Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed… but I do wish I did… maybe operation kidnap Athrun to make evil haros is a good plan… but again… I don't own Gundam Seed.

DEARKA'S POV

I sat here crying, ME CRYING! I should have known it wasn't going to be easy to fight my best friend. He knows thing about me that some of my other friends don't know. I miss being able to argue with Yzak sometimes but now that I think about it I guess he probably hates me now so I shouldn't worry about that. I heard the door open, I wiped away the tears as fast as I could and sat there. Milly sat down next to me. I think this is a little strange for her.

"How are you doing?" She asked me, I looked at her she really did look concerned.

"I'm fine," I told her, but I know that's a loud of shit. I never cry and minutes before there I was crying. I wish that Yzak had been with me that day. The day where she almost killed me, that's the day I relised that the prejudice was just so stupid. Naturals aren't stupid and they aren't monsters.

I heard her sigh, that is a bad sign I'm guessing. "You aren't fine. You were crying and if I know guys, which I do because my best friends were four guys, I know that guys don't cry unless it really is that bad." DID SHE JUST SAY THAT! I so was not crying, okay I was but I won't admit it out side of my head.

"I was NOT crying" I was glaring at her now. Wait she was laughing, LAUGHING! Oh come on that is a major blow to my ego. I hate girls sometimes. Wait did I just say I hate girls? Wow! I really am out of it.

She finally stopped laughing. I was almost disappointed; she has a really pretty laugh. "I'm sorry," she said. "Will you please tell me what's wrong?"

I sighed this time. Okay I guess I will tell her, I looked away and then something happened that I didn't expect, she put her hand on mine, I looked at her again. "Okay I will tell you." I took a deep breath. "I fought my best friend Yzak today."

She nodded. "This is beginning to sound a lot like Kira and Athrun." I smiled a little.

"Great now I have another thing in common with Athrun," She giggled a little at that. "I guess I'm going to have to get used to that, fighting Yzak and other friends." She smiled at me.

"Yes you will, but you won't have to face any of it alone" I looked at her a little confused. Then she said something that would surprise everybody in this room, if there were anyone other than us in this room. "I'll be her for you."

We stared at each other for a while, and then I hugged her. "Thank you." She was a little in shock but other than that she hugged me back.

MILLY'S POV

I hugged him back, and smiled. The thing is that he doesn't know how much he has helped me. He is helping me get over Tolle and maybe learn to love again. I hate war but if it weren't for war I wouldn't have met Dearka. We were still hugging, it felt so nice to comfort someone else and not be comforted by anyone else. Then he let go, I think I was blushing a little because he smirked then whispered. "Is that blush meant for me or are you thinking about a different hot guy that hugged you?"

OH COME ON! He just had to ruin the moment. I glared at him, he smirked more, and I rolled my eyes. "You just can't go with out a sarcastic comment can you?"

"Nope." More smirking from him. "Besides I wouldn't be me if I didn't smirk."

I laughed a little at that then stood up. "I have to go, I'm on duty now I'll see later Dearka." I smiled and left. Maybe having him on the ship won't be that bad.

DEARKA'S POV

This is turning out to be good so far maybe I will get the guts to tell her, hey and I actually feel better. I feel like I could face anything right now. I wonder if maybe next time I will get a kiss in. I hope so. I'm going to go get some rest now that was a long battle besides someone else might come in. I wonder how Athrun is, he's probably with Kira, Lacus, and Cagalli right now on one of the other ships. I hope they are okay.

An: sorry this took so long. I am known for having long writers block and I'm really busy at school right now. 8th grade is tough sometimes and right now JSO our student organization is brook and we need money so we can do our cancer drive at the end of the year, and of course my chorus is getting ready for a contest so I have rehearsals for that, and I have 2 tests Monday. Busy busy schedule.