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Chapter 19 : Sleeping Tiger / The Beast In Me
They say don't pull the tail of a sleeping tiger . And then , there's an old saying that goes "Never wake a sleeping tiger ." which is an anology that means don't create problems that you can't handle . But I believe that if you live your life without pushing some boundaries every once in awhile , you'll never know your full potential .
The elevator ride was awfully quiet . Arizona hadn't said a word to Callie since the dinner . Yes , when they were in the garage just now , Arizona did held the door open for her but she done that with an obvious troubled look on her face . The frown that the blonde had on her face never went away . Even until now . And she knew that Arizona tried to hide it but she was really terrible at hiding her anger and annoyance . Did she feel regretted asking me to come here ? Callie thought to herself .
Callie had tried to think of any possible things she did that pissed Arizona off but she failed to find one . Everything was great , the dinner went really well . What the hell is wrong , then ? Why is she upset ?
Still saying nothing , Arizona took out the plaid blue and white handkerchief out of the pocket of her blazer . She wiped her thumbs on the small cloth before she leaned forward to the elevator fingerprints scanner as she placed her thumb on the device . She slowly slid back the handkerchief inside of her pocket , briefly glancing at Callie while doing so .
"Okay , what did I do that pissed you off ?" Callie finally found the courage to ask . She didn't deserve just a glance from the blonde . "What's wrong now ?"
"Nothing ." A cold respond from Arizona .
"The fact that you have been quiet since after the dinner doesn't look nothing to me ." Callie knew Arizona too well . "There's something going on inside of your head and you are shutting me out ."
Arizona leaned back against the cold metal of the elevator , staring right toward Callie . This woman wasn't going to give up , was she ? Calliope Iphegenia Torres was one of kind . She was madly maddening , she knew how to push , how to dug out things . But one day , the push could gone too far and turned horribly wrong .
"I am so sick of that frown ." Callie shook her head .
"I am not frowning ." Arizona simply replied but still , with the full frowning face .
"This is not funny , Arizona . You are refusing to answer my question ."
"We are not going to do this in an elevator ." Arizona said with a flat voice , arms were crossing against the chest . Her eyes never left the brunette .
"Great ! Because once inside , I am so ready to throw the chairs at you !" Callie replied with a sarcastic comment .
And here they go again . The silence was filling the elevator with both women were now staring at each other .
Ding .
The elevator door opened , revealing the front side of the penthouse . And the first thing Callie could see was the big , crystal shining chandelier hanging on the ceiling . Below it , there was a glass coffee table along with a set of low cut grey sofa . The penthouse was totally an opposite side of her place .
Arizona was still in silence , she walked forward as Callie just followed her into the penthouse . Her eyes traveled around the extremely luxrious penthouse . Although it seemed a little bit lack of furnitures but still , the whole place looked classy with a mixture of classic , judging by the wooden bookshelf at the back of the sofa . Callie was mesmerized with the environment . So this is where she lives . Shining glasses was one of the elements . Things looked so breakable if there was a little kid running around the house . But , there wasn't a kid anymore .
But .. once upon a time , there was a kid ...? Callie wondered as she watched Arizona took off her boots . She just did the same to her heels and that was when the cold marble floor touched her skin , making Callie slightly shivered .
Callie looked around as she walked forward. This place really seemed spacious because of the minimal furnitures and probably because of the fact that Arizona was living alone in this penthouse . It was simple but complete . There was a living room , television , an empty hall that maybe could use some more furniture or decorations , a classic rectangular dining table that fitted ten person at one time and umm , also .. There was the kitchen as they both entered the secluded area .
Arizona didn't bother to turn on the light in the kitchen as she leisurely walked toward the fridge . Taking out a bottle of water , she twisted the cap before gulping down the water as if she was about to start a long conversation with Callie .
Callie waited for a minute but Arizona just took the seat in front of the kitchen island , still keeping her mouth shut .
"Arizona ." Callie sighed .
"Wait ." Arizona immediately respond . She was still trying to find a way to start it all . To start talking about what had been bugging her head . "Just wait . Take a seat ."
Callie did as what she told , staring at Arizona eyes to eyes in the dark . Even in the dark , she still could see the blue eyes of Arizona and it just looked a little miserable .
"I had a great dinner with you , I enjoyed every seconds of it …"
"But .." Callie suddenly cut off . "There's a but . Are you trying to say that this is just as far as it could go ? You are leaving ?"
"Hell , no !" Arizona exclaimed . "Just let me finish , Calliope . I enjoyed every moment that I spent with you tonight but .. I hate this feeling ."
