of him . She was the first woman Arizona had brought home after what happened with Joanne . So she must be very special .
"So you don't mind hugging me with your smelly body but not my girlfriend ? Nice , bro !" Arizona gave him a thumb up , mocking him . Both Tim and Callie were laughing when they saw Arizona's childish reaction . Their laugh were soon followed by Arizona's .
Arizona had forgotten when was the last time she laughed like this . A genuine laughter of happiness . Not the kind of her usual sarcastic laugh .
"Let's go inside . Mom and dad went out to do some shopping for tonight . I heard there will something like lobsters and grilled chickens ." Tim walked into the house as he carry the duffle bags easily on his shoulder . "You don't have any allergic with any seafood , eh ?"
Callie slowly shook her head politely .
"Arizona finally met her Cali , huh ? Took Arizona five years to rotated all the states in America to find California ?" He joked as Callie and Arizona sat on the couch in the living room . He quickly ran to the kitchen to get them something to drink . They must be dehydrated after a long trip .
Callie and Arizona just looked at each other after the golden blonde man disappeared into the kitchen .
"Enough with the states joke , Tim . It's getting lame . And her name is C - A - L - L - I - E . Not California ." Arizona laughed as she spelled Callie's name one by one . "I am so gonna ask mom later why you weren't named after a battleship too ."
"None of them suit me ." Tim yelled as he stepped into the living room back , putting a few bottles of beverages on the coffee table in front of them . "I have orange juices and plain waters ."
Callie nervously took both of them as she couldn't decide to picked which one . While Arizona just watched the brunette , hoping that the clumsiness mode inside of Callie's body would not be activated right here , right now .
"I think USS Utah suits you . Hey , meet my kids , Utah and Arizona . They were both named after battleships ." Arizona imitated their mother's voice before she rolled her eyes dramatically . "Now that is fair ."
"I didn't know that you were named after a battleship ." Callie raised her eyebrows . Arizona didn't mention that in the file .
"Well , you never asked me ."
Tim interjected . "I am sure that after this , you two will have a lot of times getting know each other better ."
"I heard you , Arizona ." Barbara suddenly appeared at the front door with her husband . "Bad mouthing me in front of your girlfriend . How could you ? She pinched her daughter's arm .
"Oww ." Arizona winced . "Mom , I am not a little kid ."
"Quit being such a baby and introduce your girlfriend to mom , Arizona !" Tim winked at his sister .
"Mom , dad . This is Callie Torres . The person that I am happily dating with ." Arizona grabbed Callie's warm hand .
Callie didn't know if it was a tradition in Robbins's household for them to gave another person a hug . But what she knew right now , they did a lot of hugging and there she was right now , hugged by Arizona's mother .
And she swore , she could hear Arizona's mother repeatedly whispered 'thank you' to her . Thank you for what exactly ? For being the only person on the Earth that actually wanted to (fake) date her ego-maniac daughter ?
"Please call me Barbara ." Barbara finally broke the hug . "It is so nice to finally met you . No one has to hide anything anymore , right ?"
Again , Callie laughed internally . Like mother , like daughter . Both of them were full of sarcasm .
Arizona pretended not to hear her mother's sarcastic comment . "Callie , this is my father . Colonel Daniel Robbins ."
Callie extended her hand toward the older version of Tim . His face was serious . He showed no expression but only the seriousness . But Callie could feel that his blue eyes was scanning her . "Callie Torres . I heard a lot about you from Arizona ."
Now Callie knew where did Arizona got her intense eyes from .
"Call me The Colonel ." Daniel said in his stern voice .
"Oh , you and your military rank , Daniel ." Barbara rolled her eyes . "Arizona , take Callie up to your room . You both should rest . It must be a very tiring trip , right ?"
Both of the women nodded . Yes , they could use some rest . It began to felt like this was all too much for Callie to handled at one time .
"So , this is my room ." Arizona spoke as she step aside to let Callie entered the room first . "Our room for the weekend ."
Callie's gaze was quickly stopped at the big black and white poster of an actress .
"Cindy Crawford ." Arizona suddenly spoke . "She would always be my woman crush ."
"I must say that you have a great taste ." Callie replied . "And I am sure that every time you woke up from your sleep , staring at this poster , you weren't just looking at her mole ."
"Well , she is a beautiful sight to wake up to ."
Callie then saw a working desk and a window seat which made her eyes lit up like a little kid that just saw a lot of presents under the christmas tree . "Back then when I was a kid , I've had always wanted a window seat ."
"Did you get one ?" Arizona asked as she looked at the Latina who was now sitting on the window seat . She was clearly excited .
