I close my eyes. My arms are spread out, and so are my legs.

I lie on my bed.

I watch the blood rolling down my wrist.

I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. I smell lust.

But not lust that I've seeked throughout my life.

Sniff, I smile. At peace I will be at.

Endlessly devoted to you, and endlessly alone.

I won't make the same mistake I made years ago.

If I let go, something will happen, I know that for a fact.

I'll remember to thank you, once my life is better.

I'd like to thank you for ruining my life.

And now I would finally die without the pain you've caused me.

Nothing can break the wall separating me from you, so I might as well not even try.

That's one way I could die.

Another way is just killing myself.

I have no fears, because all I fear, means nothing.

I won't die loving you.

I will die without you.

Without your care, love, feelings and trust.

I walk away from my bed, dress ripped, torn face and a tourniquet around my two wrists.

But my tourniquet isn't strong enough to hide the blood, nor the deep cuts.

I glare at the knife.

I feel like I am about to collapse.

It hurts.

My heart hurts more than my cuts.

I'm dragging blood everywhere.

My room is nearly all red.

I'm nearly at the edge of life, nearly at the end of my mind, at the end of time.

The clocks are ticking, my heart is still beating.

My life is still living.

I just can't wait till the beating stops.

I can't imagine what would happen, what would happen if i finally figured out what happens when we all die.

But when i do die... I'll finally find out...

Maybe i'll be happy.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8... And the beating stops.

I die, without you.

Ok that was short. And i lied, It's not over. Sorry i lied pI got a few more chapters. One chapter will be about where she goes, and the rest will be about Link's point of view.(Which is very reasonable).. stayed tune!