It was their day four in Bali . Yesterday , they had spent their time together at Tanah Lot despite the old folk tale of Tanah Lot being the strongest place in Bali for the princess's curse . The couple seemed to dismiss the idea of the curse and both had agreed if they did break up , the curse wasn't the problem , but it were theirs .

But what would you think ? Do you think that the curse is believable ? Does the curse something worth not to be cross with ?

Well , Callie certainly didn't believe in it especially yesterday as she was just leisurely took a photo of her lazily resting her head on Arizona's shoulder with the background of the sunset . She even asked another visitor to took their pictures . And the photo of them staring at the sunset with Arizona's hand lingered around her body and her head resting on the blonde's shoulder was definitely pure gold . It was her favourite and definitely would be the one she would put in their bedroom next to their candid photo in helicopter where Arizona took her to the surprise birthday party .

Yep , Arizona had asked the pilot to snap a photo while they were busy staring at each other . Arizona had the most sincere smile in the photo while Callie looked totally overwhelm , overwhelmed with the happiness .

"Anyone needs a beer ?" Arizona asked as she handed down the bottle to Callie who was staring at the direction of the sea . She knew Callie's answer but she just asked it anyway , just to introduced her presence because she saw Callie's mind had drifted away somewhere and it made her wonder .. Just what was playing in the beautiful mind of the beautiful soul …

"Thank you ." Callie said as she downed the beer . She looked up , the day had started to get dark and the sun would soon leave them .

And it was now Arizona's turn to stared at the water . As the time moved , the countdown was getting near . Her hand felt shaky , so she gripped on the bottle even tighter . Arizona was agitated and in a bit of edgy but edgy … wasn't that what she was before this ?

"A little quiet over there ?" Callie set her eyes on her girlfriend .

"I'm savouring the moment with my loved one . And this is definitely not something I always do in Seattle ." Arizona found the tanned hand as they held onto each others . "Forgot just how much I love the oceans and sunsets . I'm grateful that those were two of many things the nature have ."

"And I'm deeply thankful you exist in my world ." Arizona looked to the woman next to her . In a few hours , she would kneel in front of this woman and ask her the question she had asked before to different woman , her late wife to be exact . And the feels , sure , she had done this before but now she knew , it was just as tough as the first one or in Arizona's head , it was even tougher .

"I'm just as glad as you are , Arizona ." Callie squeezed the pale hand . "I love you very …"

And there was a weird sound coming out of nowhere between the couple . The sound , it sounded like someone …

Arizona's eyebrows was wrinkling . "Wasn't that the sound .."

"It was my stomach . I'm sorry , I guessed I'm hungry already ."

Arizona immediately let out a sniffled laugh . It was funny to her . They were watching the sunset like other lovebirds did and the sound from Callie's stomach came in between them .

"Again , sorry . You are such a killer for a romantic mood ." Callie mumbled down to her stomach .

"Don't be sorry ." Arizona's laughter slowly subsided . "That stomach might be carrying my child one day ." And just like that , Arizona dropped a joke . It wasn't intentional to give a hint to Callie of what the question the brunette would have to answer at the dinner later but it just slipped out from Arizona's mouth . Arizona wanted to said that it was a joke , to cover up her ass but honestly , Callie carrying her child wasn't a joke . She would want a kid with Callie , one day . Kids were greats and cutes and Arizona already vowed to herself if she ever be a mother again , she would be a better mother this time .

And Callie just looked at Arizona with questions and the blonde looked calm after the remark she just made , so Callie figured it was just a casual joke from Arizona . It didn't mean anything , right ? Callie decided not to look deeper into it . But those questions , it didn't just go away like that … Maybe Arizona was only saying a kid was a possibility in their lives if their relationship's progress deeper in a few more years . The brunette just had no idea that tonight would move their relationship in a good whole new level and that there would be a question to be answered by her tonight .