Callie blinked a few times , still waiting for Arizona to continued . And then , there was an awkward silence between of them . Callie wasn't sure if she should just jumped in because the blonde basically told her to shut up .
"I hate the feeling of uncertainty . I like to control things but lately .. I've been helplessly .. falling for you . And I .. I don't know what we are . And not knowing it , is driving me crazy ." Arizona let out a deep breath .
"I'm sorry but I .. I cannot catch what are you trying to say ?" Callie asked carefully ."
"The waiter , he just assumed that you are my girlfriend . He called you 'the girlfriend' just now . Are you ? My girlfriend ?" Arizona asked nervously .
"So .. That is what been bothering you the whole time ?" A laugh slipped out from Callie's mouth .
"I am not making a joke ." Arizona cocked her head to the side . "What are we ?"
"You slept on my bed for these past few weeks and your clothes were at my place , a lot of them , Arizona . We are totally dating each other . Of course , you are my girlfriend !" Callie shook her head , smiling .
"Good ." Arizona took Callie's hand , lacing their fingers together . "Because I secretly stole some of your clothes and brought it here , so …"
"You , what ?" Callie glared at the blonde before they both ended up laughing .
"Phewww , I'm glad we are not fighting anymore ." Arizona put her other hand on her own chest , she felt relief .
"You know that we could avoid all this .." Callie used her index finger to pointed at both of them . "If from the start you just said what had been bothering you ."
"But without all the fighting and yell , our relationship surely would be so boring ." Arizona winked , she pulled Callie as she stood up . "Come , let's go upstairs . I want to show you my room . And I have more selection of movies than you . I will let you decide tonight ."
In the dark , Callie was rolling her eyes . Please , not another movie . Don't get me wrong , movie nights are great but only if they end up with some sex before the sleeping session . Yeah , I will decide .. for both of us to do something different tonight . Callie nodded in determination .
The bathroom was almost three times bigger than hers . Callie walked out from the shower as she moved to the sink , staring at her own face in the mirror . Next to it was the bathtub , so , just in case it was a bathtub day for Arizona .
As soon as Callie tied her bathrobe , she got out from the bathroom . As she opened the door , she was greeted by the sight of Arizona lying on the bed in her navy blue bathrobe , watching the television that was hanging on the wall . Arizona had been showing her around the second floor of the penthouse before she told Callie to go and take a shower .
"I guess , it's my turn to take a bath ." Arizona lazily got up from the bed . "The stolen clothes are inside of the closet . Feel free to check it out ."
Callie turned around , her eyes finally fell at the walk - in closet near the white vanity table . When she turned her head again , Arizona had just disappeared into the bathroom .
Callie rubbed her head . She had an idea . But after a moment , she just thought of how silly of that idea was . She quickly made it vanished from her head . But it wouldn't hurt to try , right ?
Callie walked toward the bathroom , slowly twisting the knob as she entered the bathroom slowly . Arizona was humming as she stood inside of the shower , right under the showerhead . "Do you need any help in there ? I can wash your back ." Callie tiptoed , waiting for a respond from the blonde .
"What ? Wait , Callie . Why are you in here ?" Arizona felt like her safe place was invaded .
Callie opened the door to the shower , her head popped out into the shower . "You need help ?" She smirked when she saw Arizona's wet toned stomach .
Arizona quickly covered her breast , but she forgot to cover her triangle down there which only made the smirk on Callie's face wider .
"Umm , Arizona ? We slept naked last week when you forgot to bring your clean clothes to my place . And on that night , we agreed that the only fairest way was that we both took off our clothes . It's not like that I haven't seen you naked ." It was true . They wore nothing that night but nothing happened . Sure there were a few kisses which led to a few hot accident (or not so accident) touches but that just as far as it went because after that Arizona's phone suddenly rang freaking loudly .
And now , there was no phone to interrupted them here .
"Yea , but it was dark at that time and we were both covered by a blanket ." Arizona awkwardly replied .
"So , you are shy now ? Just turn around , if you are really that embarrass ." Callie said . "I am coming in ."
"Callie , just .. no ." Arizona's voice was shaking as she already felt a warm hands gently touched her shoulder .
"You don't strike me as a shy person ." Callie leaned in , whispering inside of the blonde's ear . Her warm breath was clearly tickling Arizona .
"What are you doing , Calliope ? Your clothes will get wet ." Arizona tried to hide the excitement that had started to build inside of her body . Is Callie trying to seduces her ? Really ? Like really ?
