To that one comment (max123) : How come you only commented on the story only when you found it inconvenience for you to read ? (you have commented twice , I noticed .. both because of the same thing) . Where were you when I gave a nice long chapters ? This is one of the thing in fanfiction that makes the authors find it a turn off to update their stories and eventually left their story incomplete . — Because of the lack of positive comments and people like you only commenting when a story is bad for you to read . Or when you found the author's note is too long , you get annoyed that you forgot about other long chapters the writer have written for you .

Honestly , I am not born to impress anyone . I hope you know that : ) You may say what you want but this is my story . And for this chapter , it's 4 thousands of words for the story itself .. The other hundred something is my crap words .. Just so you know . And , don't mistake me by cannot take any critics .. I can take it but your words sound rude , dude . To the other reviewer that asks me for long chapter , I will try to do that in upcoming chapters .

See , I can take critics and suggestions .. Only if it been said nicely and not rude .


0515hrs

Arizona woke up from her sleep abruptly in shocked when she heard the sirens of the house alarm . The first thing that she tried to find in the dark was the person next to her . Even in the dark , Arizona could see the mix expressions of confusion and frighten on her girlfriend's face .

"We are okay ." Arizona stated , pulling Callie into her hug . Callie just nodded into the hug . Okay ? She wasn't sure about that herself . She just blurted that out to calm Callie down or possibly trying to calm herself down too . She never had her house alarm went off before this . Not even a false alarm ever happened before this .

Exactly a few seconds after that , the blonde's phone rang . Everything was going off at once that you could only imagine the situation of how noisy the room right now . With her other hand still wrapped Callie's body , the other one quickly reached out for the phone that was placed on the nightstand . It was the security from the alarm company . "Yes , I am her . I don't know what the fuck is happening , I just woke up . Just make it stops before it blows out my ear drums ."

"Are you sure ?" The person on the other line asked .

"Very sure !" Arizona screamed into the phone .

"Alright maam , the police is on their way . If you are in your bedroom , please make sure the door is locked . Stay there until the police arrive ."

After she finished giving her alarm password , the sirens quickly stopped . The sound of silence .. The darkness in the room ... Some said that the blind who have lived in the dark for years had their other sense heightened due to the factor that they've had to learn how to remain focused . The ears were the eyes for them to acknowledge their surrounding . But maybe that was for the blind , right ? Otherwise both Arizona and Callie would have noticed the unwelcomed visitor who was standing behind the curtain of the sliding door in their bedroom .

"Can you turn on the light ?" Callie asked as the sound of silence had started to creep her out .

While the other hand still holding the brunette's hand , Arizona reached out for the table lamp to switch it on but nothing happened even after she clicked the switch . "I think we are out of electricity ." Arizona climbed out of the bed and carefully walked over to the sliding door .

The intruder held his or her breath for a few crucial seconds . There was a gun in standby in the intruder's hand . The gun that had been stolen from the office and it was Arizona's . You could only guess the gender of the villain , could you ? I would like to keep that as a secret ... Whoever the intruder was , the person definitely had planned this idea for weeks . The intruder knew that there wouldn't be any chance for him or her to pass the lobby if she or he had brought a gun . The security in the building was tight . No gun was allowed unless you are permitted to it . The person had clearly mastered the technique of holding the breath and it was crucial for the intruder to made no movement at all as if Arizona got the correct curtain , she would see the person hiding behind it .

Arizona pulled the curtain , revealing a glass door and definitely the wrong curtain .. She could see the lights from the other nearby buildings which meant , their house or perhaps the building was the only one that lost the electricity . "Other buildings have lights . I will check with my security team ."

Arizona walked balk to her bed , managed to grab her phone as she speed dialling George's number . "George , why am I still in the dark ?" The blonde wasted no time as she quickly asked .

"It is on purpose . We are currently searching the house and on the way to the second floor . You are in your room , right ? I will send one guy over there ." George explained into the earpiece . He had one hand holding a gun and another holiding a pen light and he just entered the kitchen . The electricity was out for a purpose as his whole team were properly trained to move around the penthouse in the dark . Moving around the house in the dark wasn't an easier task and that was George's way to gave the intruder a hard time finding his way out or harming the residents in the house .