Before the situation had started to get awkward , Arizona changed the topic . "Did you enjoy our modest dinner last night ?" Arizona asked , she had been meaning to ask this question . They had a small stalls dinner at the night market yesterday and Arizona had surely impressed Callie with an expensive dinner nights before this and it had her wonder if the brunette was comfortable with cheap dinner night like last night .

"Please , it wasn't modest dinner . I ate a lot of food at two different warongs last night ." Callie let out a small laugh . "I want to go there again . The satay was so delicious and the beef balls of the bakso was amazing ."

Bakso , it was served in a bowl of soup and oftenly eaten with noodles or rice vermicelli . Well , for me ... I love it with vermicelli . Callie ate it for the first time yesterday and she immediately fell in love with the popular street food of Indonesia . When they left Bali , Callie would surely miss the taste of it .

"Talking about it makes me even hungrier , if that even a word ." Callie's eyes fell on Arizona . "So what's for dinner today ?"

"We will have seafoods date tonight ." Arizona easily answered as her eyes pointed to a nearby restaurant . "It will be a dinner by the water and you will get some sands stick to your ankles ."

Clearly Arizona had planned everything nicely and all Callie needed to do was sit back to wherever Arizona would be taking her . That was one of many things Callie loved about taking a short vacation with Arizona — the blonde well organized trait . To be honest , Callie would never leave United States if she didn't have a companion like Arizona .

Without realizing it , Callie had started to stare at the woman next to her as she began to compare herself with Arizona . There were so many differences in both of them but somehow the differences made them fit each other perfectly . Callie's messy and clumsy traits were balanced with Arizona's well organized attitude . And a disaster didn't happen between of them , well at first it was .. It was amazing when you thought about that , right ?

Dinner Night

For the dinner , Callie opted for a maroon dress that showed off her cleavage . The dress fell perfectly just below her knees while Arizona just being Arizona , wearing a casual attire , a blue jeans and a cream colored blouse . Arizona but only in her mind , she wanted so badly to join dresses club of Callie but thinking that she would probably got down on her knee tonight (only if she didn't chicken out) , she quickly canceled that idea .

At first , Arizona was thinking of doing it at the dinner in the cave . Yep , that such place exist . In Bali . Adhi suggested it earlier after learning the fact that Arizona was planning a secret marriage proposal for Callie . That young man had been supportive and helpful throughout their vacation and maybe that made Arizona felt comfortable that she accidentally slipped out her plan to the young man . But , luck just wasn't on her side . The reservation for romantic candle light dinner in a cave was fully book until next week and Arizona wasn't going to wait no more .

'Cause the longer she waited , the more restless she would feel .

"I'm overdressed , don't you think so ?" Callie asked as Arizona ate her dinner in silence . The blonde basically kept her mouth shut for almost the entire dinner . Callie just didn't know that below the silence , there was a million of things the blonde was thinking .

"No , you are perfect just the way you are honey ." Arizona smiled , showing her signature dimples .

Their table was secluded from everyone else on the beach and Arizona certainly had her own purpose . But the soft sound from the nearby sax player that was entertaining the visitors of the romantic restaurant could still be heard from their table . Careless Whisper was been played as Arizona and Callie enjoyed their dinner .

Wiping the corner of her mouth a little , Arizona's hand traveled down to the pocket of her jeans as she took out the small black box that she had been carrying around for a month now . She carefully opened the box , trying not to get noticed by Callie .

The ring was there , Callie was almost finish with her desert , the sound of the ocean wave hitting the sandy beach was perfect and Arizona looked up to the sky that was lit up tonight because of the stars . And she knew this was it . This was the time . The right time and her life would change forever after the question she would ask in a few seconds .

The blonde was ready .

The ring was covered in her fist as Arizona suddenly stood up . Callie looked up from her seat as Arizona rounded their table slowly . The blonde then took the puzzled brunette by the hand .