"That's not a problem , I could be naked ." With the shower still running slowly , Callie left a trail of hot kisses behind Arizona's ear , on her neck before it stopped right at the shoulder . "You don't know .. if I am naked . Why would you know ? You are too prude ."
"No , you did not just called me a prude ." Arizona tried to turn around but Callie's grip on her wrists was making her body immovable as the brunette moved forward , pinning her against the cold wall . Almost instantly , Arizona's eyes went wide as she felt bare skins touched against her drenching wet bottom . Callie are NAKED !
"You are naked ." Arizona stated as she found herself lost in the deep sensation of the kisses that Callie had placed on her shoulder blades .
"And horny ." Callie teased .
"Fuck ." Arizona just needed that two words as her body went into a full regaining control . She turned around and pushed Callie toward the other side of the wall . Arizona's sudden move seemed to be a surprise for Callie as she just realized that she had lost the control when her body hit the cold wall , not a soft one but quite a rough hit against the wall but still , she was only aroused by Arizona's aggressiveness .
Wet bodies collided together , Arizona's lips quickly found the plump red lips , the only lips that could drove her crazy with the tease . Clashing their mouths together , Arizona didn't wait long to finally devoured the plump lips as she explored Callie's mouth with her tongue . Arizona just let go as she forgot everything , forgot what she had been trying to avoid . As she focused on what was in front of her , the sounds of Callie moaning .
Both of her hands were pinning Callie's wrists against the wall , just on top of the brunette's head . Finally securing both tanned wrists with only one hand , she broke the kiss . As she move a little bit backward , watching her helpless girlfriend . The brown eyes were nowhere to be found as it were closed now . No , she didn't start this . Callie did , and she was going to get in what Arizona noticed , something that she had been craving for since the past few weeks . Arizona wasn't dumb , she noticed it all .
But after five years of living alone , with no sex at all during those year , it would surely be a little weird . She didn't put a restrain to herself from having sex but she just couldn't find someone that could attract her in that kind of way . And the reason that Arizona had been avoiding any sexual contact from Callie wasn't because she didn't feel it with her girlfriend but more to protecting her . Protecting her from a bad sex . Arizona was quite afraid that it might be suck for Callie as she may not be on top of her performance .
But tonight , tough , Callie was going to get it all . No matter how bad it would turned out , Arizona wasn't going to wait until she was really ready . As she might as well not doing it if she waited too long . And then Callie would become a frustrated girlfriend .
Callie finally opened her eyes as she felt the grip on her wrists were becoming weak . Upon opening her eyes , the only thing that she could see in Arizona's eyes were confusion . "Honey …?"
"I haven't done this for five years already ." Arizona looked deep into the brown eyes as her breathing became heavy , nervous .
"Done what ?" Callie managed to ask in between the sensational feeling that still hadn't gone .
"Sex ."
"Oh , darling . You are so cute ." Callie chuckled . But behind all of that chuckles , she felt surprised . Arizona didn't have sex for that long ? "Let it come naturally ."
Not wanting Callie to laughed at her insecurities on what she felt about sex , the possibility of a bad sex they just about to had , to be specific … Arizona decided to just keep it to herself . She just simply leaned in , giving a full kiss on Callie's lips again . The kissing , touching and biting were sending an earthquake straight to Callie's already wet centre . Bronzed skin was slightly trembling as Arizona explored her upper body with her mouth while her hand slowly palming the left breast until she felt it hardened against her palm . She pinched the nipple using her index finger and thumb while her mouth sucked on the collarbone , hard . Traveling down , her mouth captured the still untouched right nipple .
Callie was completely lost in the bliss , eyes were closing the whole time , it all just felt good . But as if that wasn't enough , Arizona suddenly wrapped her mouth around Callie's nipple , causing the brunette to whimpered in pleasure .
Arizona changed her action between licking and biting before she soothed the slight pain down with a long suck , turning it into a pleasure .
"Ooo ... ooh . Damn , Arizona . Suck .. me . Yes ..." Callie could only moaned between the words that she tried to form into a sentence .
Arizona did the same thing to the left nipple , torturing it while her fingers traveled down toward Callie's wet centre . "Holy crap ." She whispered into Callie's ear , letting go one of her girlfriend's hand only to grabbed it by the wrist . She gently placed the tanned hand near the wet fold .
"Feel yourself ." Arizona instructed with a firm voice .
Callie's index finger entered the slick fold as she coated her finger with her own juice . The finger slightly moved and the next thing that Arizona could hear was a sound of moan escaping from the brunette's lips .
