Kazuma kept running, running and running. He didn't want to be there anymore. He wanted to disappear, he wanted to not be revived next time. He wanted to see Eris again and ask her the same thing he did before, ask her not to go back. But this time he won't be fooled by the three again, he simply doesn't want to care about them.
With him not being able to notice his environment, he didn't know where he was running, the only thing he knew is that he was running away from them. And the moment he regained his composure just a little bit, he ended up in front of a mansion—his own mansion—.Normally he would want to know how, but right now, he did not have the energy to do so. He wanted to curl up in bed and think things over.
When he reached the mansion door he heard three voices calling out for him at the same time.
"Kazuma!—Kazuma-san!—Kazuma!"
The voices that are—on their own—lovely voices but he held too much despair on one of them he couldn't get enough courage to talk to the other two.
Kazuma rushed to his room. With Darkness right behind him he used his wire to slow her down—even if it's a little bit— just enough for him to barge into his own room and use the rest of his mana to freeze the door.
When Kazuma entered his room, he put earmuffs on to ignore the other three who were banging on the door begging Kazuma to let them in.
He now had a chance to finally think of all that had happened in the classroom.
First, he saw this random masked man and felt his power.
Kazuma then noticed how the people in Subaru's world had a stroke.
Then, they had violent reactions, except for Roswaal 'that bastard'.
Right after that Subaru asked him, Ainz and Tanya to get there parties outside.
After about 10 minutes waiting, Kazuma saw Subaru walking off and tried to talk to him.
Sadly, Subaru ignored him and kept walking.
Normally, Kazuma would have been pissed but he could understand that Subaru was going through a lot of emotions.
Then the next day everyone was teleported to a classroom.
It was at that moment where, thanks to 'Kenichi', he found out the truth about his death.
Kazuma found out that his parents laughed at it thinking it was a joke.
When they realized it wasn't a joke, they were crying horribly along with his younger brother.
Also, the girl he saved went to his grave and put flowers over it while crying.
This entire time Kazuma thought that his family didn't love him and laughed at his death.
However, now he knows the truth and thanks to a certain useless goddess, Kazuma had hated his own family.
After Kazuma got this new information, he left the classroom but not before letting his party know that he was done with there bullshit and if he were to die again then he would STAY DEAD.
Suddenly, new information randomly ran into his head for no reason.
Kazuma began to cry horribly loud as this was the most painful memory he had ever seen and it wasn't even about him.
Apparently, after the girl he saved put the flowers on his grave, the girl went back into her house and did something horrible that made Kazuma vomit on the floor.
The girl committed suicide.
The girl grabbed a pare of jump rope and stuck it onto her closet.
She then made the rope into a noose and then put her neck inside the noose.
It was at this moment that Kazuma couldn't watch the rest of this memory as it was obvious what happened.
The neet began to punch a wall as hard as he could so he could feel pain.
'WHY THE FUCK DID SHE DO THAT OVER SOME RANDOM USELESS PATHETIC GUY WHO DIED FROM A HEART ATTACK OVER A FUCKING STUPID TRACTOR?! YOU HAD EVERYTHING IN THE—'
Before Kazuma could complete that thought his room began to light up.
"Aqua what the fuck are you doing?"
He looked at his frozen door and saw nothing was coming from it.
When he looked back at his bed, everything had changed completely.
By changed, there was a certain girl sitting on his bed.
She wore the same clothes she wore when she hung herself.
Besides her clothes, her body looked completely different.
The girl had straight pastel pink hair, cut around chin length, and pink eyes. Her bangs were swept to the right, having two prominent strands of hair beside them. Her accessories consisted of a red Japanese-style crossed hairclip, as well as two red ribbons tying two small ponytails on either side of her head, with the rest of her hair left down.
She looked at Kazuma with a little bit of a grin on her face.
"My name is Natsuki! Thank you for saving me!"
If you guys know where this "Natsuki" character comes from then good job.
Hmu on discord at WrestleZero#0210 if you wish for me to continue this story!
