After shuichi was well enough to leave the hospital Yuki offered to take the young boy in to his home.
At first shuichi protested that in the end he gave in… he had nowhere to go at home and he didn't want his parents know what happened to him he'd stayed in contact goes to scared to tell them anything and he knew his friends were worried but he wasn't concerned with that right now all she wanted was a home to go to the place to sleep its new close of course because his were all torn up and bloody.
So Yuki took him back to his place and they were living quite happily for baby about a week. In that week he can't notice to just how beautiful young boy was was in no hurry to tell him of course so he just kept on working and letting shuichi basically have the run Of the House.
Shuichi was a nice boy and he didn't want to put Yuki out so shuichi and begun well to clean he did the laundry in the dish is the to house very nice the only thing the boy could do was cook. But that was OK with Yuki he like to so it was fine.
Somehow cooking for shuichi made Yuki feel needed for the young boy to live. not to mention he got a thrill out of shuichi's expression every time he would set in what he had prepared down on the table. Shuichi would just light up at the site of the extensive meal the Yuki had prepared.
One time the boy even jumped up out of the seat and gave Yuki the biggest hug he had ever received in his life.
Yuki was just amazed at how little things like preparing a meal, opening a door and refilling a glass of water would just make shuichi so happy. It made Yuki so he to be the reason for almost every smile shuichi had from the moment that he had left the hospital.
But he would never tell shuichi Yuki had decided that he would play the silent type until the boy wanted to talk to him in at about two days it was hard to shut the boy up
was almost like you'd been deprived of being able to speak for months on end and old boy wanted to do now was talk. Shuichi you with a talk about the moon. Shuichi would talk about what he did while Yuki was that store. He was talk about the mangas night Yuki would bring home after a book signing. He would questions like "what is your favorite kind and music?" "What do you like most about life?" "Which every color?" "You feel about other writers?" "Would he think about dogs and cats?" "Why doesn't your house have any color?" ?You like color right?"
And personally it was starting to get on Yuki's nervous.
until one day As Yuki turned the corner to his room after a long day of writing the new chapter to his new novel that was in the new stages of work he would have expected to just thought write down on his bed well today that was not the case there were shoe e.g. lying there in all his naked glory as if this was his home and not Yuki's but as mad as Yuki was that the boy was taking over his bed he just could not take his eyes off the young boy he was simply a sight to behold shriek she's slender bottoms and long toned legs and a fairly taught stomach despite all the scholars the boy had she was still just an exquisite creature maybe even where the of the character and one of his books
"I can't believe that man would do this to shuichis body like that I ever see that guy that did this to him I swear I would beat him senseless: Yuki thought to himself choose Christ what am I thinking a sight to behold an exquisite creature what the hell I'm not gay! So why so why can't I take my eyes off of him? What the hell is wrong with me feel so exhilarated just looking at him feel the need to touch him is smooth creamy caramel skin is just calling to me God and I know it's like to be a dog being teased with the juicy meaty bone …" God I want him!" Well that was the gayest thing I have ever said
Yuki thought to himself
"Yuki?" Said shuichi in a very groggy voice
"I'm cold"
"well then put some clothes on!" Yuki said while averting his eyes to the floor and blushing furiously
"Yuki I'm so sorry I just passed out after I took my back while I was sleeping" she's he said in a fairly terrified voice .
Surely he was terrified the Yuki might hurt him Yuki thought to himself
so Yuki tried to be careful in what he said next so as not to scare the boy even more but he failed
"what?" "Like I would care to see you naked" Yuki said in a very sarcastic tone
"I know"… "no one would ever want to see me naked"... "I'm hideous"… "a monster" I'm scarred everywhere and ugly to top it all off he told me that he was the only one that could ever stand a look at me and he didn't want to take me anywhere because he said it would be embarrassing to be seen with a boyfriend as ugly as I am. Let alone anyone ever wanting to touch me in any way"
shuichi said in tears
"what did I say to get that response?" I was being sarcastic shuichi. I'm Sorry that you did not catch the sarcasm in my voice I apologize sincerely
"oh" "then just forget everything I just said please"
"why should I?"
"Because I was just rambling about my pathetic life" "sorry I am such bother to you"" it's no wonder my ex-boyfriend had to show me where my place was I am always speaking out of turn them story ""you can punish me if you want" shuichi said as he cast his eyes down to the floor and waited for his punishment to be dealt upon him.
"No" "that's not right shuichi he should have never done what he did to you"
"you didn't deserve it" "he was the one in the wrong not you" "and shuichi are not ugly and you're not a monster and you're not hideous . . . your just perfect just the way you are scars or no scars you still… still .. you're still beautiful" said Yuki very loud almost yelling but in a very shaky voice.
"Oh Yuki" "do you really think so?" "Is that truly how you feel?"
Shuichi said almost in tears once again
"yes the shuichi I mean it"
"no one has ever told me that I was beautiful before"
"while you are!" Yuki said forcefully
"oh Yuki I'm so sorry for everything I've put you through but thank you so much for everything you've do I think that you've just changed my perspective on all men"
"what do you mean?"
"I mean all the men I ever dated wer crewed had an insensitive and I thought all guys were like that" "but Yuki you nothing like them Yuki caring and you took me into your home without a second thought" "you've clothed me and fed me and given me somewhere to sleep at night." "It's like you the perfect man… but I know that's not true… no man is perfect no human being is perfect everyone has flaws some are just not very pronounced when you first get to know someone" because when you get to know someone for the first time all you want to see it for good in them I found out the hard way I always just wanted to see the good people. So when little things happen like little outbursts of anger and. I just did not want to focus on it. So when those little outbursts became were frequent I tossed it aside but then things got worse than got worse and worse and worse until I couldn't go anywhere because they would get mad so I just sat it out until they would throw me out on the street and I would go crawling back home
shuichi said no and tears with his hands on his face so Yuki couldn't see the tears that he was shedding. But the fact that he was sobbing didn't hide anything
"Oh shuichi that is just not right."
He said him self now in tears.
"Yuki?" Shuichi said as he watched the grown man fall to his knees.
"Yuki what's wrong I'm sorry was it something that I said?"
"Yes and no… I simply didn't know you could talk like that he was just a little kid was little things on his mind but that is just not so."
"You're passionate and very sad."
"It's like you live just to find love"
"if the things that happened to you happen to me I think I would've killed myself"
"you are so strong shuichi"
"you amaze me."
"You make me feel so small."
Yuki said an as his tears started to subside
"Yuki don't say things like that you all are strong and you're certainly not small you are passionate to about the things that you love to do read some of your books and it could tell in the could of person you were but that you enjoy what you do."
"I mean of course I couldn't be certain but now that I know you I can tell you are passionate about what you do"
"and you will love to cook I can tell just by watching you prepare dinner for me no … for us."
Shuichi said with a light in his eyes that Yuki never seen before this moment.
"Oh God shuichi I think I have just falling for you."
