Rory kisses Jess passionately until she pulls back "omg I'm so sorry!" Jess doesn't listen to her instead he grabs her waist and kisses her passionately. "I've been wanting to do that all day" he confessed. Rory stood their speechless. "I love you Rory" Jess said "No Jess don't say that you love me until you know for sure" Rory said "ok...I love you Rory" "NO, Jess you don't know me!" she practically yelled "Yes I do... I've known you for years!" "You don't know the new me.. I've changed so much.. I have to go!" she said walking away "No, Rory let me drive you please" he asked eagerly "no I'm fine my apartment is the next street over but thanks for today I appreciate it...bye Jess" with that she walks off to her apartment tearing up, while Jess stands their stunned
When Rory got home she went into her room and smelled the roses jess had given her earlier. She hated fighting with him and she hated leaving him there in the parking lot but she had to...she wasn't read...she wasn't ready for love.. at least not yet she wanted to get to know the new jess and she wanted jess to get to know the new her. Why couldn't he understand that? that was all she could think about. After an hour of pondering the same question she decided to go back to a place she hadn't been in almost 5 years...Stars hollow...
She stopped her car into a familiar place...her home. But by now her home was invested by other people. On of the people who invested her old home came out "hello? may I help you?" the girl asked "o no.. sorry" with that Rory got into her car and went to an apartment where she hadn't visited in years. Rory knocked at the door and a Korean girl came out "Rory?" she questioned "Lane?" she asked "omg I haven't seen you in 4 years" she said sadly "yea.. so how are you?" she asked "I'm good" lane answered "how about you?" lane asked "o I'm good" Rory replied "Are you married?" asked Rory "3years"she answered "Zach?" she asked "no he broke up with me then left...his name is Matt" she said sadly "o well at least you found somebody else" Rory said not sure how to answer that question "How about you? do you have a husband?" lane asked curiously "No" she answered sadly "well you can come in and meet matt and Alaina" she said excitedly "ok" as they entered Rory saw a cute little 2 year old who couldn't exactly talk but was trying. When she looked over she saw a tall man in a suit drinking a cola. "Matt I would like you to meet Rory" lane said excitedly "Hi it's nice to meet you" Matt said putting out his hand as Rory did the same "same to you" Rory said politely "Rory do you want a cola or something?" lane asked "o no I'm good" Rory replied. A little girl came running up to Rory." This must be Alaina" Rory asked "Yea that's her" "she's so cute.. she has your eyes" Rory said "yea I know" lane said "well I should go I have a lot of stuff to do" Rory said sitting up "ok come visit more ok?...I miss you" lane complained "don't worry I will" with that Rory left and ended up at the diner that she used to go to every morning.
She saw Luke in their asking for people's orders...he still looked the same the flannel shirt.. the jeans.. and of course the cap on backwards. As Rory walked in and took her seat she stared at Luke. when Luke turned around and noticed Rory he stood their in shock "Rory?" he said in a low voice all she could do was smile and say "can I have some coffee?" "yea sure" he said still in shock "so Luke how are you doing?" she asked curiously "I'm doing good.. I have a girlfriend" he said "that's good" she replied "How's it going at the New York Times?" he asked "how did you know about that?" she asked curiously "Jess called me and told me" "o well I haven't started until next Monday" she said "o...Rory can we go upstairs for a second?" he asked "yea sure" she said confused
When they walked into the room Luke told Rory to sit so she did. "Rory before your mom died she wanted me to tell you that she loved you very much, and she also wanted me to give you this" Luke said as he handed her a check. "Luke what is this?" she asked trying to hold back her tears "it's half a million dollars, she has been saving it up since you were born" "omg" Rory said crying "Luke I have to go" Rory said. Then she got up and got into her car and drove back to her apartment
When she arrived at her apartment she ran into her bed and cried "Mom can you hear me? if you can please listen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I love you mom...why did you have to die? I never told you that I loved you I just stuck with hating you but that's the thing I never hated you I just didn't want to be the first to say I'm sorry...mom what do I do? can you please give me a sign or at least some how talk to me?" Rory cried. All the sudden Lorelai appeared in her room "Rory?" asked lorelai "Mom?" she said crying "Rory honey I'm right here I know you loved me, I'm always right here" lorelai touched her heart "God Rory your so beautiful, You look like me everyday.. don't worry honey I'm watching over you always" Lor said...but then she disappeared "Mom?" mom come back please, I need you!" she cried all the sudden she heard the door open