"Is this really a break in or did the alarm went off because of an internal error ?"

"I couldn't identify it yet but my team is taking a precaution . Just stay in the room ." George already had his foot on the second floor as he spoke .

Arizona hung up the phone as she looked to the person next to her . "We are gonna be fine . The security team is here ."

"I don't like the darkness , Arizona ." Callie said after a few minutes of silence between the two of them , her voice was in distress . She was clearly uncomfortable .

And it broke Arizona's heart to know that Callie didn't feel safe even with her next to the brunette . Arizona gave a mental note to herself to waited for a few minutes more but her patience was running thin . As thin as an onion ...

"What's taking them so long ... Fuck it , I'm gonna go check where are they ." Arizona let go of Callie's hand as she stood up , walking toward the door .

"Arizona , where are you going ? It could be dangerous outside ..." Callie said . Little did she know that it was more dangerous on the inside .

"I will be just in front of the door . You stay here ." Arizona replied , unlocking the door as she left the room , leaving her girlfriend with the intruder .

And the intruder kept the ears opened . The person heard everything and it was an open door to the intruder on whether to made this opportunity as an escape plan or to go on with the mission .. What was the intruder's real intention of breaking into the penthouse ?

The intruder took a peek at the brunette . Callie was the target and the mission was to kidnap the Latina . He or she could finish it all right now with Arizona just left the bedroom but if the intruder did that , he or she wouldn't have a very slim chance to run away and even maybe could get caught with the professional security team that Arizona had hired . "Another time .." The voice whispered in the dark .

And as if Callie could hear the whisper , her eyes traveled down the curtains that were covering the sliding door ...


At the end of the hallway , Arizona turned left as she slowly walked into the living room on the second floor . And that was when she bumped into one of the member of her security team .

"I found him !" Tommy screamed , he was so ready to pull the trigger of his gun but that was when he heard a loud voice coming from his back .

"Hold your fire , you son of a bitch ! And use your fucking pen light , will ya ? That's Miss Robbins ." George shouted as he slapped away the gun that Tommy currently aimed at Arizona . "You almost shoot her , you idiot !"

Meanwhile , Arizona just froze her position . It was a close call , she could feel that her heart had stopped for a few seconds with what just happened .

"Turn the lights back on ." George ordered into his earpiece and few seconds after that , the house quickly had its electricity . "I'm sorry , Arizona . That is exactly why I asked you to stay in your room ."

"ARIZONAAAAA !" A voice screamed . The voice that Arizona knew so well that it made her ran as quick as she could to her bedroom door . Her action was quickly followed by a few men , including George .

"Callie ... Callie .." Arizona called out as she entered the room . Callie was standing near to the wall that was far away from the curtains , her hand was pointing at the sliding door . Arizona looked to the sliding door before her eyes landed on the Latina again . "Calliope , what happened ? Talk to me ."

"Someone is in here ! I saw someone just now . Behind the curtains ." Callie pointed her index finger toward the sliding door . The curtains were moving slowly as the wind blew it in .

"GO !" George barked at his men . There were five men and all of them had guns in their hands .

"Clear !" Two men shouted in unison as they both pulled the curtain at the same time . There was nothing behind the curtains , only a half open sliding door was there . One of the men went outside as he checked the balcony , it was also clear .

"Maybe I was scared and started to imagine things .." Callie sighed as she let Arizona's strong arms held her up . The brunette melted into the hug . The hug that was now offering her safety and security .

"She weren't imagining things . I didn't open the sliding door . Neither one of us did ." Arizona said , still had her protective arm around Callie's body .

"Someone was in the house . Someone that didn't belong here ...?" Callie looked up to Arizona .

"Did you see the face ? Was it a man ?" George asked the Latina . The small information like that was quite important for him .

"I don't know .. I was .. panicking . I couldn't remember a thing or the gender . I'm such a useless person .'"

"Hey , don't say that ." Arizona shooked her head .

