Hey this might not be a very good chapter considering the circumstances; im lying on the couch while watching Madagascar with my brother who's seven years younger then me and the giraffe is arguing.. Gash never mind! And I don't know where to go with the story right now; I guess it will just hopefully flow.

Warnings: M, crack Lackey M because hunny, M if for mature, so lets be Mature and not read it if you are going to take offense, to constant swearing, alcohol and sex

Disclaimer: I don't own them, neither do you!

Dedication: To everyone Shalala and per usual Breenieweenie and Valda cuz you both are amazing!

Oh and I have two one-shot out, The Love we find from pain (Xavier Kori) and till Death Did us part (Nightwing Slade Starfire)

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The Omega on my hand ticked, six in the morning, time to go down for a glass of milk and probably a cookie. When I was six the five of us, Richard, Gar, victor, Rachel, and me would wake up at six and we would all go down for milk and cookies. And although the tradition died down when we reached puberty I couldn't help but carry it on, even if it was by myself. Good things die-hard.

The kitchen light was on, maybe Bruce was awake it would be nice I hadn't talked to him since our last kitchen encounter.

"Bruce?"

"No not Bruce darling."

No it wasn't Bruce, it was the farthest thing from being Bruce, it was Barbara. Her auburn hair pulled into a loose bun and she adorned a baby pink nightgown the reached her knees. If I hadn't known her better she looked almost angelic.

"Where you hopping it was Bruce, hmm Kori? Going for older men are we? Although I must say that the only one that rivals Richard's beauty is Bruce."

"And you do know a lot about older and younger men don't you Barbara? Had a lot of experience have we?"

"Oh shut up Koriander and don't act so innocent, I know you've fooled around probably as much as Richard has, although I know you love him too much to hurt him intentionally, but he doesn't know that."

I looked at her skeptically, wondering where the hell she was getting at. Pouring myself a glass of milk I watched her wearily, she was tricky, a tricky girl.

"You know that stunt you pulled at the restaurant Koriander? Richard may believe it was from the heart, but I know better. That was a smart move, it ended you in his bed didn't it, well done I should have thought of that first. You think I would be in his bed instead? Do you really believe that he loves you?"

Sighing I closed my eyes in frustration, although I knew what she was playing at her words still stung. How was I supposed to know if Richard really loved me? And even though he always said he did, how did I know he was not lying?

"Silly little girl, so much to learn about life, lesson number one, a playboy will always be a playboy and there is nothing you can do to stop them from cheating, especially playboys like Richard."

I was about to burst into tears, I had to be strong but it was hard, she was picking out my weakest point, the L word. She knew how much I needed him, needed his love.

"Goodnight Koriander dear, it was just lovely having girl talks with you, sweet dreams."

Plunking down on to the white plush kitchen chairs I buried my head onto my hands, the tears unable to be kept inside my emerald orbs any longer. Softly I sobbed; tonight Babs had gotten the better of me. That bitch played her cards well, she knew exactly what to say and how she seemed so innocent to Richard, he would never believe me. I hated crying it proved that I was weak and that was one thing I hated being, but tonight was an exception.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid me! How could I let her win!"

I banged my head against the marble table repeatedly, now stifling gigantic sobs. But I couldn't hold them any longer; my will was not strong enough. My tears were full fledged now streaming like Miniature Rivers from my eyes.

"Kori don't cry, I may not be one with words, but I can try."

Sniffling I looked up into Bruce Wayne's warm chocolate brown eyes. His eyes held the expression of someone worried, he was like a brother to me, someone who was always there to help me get through the hard times.

"Barbara… What did I do to her… All.. She.. does is… hate me.. " I started to cry again until I was pulled into a warm comforting hug. We stayed like that for a while, with me sitting in his lap and his arms around me, it felt good to be taken care of for a change.

"I may not have heard what she said, but I assure you Kori whatever turned Babs sour must have to do with her 'love' for Richard but I bet its not personally against you, she just wants you out of the way. Be careful ok?"

"Yeh."

Picking me up bridle style Bruce carried me up the steps and towards Richard's room. I fell asleep instantly but not before hearing Bruce's final words to Richard as he placed me onto the king size bed.

"Richard you better hell take care of her, never let her go, she cant be replaced."

Richards voice barley audible, " I know."

I slept contentedly again, Babs may have won emotionally but in the end I was the one still in Richard's arms.

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"Bloody Bitch! I cant believe she actually said all those things to you!"

"I know! But honestly I think we will get everything sorted out."

It was Saturday morning and I was over at Rachel's mansion lounging on her pool chairs by her Olympic size pool. Richard and I were in good terms, and I hadn't seen Barbara since out kitchen encounter. So life was going well but there was still one problem I needed to fix.

"I have to go see Matt."

"Woahh why? Kori you can not!"

"Rachel just drop me of, then go out with Richard and cover for me, I just want to clear everything off between Matt and I, that we can not ever see each other again.

"Alright fine, but you owe me!"

"A day at the spa babe and you'll be repaid!"