Arizona had to laugh as she saw the greedy caresses made by the Latina . She was too eager , wasn't she ? Grabbing Callie's wrist again , she took the juice coated finger up in front of her face as she inspected at it with a lust . "Is this for me ?" Arizona asked before she sucked the finger slowly , torturing Callie with her action .
"You didn't answer me . Is this all for me ?" Arizona asked as her other hand was slyly ready to made a contact with the wet core . Finger entered , Callie quickly moaned . "Answer me , Callie . I demand an answer from you ."
"Oh , yesss .. Fuck .. It's all for you , Arizona . Fuck me , fuck me hard . God .." Callie panted as she felt the roaming finger was leisurely rubbing her clit . "Please .."
Deciding to tease her girlfriend a bit , Arizona smirked before she spoke . "Please what ? I need you to be more specific 'cause I haven't done this in years ."
"Please enter me .. With your finger . Fuck me ." Callie begged in between her breaths .
"Finger or fingers ? One or two ? Three ?" Arizona raised her eyebrows .
"It… it's up to you . Y-you can take me .. any just .. any way you want ." Callie once again moaned as she felt Arizona's teeth grazed against her nipple . Her hand was rubbing on Arizona's wet hair . "Fuck ."
Arizona smirked as she slowly entered Callie's centre with her middle finger . To no shocked , she was granted an easy access with the wetness coating around her finger . Callie could only squirmed against the pale body , while her centre adjusted to the moving digit .
Arizona's finger seemed not to had any problem moving inside and out of the wet centre and that was when Arizona decided to add another finger to the play while her mouth captured Callie's as her tongue began to explore Callie's mouth .
"Oh .. fuck .. Goddamnit .." Callie moaned in between the kiss .
"You want this so badly that you have been subtly asking it for weeks . So , I am going to give it to you now . I am going to fuck you like you have never been before ." With that , Arizona slided her fingers deeper but slowly before sliding it out and then proceeding the same action again in a steady rhythm .
"Fuck .. fuck .. me ." The Latina moaned as she felt the penetration had started to became faster and deep as she met it halfway , moving her hips forward while she groaned in pleasure .
"What were you thinking earlier , trying to seduced me ?" Arizona licked the earlobe as she whispered while her fingers still fucking her girlfriend hard . "Look at the beast you have just woken up ."
But Callie was already lost with her own world of pure pleasure .
Arizona continued with her thrust , harder and deeper . Each thrust was sending the brunette closer to the orgasm that she had been craving for weeks now . Arizona added the third fingers which made Callie's breathes more erratically . She was closer , Arizona could sense it as she rubbed Callie's throbbing clit using her thumb .
"Come for me , Calliope ." Arizona whispered as her fingers were pistoning in and out of the juicy centre before she buried her mouth on the brunette's neck .
Callie clung to Arizona's body , holding for her dear life to what she could said , the best orgasm she was about to had . "I .. I'm cummming . Fuck , me .."
"Oh god , I'm … coming .. Arizona !" Callied screamed as she ran her fingers on Arizona's shoulder blade , her fingernails dug into the skin of her lover . That would probably left a few scratches , love making scratches .
Arizona hissed , feeling the pain against the skin . "So , just come . Come for me , baby ."
A few thrusts and that was enough to brought Callie to the edge as she moved her hips forward to met the fingers for one last time , she continued to moan when she felt Arizona's teeth grazing against the skin on her neck and she knew that would probably leave a mark too , but she just too tired to care about it right now .
Her knees felt really weak and the only thing that was holding her from falling was Arizona's strong arms .
Woahh .. Callie was still trying to recovered herself from the powerful orgasm . So this is what sex with Arizona feels like . Earth shattering ! She opened her eyes only to found the blue eyes were already staring at her .
"Let's take it to the bed ." It wasn't a suggestion from Arizona but an order .
The night was still young . Callie and Arizona knew that none of them would be leaving the bedroom tonight . As the beast had just woke up .
There is a savage beast in every man , and when you hand that man a sword or spear and send him forth to war , the beast stirs .
p/s : I am not a smut writer . Any awkwardness , my apologies .
So , yeah . We talked again yesterday , flirted around while our friends still hoping that we will , one day get back together . Oh , how I wish life is just as easy as what they hope for us . M , you know why they really want to see us together again ? Because you are my moral compass . And without you , I am just a lost and a miserable kid . They could see that . You bring out the best in me but sometimes when things get rough , you bring out the worse out of me .
Just like when you said you were leaving ..
Friday
March 17th 2017
0045hrs
