Ok here is one of the songfics I have promised you. I know its been a while since we have updated...-huddles in corner- please don't hurt me Its Jon's turn! And if you do no song fics(in fact there would be no fics at all if I wasn't here to bug him Jon would never update!) so gimme a chance k? Oh and Roxas may seem a bit OOC so yea. Its a bit more...for lack of a better word(s) kinda bitter andangsty then Iusualy write(so therefore if it sucks bearwith me)And thereare someKHII spoilers. but there shouldn't be too many...
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Lately Roxas had thought he didn't quite belong. Fist he started haveing weird dreams, then he found out about Sora, Axel, and Organization XIII. Not only did he not belong, he wasn't even suposed to exist! Namine told him they were special. Unlike most nobodies they could still become 'whole'. 'Whole'. Right. She means disapear.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Most people faced their problems.He ran. Why did it matter anyway. Its not like anyone cared. Roxas gave a bitter laugh. Of course no one cared!How could they!His only friends were nobodies and some programs,toys, made by Diz! Every one knew he liked rock music, but no one knew why. It was simple realy. Rock music could easily drown out the sound of him screaming and smashing everything to vent his anger and frustration. Nobody cared. Right 'nobody' haha.
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Sora was lucky. He had friends that actually cared. He was wanted. He was supposed to exist. Roxas scoffed at how stupid he was.Of couse Organization XIII didn't wan't him. Why would they? They just wanted him to get to the original. A pawn.Thats all he was. A pawn to get the white king, Sora. No one wanted him. They just wanted him to do what they commanded.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Most people want to be somebody else at one point and time. Well he was somebody else. He couldn't even live his own life! He had to go and make Sora 'complete'. He was such a nothing that he couldn't even live his own life. He had to live Sora's.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Ha. He didn't even have enough importance to live in real worlds. His first home 'The World That Never Was' exists, but at the same time doesn't. And the Twilight Town that he calls home is nothing more than one of Diz's creations. He hated these worlds and the 'people' in them. All he was ever told was a lie. The only 'person' that even thought he was worth the truth was Namine, even then he didn't like it. Oh, he would make Sora 'complete' alright. It would be worth not having his own life to see the people that used him for so long to disapear back into the darkness that they came from.
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
He dosn't know what it's like. And he never will
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
All his life, all he knew was lies and back stabbing. In the end he wasn't even sure he could trust Axel. They did their best to make him 'happy'(as if he could be) so they could contenue to use him. It didn't matter that he wasn't happy, and no he wasn't ok and every thing wasn't fine!
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Sora wanted it, Sora got it. He wanted it, Ha! forget about it.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
He was sick of this!
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
He wanted it to be done
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Looks like my summer vacation is over.
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
