Hey guys. This has taken a long time to think about (quicker than the other chapters though… I think…) and I'm sorry to all the 'Hard Kai' fans I'm one myself but in this chap he's like (as my friend Julian would describe someone like this) a brick with a marshmallow inside. So basically he's a softy in this chap. Enjoy!
Lunartigergurl: hey big sis! Can't wait to see you again! L.U.M.U! Hi mom and dad and Gar and doggies and kitties and hammy and whatever other strange looking things we have living in our home! (",)
Yamireikon: hey friend! I hope you're enjoying yourself! See you in July:-p
Lashing Cries: hey! Thanks for the review! I appreciate it a lot! Hope you enjoy this chap too! sorry Kai's a softy though! laughs as she hears Kai growl from behind her
Summary: They knew each other for a year and they fell in love, but she moved to another country and as the years go by her life turns to nothing but pain… Can he help her? (p.s.: I made it a half lemon… sorry for those who want explicate scenes… I'm not too good with those… And it's not yaio…)
Oh, and I don't own BeyBlade's characters, only Chacara, Jemma, Kelsey, Ginny and Lisa… and Katira and the other beasts in the other four girls blades… and the poem!
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Chapter 5: In Your Arms
"Who is it?" Chacara called to the door. "It's me. Can I come in?" She got up and opened the door for Kai. "Sure." Chacara closed the door again and sat next to Kai on her maroon duvet. She broke the silence as she whispered softly, "I missed you." A small smile played on Kai's face as he put his arms around her and gave her a hug.
They lay down and Chacara gently tickled Kai's stomach. "I missed you too. Are you going to tell me what happened?"
She sighed heavily but began to speak, "For the past three years all it's been is 'you always mess things up; you never do anything right.' She's constantly angry at me and we're always fighting about something.
"The only time I ever get any peace is when she's sleeping or when I'm at school. And even at school people don't like me much. They say I'm too hard and quiet and I scare them. I heard that from one of the very few people that actually do talk to me. He says I'm nice. His name's Mickey.
"I just don't feel I fit in, Kai. And the only place I feel at home is with you. That's why I came back. We had another fight so I left. I had my pack ready a long time ago, I just never had the courage to leave." Kai held her tighter and spoke again.
"When I laid you down on the bed a week ago I saw scars on your left arm. Why'd you do it?" Again, Chacara sighed. "I… I thought that maybe if I cut myself it would take the emotional pain away, but it just seemed to make things worse. I haven't done it for almost six months. And I'm not planning on starting again. I thought I had nothing to live for but when I remembered you…"
Kai rolled over onto his stomach and looked into Chacara's eyes. "I… I love you Chacara… and I don't want anything to happen to you. Don't hurt yourself again, okay? I'm here and you're safe." He bent down and kissed her lightly on the lips.
Chacara wrapped her arms around Kai's neck and pulled him onto her. Continuously kissing her he moved his hand to the hem of her black top and slowly lifted it pulling it over her head and off her arms for the few seconds that she dared to let him go. Slowly she did the same, taking his top off and feeling the ripples of muscle on his body. She hesitated for a second but slowly took the hair-band out of his hair, and he allowed the two tones to combine as she ran her hands through it. Together they removed each others belts. They kicked off their shoes and removed each others pants and underwear, covering their horizontal semi 'wrestling match' with the silk sheets around them.
Kai's eyes suddenly opened to see that Chacara had gone. He leaned over the side of the bed to see if she didn't perhaps fall off, but she wasn't there. When he sat back up he looked at the bed side table in thought and realized he was staring at a folded page with his name in Chacara's hand-writing on it, next to a red rose. He opened the letter and read:
I feel so safe, so warm
In your arms,
Like nothing can take me away.
My happiness is more
Than that of all the pain I've felt before.
For the first time in my life
I feel loved by someone.
All the anger and strife
Has disappeared.
I look into your loving eyes and see
That for once there's a part of me
Someone doesn't feel fear for
And they love me because I'm me.
No more pretending,
No more wondering what it's like
To take the mask off
And to be able to fly,
And feel free.
Good morning Love. I'm in the forest. I'll be back later, unless you want to come looking for me.
Kai placed the letter back on the side table next to the red rose. Smiling, he pulled on his boxers, tied up his hair and snuck to his room for a shower.
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Cool. End of that chap! I know… Kai's a big softy! But I think it's kinda cute… I did so just not say 'cute'…. Oh well… Try thinking of a really frantic looking Kai when he can't find Chacara in the room… its funny! Ahem… anyways…
I'd like to ask all those who want to use my poem to please ask me first, no matter what the use is for. It means a lot to me and I actually wrote it to someone special… so please respect that. Thanks.
Flames are welcome! Its winter and I need to stay warm! sees Kai roll eyes at her
NJW: Go to bed Kai.
Kai: As if I'm listening to you!
NJW: Whatever… okay, well R&R please! Thanks! And LTG I'm sorry to say he'll have to go… someone has to…
