By Old Fiat N. FR
Notes: I just felt like writing this after watching Hornblower 'the adventure continues' and thought that the character of Kennedy was wicked awesome. But it's not a hornblower fic, just a fic. Please read and review.
Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis.
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I know when everyone thinks of me they think stuff like: 'Omg! He's so hot! But Tezuka's hotter!' I'm really really sick of being second best.
I go to the same school as Kunimitsu Tezuka and we're like really close and everything. But he's always outshining me. We both ran for class president and I lost by a landslide; which really damaged my pride but I had to smile through the pain and agree to his request of playing second best again as Vice Presidente.
In tennis I'm know as 'Seigaku's second best player' (in tennis people!) which drives me crazy. I work at my tennis all the time, striving to improve, (even though I put on a mask of indifference to the world I do try my best… and fail) but he beats me all the time. My attempts are in vain.
When we're walking through the halls together towards the canteen all the girls wilt in out presence… and some of the boys (ew… Kunimitsy as I call him thinks it's funny but I really don't want them to get their hopes up). When we're in the canteen everyone's talking to him and I. All my friends are what people call 'Preppies' and are really popular, Kunimitsy likes them too and is in our clique but he prefers Emos.
Because of this now it's wicked popular to be emo and any other group that's not as prep, I don't know why but this is how things are going at my school. Now all the goth and punk kids throw their cigarettes at me when I come into the loo.
In my home life my parents are basically in love with my older sister. They compare me to her all the time. Also, when I try to talk about anything, like what I think about my school or anything or how I'd like to join the drama club or anthing really. Yumiko will say something and that always overrides me. One time I wanted to go on an exchange trip to Italy and she said that it would cost to much and why don't I go when I can pay. So of course mum and dad listen to her.
It's the same with Yuuta. Mum seems to think he'll be ignored because he's the youngest child. Which is totally not the case. Because they think this they only hear what he wants to say. When he requested to go to Saint Rudolf father immeadiately agreed without hearing what I felt.
I know it's ridiculous and it's me wanting again what I can't have but I'm really sick of being the second best at everything. I walk into a room and nobody laughs at what I say because it's not as funny as what Kunimitsu says. It's really hard because I'm his best friend but… also… kind of his rival in my mind.
One time he, another boy, and I got in trouble for fagging the 7th graders and I was the only one who got punished… I nearly got expelled. And what did Kunimitsu get? He got awarded prefect. I'm really sick of this. But I can't help it because we're friends. And I don't want to change that… I'm just… lame.
Hello, this is Old Fiat Nord France. I hope you like it and please review. I don't really get any review normally and I would totally appriciate them. Thank you.
-OF NR