"Nope , I didn't get one . The place where I used to live .. wasn't suitable at all to get one ." She took her mind back to her childhood memories . She never stayed in a house that was built on a solid ground . She grew up right on top of a fifty fifth floor building called a penthouse . A very tall building . One of her father's hotel . As a kid , Callie never got the chance to played in the front yard with friends around her age . Her front yard was a balcony . And when she looked down from up there , the cars looked like ants . The people walking by the road seemed to look like a small dot .
Arizona was staring at the brunette . She knew Callie's father owned at least , twenty something hotels in United States of America . But somehow , Callie failed to put that in her file . The only thing that was written , that her father was an agent from a small insurance company in Miami . She kept wondering on why Callie lied to her about that . And was it the only thing that she lied to her . Was all of the details Calie gave to her was true ?
"Heyy , you have a garden and a small pond ! I did not see it around your house just now ." Callie broke Arizona's thought . On both of her knees on the window seat , she peeked out the window as her eyes was greeted by a fresh and beautiful scene .
"Yeah , it is in our back yard ." Arizona stepped forward and took a look too .
Her body was behind Callie's as she leaned her body forward , her hands landed next to the Latina's bronzed hands . The smell of Callie's shampoo was surprisingly sweet and soothing . Without realizing it , Arizona took a deep breath as she enjoyed the sweet scent . "My mother did a good job in keeping her garden clean and attractive . I am impressed ." Arizona always thought that her mother was bad at gardening .
For five seconds , Callie felt like she couldn't breathe . This was the first they had been alone in a room and being too close to the blonde's body wasn't helping . At all . She could feel Arizona's breath at the back of her neck , making her slightly shivered .
Arizona noticed it and quickly backed away . She didn't realize that she was invading the brunette's personal space until now . She silently cursed herself .
"So .. about the sleeping arrangement …" Arizona cleared her throat before began to speak . "You can have the bed , I will sleep on the extra mattress ."
Callie turned her head around . Two pairs of eyes were looking at the king size bed . "No , you can't sleep on mattress . I will sleep on a mattress ."
"It is not negotiable , Torres . You are like … my guest . So you get the bed , period ." Arizona replied in her firm voice .
Dinner Night
They were all at the dinner table , having delicious meal that was cooked by Barbara Robbins . Arizona found herself staring at the delicious lobsters . The table was awkwardly quiet but Arizona knew that would change in another few minutes . Her mother would start asking questions . She knew her mother so well .
Tim sat across the table , eating his food in silent .
Maybe he missed mom's food damn much .
But that wasn't the case . Tim and Arizona wouldn't start talking at dinner table unless their father or their mother started it . They both knew their parents's manner while eating at the dinner table , especially their father , he didn't like it when someone talked with his or her mouth full.
Arizona glanced at The Colonel who was was sitting at his usual place at the table as head of the family .
"Do you have anything to say , Arizona ?" The Colonel asked but never took off his eyes off the plate . "You were glancing around like you have something to say ."
Arizona startled a bit . "No , nothing . I just realized how much I missed moment like this ."
"You should come here as frequent as you could . Make it feels like ol' times again ." Barbara suddenly spoke . "And you could bring Callie too ."
There she was , trying to include Callie into the conversation too . And then she would asked many questions , Arizona knew her mother's modus operandi .
Callie just smiled as she awkwardly took a sip of her white wine . This is so going to be her first and last time coming here . This whole dinner with the family of the girlfriend thing was making her mouth hurt due to the excessive smile that she had to fake . And it almost felt like a toothbrush and a toothpaste commercial . She had to smile for the whole time . Callie silently hoped that this dinner would be over soon than expected .
"How's business ?" The Colonel suddenly spoke again .
"It is doing okay ." Arizona sighed , she knew where this conversation was going .
"When are you going to stop playing around and jumping jobs ?" The Colonel looked up . His eyes met her daughter's eyes . "You are a surgeon , don't ever forget that , Arizona . I did not raise you to be a quitter ."
Arizona was about to opened her mouth but Tim quickly could sense that the conversation after that was going to be intense as he knew Arizona still couldn't handle a pressure from her family . So he changed the topic . "So , Callie . Tell me about yourself ."
"There's not much to tell ."
Arizona could relaxed a bit as the attention was now focused on Callie . She would just let her family asked questions to Callie . That was better than having her father judging herself from across the table with a stranger sitting beside her , just listening to their argument . She would turned herself into an invisible mood now . And she would only interfered with the conversation if she felt that Callie was almost drowning .
Until then , she was on her own . Arizona turned her head as her eyes met with Callie's dark brown eyes .
You are on your own . She spoke with only her eyes to Callie before she took another bite of the grilled chicken .
"Well , let's start with … Are you a Mexican ?" Tim asked .
"It is Cuban actually . My grandparents were from there ." Callie smiled . "I grew up in Miami ."
