Subaru: Everyone that I just met please leave the room (-looks at Ainz, Tanya, and Kazuma for reassurance)
The 3 nod as they tell their respective parties to leave the classroom while the RE: ZERO cast stays inside the classroom.
The 4 girls and Roswaal look at Subaru with a mixture of emotions.
Subaru: Now I need to confess a lot of things starting wi—
The boy in the tracksuit was interrupted by the creepy chuckle of the clown-like man who seemed to have snapped back to his normal personality; the fear put in him by Subaru's father was forgotten due to the pleasure caused by having found the missing piece about Subaru's powers.
"OH~ How interesting Subaru-kun so this is how your power works?" the clown like man says seemingly not affected by everything he was made aware of "The witch of envy clearly favours you~."
Subaru saw red, there was not a worse thing the man could say in that moment, the teen's hands tightened into a fist and his teeth were grit in anger. To the shock of his friends he lunged at the man letting out a feral scream of rage through that was short lived.
It all happened in an instant before he could punch the smiling man he felt air leave his lung as the pink haired maid punched him in his guts, he crashed on the desk behind him painfully.
'Why Ram, why are you protecting that bastard!' he screamed in his mind feeling betrayed that she would protect the man after everything he did to him, to her and everyone else.
Ram: Barusu what the he—
Subaru: STOP CALLING ME FUCKING BARUSU RAM AND FOR ONCE IN YOUR GOD DAMN LIFE PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP.
That made the pink hair maid shut up. As Subaru's evil eyes suddenly began flowing with tears while said eyes were turning red (Like when he was fighting against the Witch's cult)
Subaru: I'VE BEEN KEEPING THIS IN FOR QUITE AWHILE AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID WITCH'S CURSE SO NOW I FEEL AS THOUGH I CAN FINALLY LET OUT ALL OF MY FEELINGS TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
Subaru then looks at Puck.
Subaru: Let's start with you, so you are Emilia's father, right? Well, you do a SHIT JOB AS YOU LET HER DIE SO MANY DAMN TIMES. Then what do you do, YOU BLAME ME FOR YOUR TERRIBLE JOB AND KILLED ME TWICE. Now you better fucking be a good father in THIS REALITY, or I will keep resetting until you get it fucking right.
Subaru then looks at Beatrice.
Subaru: Oh boy, it's time for the loli…. When I was trying to be nice to you, YOU THROW ME . How many times? I have no clue. However, out of all of you, you have done the least mental and psychological damage to me and have also cured the mabeasts curse in the past so in all honestly that is all I can say at least you had the decency to help me back then.
Subaru then looked into the eyes of Ram while remaining as calm as he can possibly be.
Subaru: Now for the second biggest asshole out of all of you, ALL YOU DO IS BULLY ME FOR NO REASON, and I'm supposed to be accepting of it because 'I'm a masochist' which is COMPLETELY BULLSHIT. Not only that but YOU TRIED TO KILL ME AND CHASED ME TO A CLIFF and while I understand that you were hysterical with the loss of Rem but it still doesn't EXCUSE YOUR ACTIONS LEADING ME KILL MYSELF TO SAVE REM WHO PREVIOUSLY HAD KILLED ME VIOLENTLY.
Subaru then looks at Rem with a mixed feeling of anger and sadness.
Subaru: Rem…. YOU KILLED ME 2 TIMES IN A ROW…. And yet you are somehow the most comfortable and trustable out of all of you people. You have saved me a lot and even though you killed me 2 times, I know it was because I smelled like the witch. I still deep down in my heart love you but I need some space alone.
Subaru then looks at the person he never wanted to yell at, but he knows he has to. Subaru: Emilia…. I still love you, but I need you to hear this out. -Subaru clears his throat and lets everything out of his chest once and for all- I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU, THE ELECTION? ME, THE INSIGNIA? ME, THE WHALE? ME, THE DESTROYING OF THE WITCHES CULT? ME, SAVING YOUR MANSION? ME, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, THE ONLY PERSON WHO SEEMS TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU AND ACTUALLY TRIES TO PROTECT YOU AND DOES A GOOD JOB AT IT? ME. Sure I'm not perfect as at the trial I acted like a moron but I AM STILL A PERSON AND I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT OF MY CHEST. I acted like an idiot and I deserved that scolding. STILL AFTER JULIUS BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU LEFT ME CRYING IN A BED WONDERING WHAT DID I DO WRONG AND IMMEDIATELY SCOLDED ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS STILL IN SHOCK FROM THE BEATING IN THE DUEL. YOU COULD AT LEAST HAD THE COURTESY TO WAIT. SO PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE TO LET OUT SOME STEAM AND TRY TO COMFORT ME. Aside from that the lap pillow you did was great but that's pretty much all you did. So, all I want you to know is that I care about you but if you think you suffered because you are a "half elf" then that is like comparing a paper cut to A FUCKING STAB wound which is ironic since that ALREADY HAPPENED TO ME.
Subaru then points to the clown.
Subaru: AND YOU…. Actually, I don't need to say anything as we all know you're a piece of shit.
Subaru heads for the door
Suddenly a squeaky crying voice perks up.
"S-S-ubb-aru Wh-here are y-you g-going" Asks a crying Rem.
Subaru looks back at Rem with an emotionless face.
"I'm going home."
Wow what a cliffhanger am I right lol (Please help me on this story by dming me on this website or add me on discord, BumpDrafting#0210)
