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'Thinking'
"Talking"
"Sango... I just don't know what to do anymore... We both want so much... But I don't trust him enough to be in a relationship with him." Kagome sighed, for what seemed like the millionth time that day.
"I say fuck him. We both knew very well that he was going to come back to you. But you're better than that... You're better than him." Sango said, rubbing soothing circles on Kagome's back.
"I just... Can't handle this shit right now. My parents are starting their shit again... The things they say... It just hurts so bad. And then right when Im starting to get a little pride back, just when Im starting to get over him... Inuyasha decides now's the time for reconciliation?"
Ever since Kagome had woke up in Miroku's bed, Sango had been by her side. Comforting her, helping her, doing anything she could. Sango could understand Kagome. Although she thought going back to Inuyasha was a ridiculous concept, she also understood that love is not simple.
You can't pick and choose who you love. And life wouldn't be nearly as fun if you could. Sango sighed and looked at the clock. They had been sitting here talking about Inuyasha for the last five hours.
"Hey Kagome! Idea. Let's go get you a tattoo." Sango said in a cheery voice, not noticing Kagome was in the middle of a sentence.
"I mean how could he expect - Huh?" Kagome blinked.
"I mean we've been sitting here talking about boring Inuyasha for five hours. Let's get you a tattoo. Symbolize this stage in your life. Like my idea?" Sango smiled.
"SANGO!" Kagome started off angrily. Sang winced and ducked her head.
"I'd love to." Kagome smiled brightly.
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''I just don't get it.''
''Get what?'' Miroku sighed. Inuyasha thought he was God or something. Always looking for an answer.
''Why she just won't forgive me.'' Inuyasha pouted.
''You broke the girls heart. You can't just apologize a few times and expect things to be peachy.''
''Well... I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to her.''
''Tell her the truth. That's about all you can do. Now. Let's go see the girls. They just got a tattoo.'' Miroku said, shutting his flip phone.
''A what!'' Inuyasha yelled.
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''You got a fucking tattoo? Your mom's gunna flip shit.'' Inuyasha scolded Kagome.
''Don't you wanna see it?'' Kagome asked.
''Sure.''
Kagome lifted up the back of her shirt. Her lower back had two nautical stars across from each-other, connected to a skull and crossbones with a heart in the middle. Usually, crossbones and skulls pretty much equaled ugly, but this design was pretty.
''That's... extreme. Beautiful. But extreme.'' He complimented.
Inuyasha stared at her. She looked so scared to be around him. Sango and Miroku had already retreated to Sango's room... Leaving the pair alone. Again.
''So. Are we going to talk about us?'' Inuyasha asked slowly.
''What's there to talk about?'' Kagome asked, looking anywhere but at him.
''Kagome. I love you. I want another chance. I miss you like crazy. I was confused when I broke it off. Im not anymore. I want you back.'' He said, hand running through his silver hair.
''What about Kikyo? What about the shit you were saying about me?''
''Kikyo's a dumb bitch. I was never with her. I didn't say shit to about you.''
Kagome shook her head disbelievingly.
''Babe. I SAW you with her. I overheard you saying all that shit. For once can't you just tell me the fucking truth! Im so sick and fucking tired of being lied to. Especially by you. YOU were supposed to be with me. YOU were supposed to help me get through this like you promised you would. Im sorry if it's hard for me to forgive you, but how can I make the steps to try if you won't tell me the truth?'' Kagome said, eyes closing tightly, trying to keep her tears at bay.
''I don't care what you did with her when we weren't together. I don't care about what you said. I just want the truth. Can you at-least tell me the truth? If I can't trust you, there's no point in trying with you again.'' She finished off, a lone tear trailing down her face.
''I... I don't know if I can.'' Inuyasha sighed.
''Then why the fuck are you here! Why must you bring this up to me constantly? Don't you understand? Im hurt. Im so hurt by you. Half the time I feel like I can't breath without you here. But then, I berate myself for even feeling that way since it was YOU who gave up. I just can't live this way. I can't do this with you all the time. Im going home. If or when you decide you actually wanna make the effort with me. You know where I'll be. Until then, don't speak to me.'' Kagome said, grabbing her tote bag.
''One more thing...'' Kagome said, leaning against the door frame.
'' Before I forget. I just wanna tell you. That yeah. I do love you.'' She said. With a sigh, she turned to the door, and walked out.
''What happened?'' Sango said, walking into her living room.
''I just fucked up... Again.''
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''Im just an idiot I guess... But I can't help but feel drawn to him...'' Kagome sighed.
'Yeah. I know. You know that I don't like him. You know I think you should leave him and forget about him completely.' Ayumi said to her friend.
Kagome twirled the phone cored.
''I feel like he knows he really messed up... But Im afraid. If you saw his face when I said all those things...'' She trailed off.
'Im just afraid he'll hurt you again. I can understand where he's coming from. All the shit he did and why. It's still fucked up. I just don't condone anything he does'
''I understand too... Plus he's only a seventeen year old boy. Im the first serious relationship he was ever really in. I was his first... Well everything really.''
'Yeah. I know. And I told you I understand... Somewhat.. But if he really loved you... Wouldn't he have stayed, no matter what?'
''Some things aren't that simple. Love isn't.''
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