"Beach girl ! Tell me some more ." Tim spoke .
If you let her finished talking first instead of jumping at every chances you got , you would know more , you moron ! Arizona chewed on her food lazily .
"I have one younger sister . My father is an insurance agent while my mother is a lawyer ." Callie started to talk again . "I was a journalist for Seattle Spectator but then I quit . Currently writing my own very first novel ."
"Wow , Seattle Spectator . It is s big company . Why did you quit ?" Barbara asked in her questioning voice .
"I'd been with them for almost ten years . And one day , I woke up from my sleep , deciding to start something new ." Callie chose not to tell them the real story of why she quit . They didn't have to know .
"Arizona , please add more foods to Callie's plate ." Barbara ordered when she noticed that Callie's plate was almost empty now .
Arizona had to fake a smile as her hand lazily handed the potatoes bowl to Callie . Callie raised her eyebrows weirdly . Well , you could at least put it in my plate , Arizona . Be more caring . I am your girlfriend for the weekend !
"You are no gentleman at all . Help her , put the potatoes next to the chicken ." Barbara commented .
Arizona tried her hard not to rolled her eyes at her own mother as she slowly put some of the sweet potatoes on her fake girlfriend's plate . "There , honey ."
Both Barbara and Daniel smiled immediately after that . They were cleary happy that their daughter finally had someone again in her life .
"How long have you two been together ?" Tim was eager to know more about the person that did the most impossible thing someone else could done , opening her sister's heart to love again .
"Almost two months now ." They looked at each other before Callie nervously replied . She slowly put her hand on the pale hand that was resting on the table as she carefully not to startled Arizona with her action .
Arizona's eyes met Callie as she gave her a dimpled smile . Well , at least she wasn't mad that Callie touched her hand .
"Tell us , how did you two meet each other ?" Tim continued to asked .
"Oh , it was same like the boring storyline that they always played on tv where the heroes quickly fell in love with the heroines . We met at a coffee shop . Actually , it is my own coffee shop . And it was a busy Monday , Arizona was going crazy when she still hadn't got her coffee of the day ."
And why was she feeling that Callie was about to tell a same story to her family on how they first met ? It wasn't a romantic start . It should be romantic . Arizona thought as she shifted uncomfortably in her seat .
"But when she took her first sip of coffee , I could tell that she quickly cool down ." Callie added . "Before she left , she asked for my phone number with a dimpled smile on her face . I couldn't say no with that kind of smile ."
Arizona decided to played along . "Stop telling them that story . You are making me blush ."
Tim , Barbara and Daniel were smiling altogether as they witnessed the radiance of happiness on Arizona's face .
"Please do continue ." Barbara said , her eyes fell on her daughter's face . "Someone seems to be quiet and moody in other state but she is actually too busy asking for someone's phone number ."
Arizona rolled her eyes .
"Since then , she became my regular customer . She orders her drink straight to me , privately via text message ." Callie laughed , hey surprisingly , she was actually good at lying .
"It is indeed a smart way to get your morning coffee without having to stand in a long que . Date a coffee girl ." Arizona said , raising her eyebrows playfully .
"So you only dating me because you wanted to avoid the long que ?" Callie pouted .
Arizona stared deeply right into the dark brown eyes and then she opened her mouth and said something . Something that Callie secretly hoped it wasn't part of the act . Something that made Callie couldn't stop smiling like a child .
"No , it is because you are simply amazing and beautiful . When I see you smiled that morning , immediately it confirmed me that I shouldn't let go of this stunning woman ." Arizona's eyes was penetrating her soul . It was intense .
Their eyes interlocked . Callie tried to read what was inside Arizona's brain through those blue eyes but she failed to see anything . But she was sure that there was something … Something that she wasn't sure what but there was definitely something . Something that she couldn't understand . For now .
"Ahemm , we are still here ." Tim cleared his throat .
"Are you kind of person that into the marriage thing ?" Barbara asked , thrilled to know the answer .
"With the right person , yes . I could see myself being married to someone that I love ." Callie nodded .
"Hopefully that someone is me ." Arizona chewed her salad .
All eyes were on her .
"Well , not like right away let's - get - married . But I really like … her . And I wanted it to last ." Arizona opened her mouth .
And for Callie ? It felt like the blonde was toying with her feeling . She could say anything but once the weekend ended , they would go back to Seattle and be a stranger to each other . Anything Arizona said here wouldn't mean anything at all . Or maybe Arizona shouldn't be a stranger to her ? As a start , they could be friend .
Get your feeling out of this situation , Torres ! This all started because of you and your clumsiness .
She knew once this thing finished , once the debt settled , they would both go back to their own lives . She shouldn't had any feeling for the blonde . She shouldn't fell for the fucked up person that brought home a woman that she knew for only a few weeks and introduced her as her girlfriend to her family that had high expectations to see her in a happy relationship . Callie knew she shouldn't .