"Yeah , don't blame yourself ... After all , you were in shocked ." George agreed .

"Is the office all cleared ?" George talked in the earpiece with his other man . "Great , I'm sending them over there ."

"Arizona , your office has been cleared by my team and we aren't going to take any chances . We will have to do a full searching in the house to clears it from any dangerous or unwanted visitor . It's safer for you both to be in the officeroom for now ." George explained to his employer .


For five o clock early in the morning , the people in the house certainly had the freshest eyes on standby as they began their searching session all around the penthouse .

Arizona nodded as she took Callie's hand . Poor Callie , she was still in shocked .. Her face was quite pale in color .

"Can I have a bottle of water for my girlfriend ?" Arizona told one of the men that was guarding the door of her officeroom .

"Of course , wait a minute . I will go get it , Miss Robbins ." One of the man answered .

"Hey , how are you feeling ?" Arizona tried to start a conversation with the unusual quiet Callie .

"Never had someone broke into my house before ."

"Me neither . I guess that was first for us ..?"

"But you didn't panic . Almost like you were ready for this kind of situation .." Callie looked at her girlfriend .

"I am ready , you could assume that . And maybe after this , you have to be ready for that too ." Arizona replied .

"After this ? I ain't praying for another break in to happens again anytime soon . This isn't going to be a routine , right ?" Callie said . "I don't know what stupid person broke into the highest house in the building . I meant , other houses on the lower floors probably have their own safeboxes . And luxury paintings like the one in the house of fifth floor down than us ." Callie was referring to the house that held an annual gala just a few weeks ago , the owner was a couple and they had show off quite a number of their expensively rare paintings during the gala night . "They can take that expensive painting ."

"I don't know . Maybe they are not interested in painting ." Arizona shrugged . She stood up and rounded her work desk and that was when the blonde noticed something that wasn't right or in place .

The last drawer of her work desk was left opened . And the thing she had kept in the locked drawer was missing . "Get George here !" She shouted at the men near the doorway . "Right now !"

Brown eyes widened as Callie just watched Arizona who was now impatiently yelling , asking for George .

And George appeared into the room as quick as he could .

"My gun is missing ." Arizona said , rubbing the back of her neck nervously .

"WHAT ?" Two different voices said in unison . Male and female voices .

"That means the intruder was in here to grabbed the gun even before the alarm went off and he managed to sneak past into the house without the alarm went off . And he might had make a tiny wrong step that suddenly made the alarm rang ." George rubbed his forehead . Just who they were fighting against with , cause' this person looks like a professional .

Callie got off from the sofa as she quickly made her way toward the blonde . "Why did you keep a gun in your drawer ? Well , wait , wait .. Let's reverse back . You never told me that you owned a gun , why did you own a freaking gun , Arizona ?" Callie asked , she was clearly upset , you may say that .

"I had it with me for more than a month already , Calliope . I am a businesswoman , I needed one for safety reason of course ." Arizona said in defensive voice .

"And you kept it in the drawer ! The drawer of the desk that we .. had defiled together .." Callie rubbed her temple . "Was it even already there when we had ... sex ... on it ?" The word sex was the only word she spoke in low voice .

But to think that George didn't hear it by accident was of course an absurd idea . The man heard it and he quickly cleared his throat , excusing himself from the heated situation that was about to occured .

"Yes , it was already there ." Arizona replied slowly as she sighed .

"It could explode !" Callie said in a high pitch voice . She wasn't a big fan of firearms , apparently . You could see it in the way she reacted to this big news of Arizona owning a firearm .

Arizona laughed but not for a long time as she had to stiffle her laugh when Callie glared at her . Callie obviously knew nothing about a gun care . It was only a gun not a hand grenade or bomb . She learnt how to shoot from Tim and her father ever since she was only thirteen years old . "It was a semi automatic hand gun . A Glock 19 . It wasn't a shotgun and it wasn't as sensitive as a shotgun that always explodes when you don't use it for a very long time ."

"But there might be a small chance that it could actually malfunction and explodes , am I right ?"

"Very rare ." Arizona shot back . "And it's gone now . You don't have to worry about it ."

