An: okay so last time I left you with the cliff… I guess I can do the next chapter.

Disclaimer: I do not and I will not ever own Gundam Seed.

MILLY'S POV

OH GOD HE SAW ME! I better come up with a good way to say I didn't hear him. "You heard me didn't you?" I looked up at him, he was looking down I couldn't tell if it was from embarrassment or shame. What ever it was I had to cover my but and make him feel better.

"Hear what?" I LOVE ACTING CLASS! I never thought it would come in handy, I always thought it was just stupid and I was wasting my money. I was looking at him he looked relived. Then he smirked it totally ruined the moment.

He looked at me with his stupid smirking face. "Good thing you didn't hear because it defiantly not something an innocent little natural girl needs to know." That when I got mad. I glared at him, which was really hard to do because what he said had completely sunken in.

He then walked by and I knew he heard it when I mumbled "ass" because I saw him smirk more then whispered "I like yours too" and I just glared.

DEARKA'S POV

Yes! I lucked out! She didn't hear me, but I don't know why I'm happy about that, that means I still have to tell her. Man she looked cute when she was mad, and I loved her face when what I said finally sunk in. What I said about her ass was true too. Great, now I'm as bad as I was in PLANT, I'm just too good at it.

I walked into the room that I sleep in with Athrun and sat down. I think everything about this war is starting to get to me. I feel like a freaking girl the way my moods have been. I go from happy and then I remember home or one of my friends. I feel like I have a sad life, but then I realize that there are a lot of people that have it worse than I do. Yzak lost his dad in the "Bloody Valentine Tragedy", Miriallia lost her boyfriend in battle, and I don't know about that captain lady but it looks like she has a necklace that says RIP on it so she probably lost someone to this war. The only thing is seems to me is my dignity, the way I keep changing my mind and betraying people. I need some rest this is hard on me. So I went to sleep.

MILLY'S POV

I decided to let him wait until he wants to tell me, I will let him know how I feel too. I know that this must be stressful for him; I mean he just betrayed his own people. I don't think it was as hard on Athrun as it was on Dearka, Athrun was still betraying his people but he was also joining his friend, but Dearka he only really came back because of me. I wish I could tell him that everything will be fine. I know that he doesn't know about me watching him when he is in his Buster making repairs and working on the OS but I watch him and I see how stressed he is. We are all stressed, but I notice it most in him.

Back when I was covering and saying that I didn't hear what he said he kind of reminded me of Tolle. I know that Tolle would joke around like that it was always something I loved about him. He may be gone but he's watching over me and I now know that he wants me to move on and I know I have too. So Tolle if you can here me, I think I may have really found the person, not to replace you, but to be the next person I love. I'm not a girl who likes to get a guy just to replace someone else. All of a sudden I looked around I was in my room. I don't remember walking here but I guess I did. I should get some sleep anyway, so I went to sleep.

An: that's all for now, I'm way tired and it's not eve 10 yet…I feel pathetic. ANNNNYWAAAY just read and review people.