…...I can't be here.
I walked to the exit door of the school without hesitation.
I can't be here.
"Yo Subaru, what's happened back there?"
Kazuma looked at me confused and I could see the others concerned as well.
I turned my head to him with what felt like an empty smile on my face...
"Nothing, I'm going home."
I want out...
"Yo WAIT"
Too late. I was already leaving the area. I noticed the rest of my classmates may have turned back when I walked passed them, but I suppose it doesn't matter now. I just need to be alone.
I don't want to be alone. But I have no choice, huh.
Ah. It almost makes me feel like crying. Ahahaha.
Everybody. They all somehow made me suffer mentally.
It makes sense I guess. They must be really mad at me for what I did. Even though I feel good at finally showing my feelings. But, as I thought, it still hurts.
I don't want to be alone. I want to talk with everyone. I want it to go back to normal. I want it to be okay. But it cannot be that way. Because of what I did. Because I snapped.
Is this how it will be…...from now on?...
-Subaru is at his destination-
Ah, I made it. I'm finally where I thought I was going.
This convenience store. The same one. The same time.
I remember "that day", so clearly. It's still fresh in my mind.
The day was normal. I thought it was another day. I thought I was doing everything correctly.
I was ready to go home.
("I'VE BEEN SUMMONED TO ANOTHER WORLD!")
….
….….Did I fail you too mom and dad?...
….
..Haha…
"…..Hahaha…. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!..."
...The sky..
("I guess, as long as I have life, all I can do is fight with all my might.")
I looked up at the sky. To that being which was thought to be dead. The Witch.
…
…
...
Do you really hate me that much?...
….Ah…. The sky is moving…... It almost looks like it's swirling…..really slowly…..
It looks the same colour as "that day"…
That day….
I put my best clothes on. I showered twice. I put on cologne. I planned the entire thing out. I even showed up early I also promised my parents that I would be home as it was Mom's birthday.
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…
SCRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH!
"AAAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHH, MY HEEEEEEAAAAD!
Aaaaaaaaah! It's loud! What is it?! It's a loud screeching sound! It just happened randomly while I was thinking! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! All of my memories are flashing in my head! Aaaaaaaaaaaah, it hurts! Why?! What's happening?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! It's spinning! The sky is spinning! Everything is spinning! Aaaaaaaaah, let me think!
Ah!..
Ah..! Ah... It's stopped…. Ah…. It's over….. Ah... No,wait….. It's still spinning….. Everything is spinning….. Ah…. I need to sit down…..
Ah…. The bench…... Yeah, there it is….. Ah…. Sit down….. Ah, god…. I can't stop holding my head….. It's pounding….
—No…. This can't be….. Something like that….. There has to be a mistake….. Think about it…... Emilia…... I'm sure there was nothing she could do…..
Elsa…... She was sent here by Roswaal…... She was trying to kill us….. She couldn't do anything like that….
Which means everything IS MY FAULT
That can't be…..
That's not how it is…..
…
Because….. That's not the right thing to do….. It can't…..
….
Ah….. Look….. The fountain glistens so beautifully, huh... Ah…. The water is kinda red looking... Maybe I am a witch after all...
("You stole my sister's horn and stole my reason to live but that wasn't enough? Now you have come here, and stole my reason to die, too?.")
STOP
("You don't get it, A million sorry's is not equal to 1 thank you.")
I'll try my best again….. So please, forgive me…..
Please...
Thud!
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GASP!
—I sharply inhaled air as my upper body shot up.
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…
Wait…. Where am i?
…..
Before I can figure out where I am I hear something coming towards me
"Subaru... welcome home."
