Out of things to say, so I just randomly wrote something out. What to write about these days? I've done 68 fanfictions now, and feel as if I'm running out of topics vv;. Blame writer's block and the summer's excitement. Please review.
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Reverie clouds logic, sleep obscuring vision with in take of breath. Sometimes silence leads to understanding, whether desired or not.
Moments alone are bitter, procrastinating on realization, and that perhaps these feelings are something more than expected. Perhaps the quiet is a weakness, an emphasis of how alone you truly are. Whether you veil this behind a smile, you are due to falter with time.
The water's cold is a refuge. It numbs the ration you are capable of, numbs the feelings that you are capable of.
It is easy to commit, but to act on that promise? To say 'yes' and painting assurance over their features. To fake delight over worry, sunrise overlapping the other by day.
What inspires the will to believe? Lately nothing can measure against a glance you'll grant without noted effort. Azure orbs and tan complexion.
You.
The fleeting sensation of ascending, an answer out of reach, butterfly locked uncomfortably in the depths of your gut. A love.
But how to express it?
Like the fragile wonders unfolding through the spring, the time is never right and when it is it passes as quickly as it came. Either way it will always hurt.
With twilight thought comes to conclude with a decision.
Tomorrow will once more be a day for beginning.