"Yes , I am very thankful that it's gone but you have a big problem , Arizona . You have to file a stolen firearm report to the authority . The gun is yours , it was registered under your name ."

"The police will be here in any minute , I will surely mention this matter to them ." Arizona replied calmly .

"You don't understand a thing regarding this matter , Arizona ." Callie shook her head . "You take this lightly like it is a small matter to you . You didn't even ask my opinion about having a handgun in our house . I know that technically this isn't my house but as your partner .."

"Whoa , let me stop you there . This is your house too ." Arizona firmly stated to her girlfriend .

"Really ?" Callie replied , it sounded almost like a mock .

"I know how to handle a gun , all of the men in my family have one ... If that's the reason you are making a big deal out of this matter ."

"It's not about a matter of your knowledge of handling the gun . It's the matter of my opinion on not supporting violence ."

"You think that I support violence ? Calliope ! It's for self defense !"

"Self defense from who ? I don't think that we are in any kind of danger right now . We don't need one ." Callie's eyes met Arizona as she continued . "I disdain firearms and I don't believe in owning one for self defense . Don't get it wrong , I respect our soldiers who carry the guns and rifles in the battlefields but let's just leave it to them ."

"Why are we even fighting about something that already been stolen ?" Arizona shook her head as she couldn't understand none of it at all . In her mind , Callie was making a big deal about something that wasn't there anymore .

"Because if I don't press this issue now , I know that you will buy another one . Arizona , I stand still on my opinion that a civilian shouldn't ever bear arms . I can't live in a house knowingly there's a gun somewhere hidden in the closet or a drawer or in the kitchen . I .. I am deadly serious about this . It's not a joke ."

Arizona bit the inside of her cheeks , trying so hard to remained calm as she slowly digested Callie's opinion that deep down she knew she just had to respect it .

"For the reason that I don't know , the number of men in the security team around us has been highly increased . You think that I didn't notice it ? I know that you have men watching every moves that we made while we were in Bali . And I can accept the fact that they all carry guns but not you , Arizona ."

Arizona was stunted as she heard Callie's words . She dumbly thought her girlfriend didn't notice the bodyguards in Bali .

"Is there anything serious going on , honey ? I mean , with your business .. Is there any business rivalry that has threat you in any kind of way ? Why did we suddenly need a team of professional security ?" To think that Callie didn't know nothing was stupid . She actually knew a lot of things and the brunette kept it to herself until she finally brought it up on a very perfect time , like right now .

Arizona closed her eyes as she took a seat on the large sofa . In her head , she was debating on whether to tell Callie about the anonymous threat that has caused the seemingly to be accident months ago . But how did she explain it ? She didn't even know the people behind it yet and she was as sure as hell didn't want Callie to had anything to worry about . But to lie to her girlfriend and said that it was all alright ? That was something that she wouldn't do . A lie , one of main things that possibly could ruin the foundation of ones relationship . Even the strongest relationship .

Sure , it seemed like Arizona already lied by not telling Callie about this at the first place but the brunette never asked something like this before .. So technically , Arizona wasn't lying . Callie just never asked ! That was what it seemed to look like to Arizona . But would Arizona come clean if Callie asked ?

What do you think ?

"Yes , I have received a business threat ." Arizona said , figured that she would use business rivalries as the reason . Whether it was business or personal , Arizona and George's team couldn't quite figure it out yet .."I know someday this will happens because of my job , Calliope . But the thing that I am afraid , if the threat starts to go after the person that I love so much . And somebody's hurting you is what I am very afraid of . I setup a team of security all because of you . And the gun , it was for me to protect you from any harm ." Arizona finally admitted the truth . The truth that she had change here and there a bit . And she had polish it to sounded less harmful or dangerous . "But you don't have to worry about it . I am handling it ."

Callie gasped as the revelation came out . "Has this threat been going on for a while ? Did you lodge a police report already regarding this ?"

"Quite a while .. And no , I don't want involve the police because if I make a report , this will certainly going all over the news . My family doesn't need the worry and pressure ." And after that , that was when Arizona chose to hid the truth or you could call it a lie . "The threat hasn't been serious so far until tonight . But we don't even know for sure if tonight break in had anything to do with the threat I received ."