I changed into a sky blue tank top and white tie silk shorts then tying my hair into a high ponytail with silver hoops, I was ready to face Matt, as horrible as I felt about this. But I needed to just get out feelings out in the open.

Rachel dropped me of at the hotel the band was staying at then gave me a kiss for good luck, I really needed the luck; especially for what I was about to do.

The clerk gave me the room number and key, seeing as not only did Bruce own this hotel but I had privileged access to any of the facilities in Wayne hotels. I used to tease Richard it was the only reason I loved him for free privileges he would just smirk then kiss me. Good times. The doors of the elevator opened and I politely rang the doorbell. Travis answered the door he was in his blue boxer briefs with his guitar strapped around his neck.

"Oh hey Kori, looking good, Matt is coming out, hes in the shower."

"Aright, thanks, your not looking half bad either."

"I know."

He winked playfully then began to show me the chords for their new song. I listened intently completely fascinated by the guitar and his hands. I wasn't very incremental talented, unless you count the piano lessons I was forced to take for eight years.

"Kori, I didn't expect you."

"Yeh…"

I looked up from Travis's guitar and into the dark blue almost black eyes of Matt Good, he was wearing nothing except rex boxers and his hair was wet covering one of his eyes yet you could still see it shimmer beneath his wet jet black locks. Locked into his gaze I didn't realize being scooped up by Travis then carried to the closet with Matt in tow being carried by Derek.

"Travis! Stop!"

"Dude let go of me!"

It was incredibly funny and everyone was laughing hysterically until Matt and I were 'delicately' placed into the hotels tiny closet then locked in.

"Great."

Matt pounded the door with his fist but was only responded with a curt, just until you guys get everything sorted!

"Great friends they are!"

" Aw Matt they are awesome!"

"I guess so what did you want to talk about?"

"Matt… This is not easy to say… but… its best that the rest of the time you guys are touring in Gotham for us not to see each other. "

"Oh." Was all I got as a response, then his arms pulled me on top of him and before I knew it we were passionately making out on the closet floor.

"Matt.."

"For goodbye."

I nodded letting him slip of my shirt as I pulled down his boxers, watching mesmerized as he expertly slid of my shorts and undergarments. Nothing was separating out bodies now. He slowly slid in to me taking care to go painfully slow. I moaned spreading my legs as far as the small closet would let me. Gasping he flipped over so I was on the bottom and he was on top. Typical guy always wanting to be in charge, but I didn't mind he sure knew how to have sex.

His mouth tickled my nipples licking slowly then going faster making them go numb in pleasure. Matt slowly grinded against my body, moaning I felt the first organism coming, he got me to come faster than anyone else, maybe even faster than Richard. It was building and the closet all of the sudden felt incredibly stuffy. He pumped faster in and out in and out In and out, faster and faster till I elicited a loud moan, my whole body trembling from the impact of my organism.

"was that good."

"Fuck yes."

He brought my mouth into a tender kiss, one that marked how much he did care, and for the second time today I had to cry. Matt loved me but I loved Richard and although I know matt could take better care of me, Richard would always be just the only one, him and no one else.

"Im sorry Matt, you will go so many places, meet so many people, the world loves you Mattie and I can not tie you down."

"I understand Kori, but maybe we will meet again, maybe not in this lifetime but the next, and maybe just maybe we might get to be destined for one another."

"That would be wonderful."

We kissed one more time, taking out time to say goodbye to each others bodies, I was going to miss Matt but it was for the better to prove to Richard that I wanted him and not Matt. But Matt's words were so sweet they made me think was it really worth it?

I said goodbye to the guys then I went back to matt and gave him one last hug and kiss.

"Goodbye, and good luck, love you guys."

"Kori wait, I wrote you a song."

Handing me a slip of paper he smiled, "it will be sung in out next concert and whenever you hear it remember, this song was for you."

Smiling I walked into the elevator waving goodbye I collapsed to the floor of the elevator in tears. Slowly I opened up the paper with scribbled lyrics in Matt's handwriting.

To my dearest Kori, I will never forget you and may Richard never treat you wrong.

Its days like these, that make me feel,

Like I want to bleed through my heart again.

Its days like these, that make me feel,

Like I might as well be on my own again.

I take back everything I did, about loving you.

Now that you've left me on the ground,

I can fly away to someone new.

Don't pretend like I don't know you're untrue.

I never meant to bring you down,

Nothing but good intentions.

I never meant to bring you down.

Take it back this time,

it'll just move on.

Take my heart, take my heart make it grey make it gray.

I'll never forget.

Love you Kori, you're great as you are an don't ever change, not for anyone don't give up on yourself for everyone.

Love, Matt

I broke down into a fit of sobs leaving the elevator with my face completely red and blotchy, It was the right thing yet it felt horrible. And deep inside I couldn't help but wonder about Matt's words was I really giving up all I am just for Richard.

Isn't that what Love is about?

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Oh Kori is confused! Hope you liked it! And the song isn't mine it is called, 'when flying feels like falling' by from first to last, and in real life its sung by sonny not matt haha! Anyway till next time and sorry I was so short!

Cheers

Kisses

Love you all