"What about kids ? If one day , you and Arizona passed the let's - get - married part , do you want to have a kid with her ?" Barbara suddenly asked a question that Arizona didn't expect her mother would ask on a first meeting with her (fake) girlfriend .
Meanwhile Callie almost choked on her potato when the question suddenly popped out . Wow , Barbara surely took the blonde's relationship with her seriously .
Under the table , Arizona suddenly rested her hand on Callie's thigh . She squeezed the fingers of the other woman as their fingers intertwined . "Mom , that is kind of question that you don't ask on first time meeting your daughter's girlfriend. It is too soon . We haven't reach the C part yet and here you are , talking about F and G ." Arizona could feel that the Latina tensed in her touch .
"I'm just asking . We would like to have another grandkid , you know … Aiden and Joanne …"
"Mom !" Arizona suddenly cut off . "Don't ."
Callie was shocked when the blonde suddenly snapped . Who's Aiden ? Who's Joanne ? Why is Arizona so mad when Barbara talks about them ?
"Arizona , it's been five years since Joanne and Aiden left us . You keep all your feelings in . And I am not even allowed to speak about her . We are not allowed ." Barbara replied back with a firm tone . "I thought you are moving on ."
"That's it ! Enough , mom ." Arizona stood up in anger . "Move on or not move on , no one talks about her ."
Callie froze in her seat . Was Joanne her past girlfriend ? And Aiden ? That names didn't come up in Arizona's file . Who are they ?
Tim suddenly interjected , trying to stop the blonde from leaving the table with his usual way . "Arizona , don't go . I can't finish the food without you ."
"I lost my appetite already !" She yelled from the staircase .
"See , what you have done . You could have wait until after the dinner , couldn't you ?" The Colonel left the table .
Callie was unsure on what to do now . She looked at Barbara and Tim with her confused face .
"She always gets upset whenever anyone in this family talk about her wife and her son ." Barbara shook her head sadly .
Wife ? Son ? Callie quickly excused herself . She needed an answer and she need it now . She climbed the stairs . As she opened the door to Arizona's room . Arizona was lying on the bed , reading a book . Anger was still written all over her face .
"You didn't tell me that you have a wife and a son ."
Instantly , Arizona threw the book across the room . "You didn't tell me that your father owns a lot of hotels , care to explain ?"
"I am not comfortable of sharing that information with people that I don't know much . And wow , how did you find out about that ? You hired a private investigator ?" Callie scoffed .
"I have to know with who I am working with ."
Callie sat at the end of the table . "You asked me to be your fake girlfriend , Arizona . And you didn't even tell me that you are married . That thing is freaking important for me to know . Down there just now , I ended up looking like a stupid person in front of your family ."
"We both have things that we would like to keep it hidden . And guess what ? I am not comfortable sharing it with you either !"
"Where are they now , Arizona ?"
"Owh , so … Just now my mom hasn't reach the part that 'they died five years ago in an accident' ?" Arizona stood up . Her face was emotionless as she let out those heartbreaking words . "My wife and my son are dead . And I don't really like to talk about that . Forgive me if that is an offense ."
Callie was staring at the wounded woman in front of her . She didn't know what to say or what to do to make things alright again . Arizona was upset and it was all because of her . Callie just couldn't stop digging until she got her answer . But God , she didn't expect the answer to be like this one . At first she really thought Arizona and her wife got divorced in a messy way .
Arizona grabbed her house keys and walked out of the room . She needed some air . She needed to escape herself from everyone in this house . Now they all knew about her bitter life , including Callie . Every time when someone new knew about this , she felt like the whole world knew about it too . And she wanted to hide . She knew that after this , Callie would only look at her with a I - am - sorry - that - you - lost - your - family - face .
While dark brown eyes just watched Arizona left , unable to do anything .
When Arizona walked down the stairs , she could hear her parents arguing in the kitchen . She hated it when her parents fought . And she hated it even more to know the reason was all because of her . That was one of the reasons on why she rarely visited her parents .
"So it is my fault when I started to talk about Joanne ?"
"Frankly , it is ." The hoarse voice answered . "We have a special guest , Barbara . Callie certainly doesn't have to see that ."
"I thought by now , she is okay talking about that openly . Because she is dating again ."
Arizona sighed . She slowly got herself out of the house using the front door . She needed to be alone . It was all too much for her . She already had a place ready in her head , where she thought was suitable to cool herself off .
Do not look at me with a sympathetic eyes
like I am barely holding on
I don't want pity
I am more than the weight of suffering that I will continue to carry on
. . .
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1720hrs
Tuesday
13th December 2016