Oh boy , if only Callie knew that the car accident Arizona had months ago was actually an attempted murder .. She wouldn't be as calm as right now ..

Callie took the seat next to Arizona as looked deep into Arizona's eyes . Her heart sank a little . "All of this .. Why didn't you tell me ?"

"I was raised by my father to be a protector , Callie . A peds doctor to protect and safe the unlucky child , that was how my father used to look at me . And now I have you . I gotta protect you from anything even from the feeling of fear , I never want you to feel that ." Arizona stopped for a while as she suddenly felt the lack of air in the room . Her eyes were looking so sullen , her voice started to crack and she continued her words . "I have failed my late wife and Aiden . I would be damned if I couldn't protect you . I wouldn't survive this time , Calliope . I swear , I would go crazy if anything happens to you ."

"Arizona .." Callie's voice sounded like heaven as she uttered her girlfriend's name . Tanned hand slowly squeezed the pale hand and the Latina pulled the blonde into a hug . "You would never be crazy because we are going to be alright ."

Arizona took a deep breath , trying to regained composure as the bitter memories suddenly hit her . She cleared her throat , trying to drown the cracking in her voice . "After today , I want us to take a break and go someplace that doesn't rain as often as Seattle . Let's fly under the radar and be whatever we wanted to be . Let's just .. creates a never ending holiday . We can still do the bonfire date in New York that we didn't get to do last time . And perhaps .. I could go meet your family as you already met mine ." Her blue eyes looked so intense as she said that . There were many things she wanted to do after today and she couldn't wait any much longer .

Those days when she was in hospital . The talk Arizona had with Alex about meeting Callie's parents , Arizona had think about it . She would want to meet Callie's family first .

"You would't pass the test of meeting my parents , honey . They aren't anything you imagine . My family is different than other families ." Callie giggled . "Oooh , bonfire night by the beach .. I want that !" The Latina's eyes widened in excitement .

"We can go this afternoon or early evening ." Arizona said nonchalantly .

And to Callie , she didn't buy that . It was too good to be true as she knew Arizona surely had a lot of things to do especially after the accident that had occured in one of her site project in Seattle .

Both women lie down together on the large sofa in the officeroom . As soon as Callie put her head on Arizona's chest , she quickly drifted off to sleep in peace . Leaving Arizona all alone as she pondered the remaining hours she had to face before today finally would be over ...


Me : So .. For Grey's Anatomy tonight .. Any of you here wanna share some thoughts ?

For me .. it is a nice ending for Arizona with Callie texting her , waiting for her and Sofia to get on a plane and fly to New York . I could picture Callie will pick Arizona and their daughter up at the airport .. So glad that Calzona is actually endgame .. Eventhough , their reunion is only behind the screen ..

It was a good (good but not great .. i hoped for great but i will take what i can get .. as long as Calzona is endgame) ending for Arizona Robbins and JCap as the actress herself .

However , the writer wrote terrible lines for her especially with the one that 'Callie hurt her so much that it is painful and nobody ever hurt her like Callie did .'

I mean , they both hurt each other . No need to start a blame party . That part just didn't feel right to me .

Arizona .. I will miss seeing her on Grey's Anatomy : (

And thanks to Jessica for portraying Arizona Robbins amazingly beautiful

From Season 5 to 14

2008 - 2018

Hoping more fanfics of Arizona with Callie will pops out within months and years from now on . Their journey on Grey's Anatomy may stop for now but Calzona's fanfic legacy will not stop here . For writers out there or the readers that wanted to write but feel too afraid to do it .. Let's just come out of the closet ! And write more about them .


RIP

I lost a friend last week . A young co worker , a little brother to me . It hurt and it still hurts . Sometimes at work , I could see him sitting behind the desk like he always did .. The department that he worked at , I try to avoid from going to that department because it's just feels like he will calls up my name like usual and says hi to me but nope , there's no him there .. May his soul rest in peace .


Friday

18th May 2018

2355HRS