Chapter Twelve

What happened to Raoul?

Dear Miss Pages,

I know I haven't written in a while, but I have a reason. When I went to get Christine back, her monster broke my elbow sob, sob I'm lucky even to be writing to you because he almost killed me. But thanks to Christine he spared my life. I wish there was a way to thank her but I don't dare go back to try.

Jewel, the housemaid, has been taking care of me. I feel so disgusting (EW)! I haven't bathed or changed for about a week, because of this stupid wrap I have to keep my arm in prohibits that. She even has to feed me. Thank goodness I am feeling better so I could write in you. Because there is no way I am having Jewel write for me. I know she helped Christine escape but she keeps telling me she didn't. I don't know why she is keeping the truth from me. As soon as I am feeling better (and have full use of my right arm again) I am going to fire her, so she knows I mean business.

I cannot wait till this stupid wrap comes off. I smell disgusting! I sweat all the time with my arm held so close to my body all the time. It's horrible! And these stupid clothes are still all blood stained from that night. It's disgusting! Oh, I can't believe they didn't change my clothes before they rewrapped my arm. I know I already told you but I can't say it enough times. It is SOOO DISGUSTING!

Back to the Christine thing, she and I were supposed to be getting married in a week. Although I am kind of glad she left, because lately I have been seeing a person who is more my type (and sex). Lets just say that I have been living in the closet my whole life, and now I'm coming out. I'm coming out of the closet.

You know, I think I will shout that to the world. brb ok. I'm back. It didn't go as well as I thought. Everybody just looked at me like I was crazy. Then all of a sudden someone yelled, "What does that mean?" I told them " It means, well, I think this is the word but I could be wrong. It means I'm a homosapien. Or in small words, it means I'm gay." Once again, "What does that mean?" I said, "It means I like boys! Boys are fun toys!" Everyone ran really fast after that. What's wrong with a guy liking another guy?

Before everyone ran, one guy, a really hot guy, walked by and didn't notice the conversation with Paris and their gay soon-to-be leader. He looked a little familiar. I can't put my finger on where I've seen him before. He wore a hooded cloak and a…a white thingy on his right side of his face. Don't know but, Miss Pages, I have to know that guy. He was really hot!

Christine may have her monster but I have to have that guy. She went after her true love and I want to go after mine. I really hope that Bob, my lover, doesn't read you, Miss Pages.

Well, I have to go. Jewel is coming to feed me soon and I think Bob is coming over later. I have to hide you before then. If he knew I confessed love for another man that I don't even know, we would be like so totally O.V.E.R!

Well, Lots of Love from your owner,

Raoul