But just before Arizona could open her mouth and got down on her knee , her phone suddenly rang .

In her brain , Arizona cursed to herself . She forgot the most important step of doing this was to make sure that no one would disturb them and that meant turning her phone off . Arizona stared sharply at her cellphone located on the table and she silently decided ... the person that was calling her better had something important to say or he would be dead .

"Arizona , are you going to answer your phone ?" Callie asked in a confused voice , killing Arizona away from her thoughts .

"Yeah , I guess ..." Arizona nodded her head , just when she finally had found the courage to do this … "Stupid phone , should have thrown it away under the sea ." Arizona mumbled under her breath .

"What do you want ?" Arizona answered , couldn't care less who was the caller and just went straight to the point .

The cold voice spoke in which made Callie almost choked on the water she just sipped . Her eyebrows were raised as she watched Arizona's facial expression quickly change .

"He did WHAT ?" Screaming , blue eyes were bulging wide in shock .

ME : I think we all know what he did ? Didn't we ?

But firstly , I would like to apologize if there is any problem with this chapter method of lining or whatever . Because I update this chapter only by my phone and not by computer (which I usually did) . But I will definitely recheck this chapter via web once I get my hands on a computer .

Warning : Rambles down there

ME : As for my personal life , I just got a new boss of Special Project Program (small sigh) . She's very aggressive , edgy and demanding . Quite fussy too and she clearly stated that her eyes are on me (especially) since I just got promoted a month ago. She just wants to know why I got promoted . And I was like , 'I might got demoted or ask to be demoted as this woman scares me !' (crying while laughing emoji) . I'm a little anxious about it but I know that at the end of the day , she just wants to push me and my team toward success . But yeah ... She is just so .. aggressive . Very demanding .

As for other thing in my life .. Me and my ex argued again when all I wanted to do with her was to talk it out loud like two grown adults . It started with her interrogation session on me after seeing my post of staying with a friend out until early in the morning . And when she asked me 'who am I seeing right now or if I was gonna introduce that someone to her' , I avoided myself from giving a reaction as I feel like it wasn't any of her business anymore and I am uncomfortable discussing it with her but maybe it's my bad or my fault too .. I guess , for posting it on social media at the first place . And then she started to being sulky and said that I was being harsh just because she asked that personal question and me ? What did I do ? I refused to entertain her victim - card style of trying to make me feel bad about it and be sorry for being harsh . I mean .. maybe I was being harsh to her but people did that . People fuck up other people and when that other people got hurt , you gotta understand why she was being harsh or cold toward you . So , maybe I was cold .. maybe my reaction was normal .. I don't know . I think that is the last straw I had for her , I wish her all the best for her life . Maybe life has destined for both of us to go our own separate ways . Maybe we shouldn't be contacting each other even if it's just a friend asking a question like ... 'how is it going for you' .

So , I blocked her from my social media to avoid any butthurt happens again between us . And my phone rightone is right (we don't talk anymore has been my ringtone since last year , I know it's old song and I need to get it changed lol) , Charlie Puth is right .. We Don't Talk Anymore , or shouldn't be talking anymore .

So , few days ago I think I finally took another step of letting myself go from reminiscing all of memories between me and her as I changed my sad cover photos on facebook . It was a sad photo from a video clip of a song that I used to play to get through the break up . It was my favourite song . And instead , I put up a photo of JCap in her blue white flannel , smiling into the sky with her beautiful blue eyes and her dimple mode is slightly on (I think you know which photo of her is this one haha lol xD)

That woman is just beautiful and as a result , I am smiling everytime I open my FB : )

Thank you for reading my rambling : )

I only have three hours to sleep before waking up to go to work .. So , Goodnight all .

Until next time : )

And oh , before I forgot .. To all Malaysian .. Happy Election Day and Happy Voting . Go out and vote , okay ? I have to wait another five years (my registration is still in process , last time I checked)

Wednesday

9th May 2018

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