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I don't really have much to say so here I go... it's not really a long chappie. mostly me talking:P

well now, December 10, i am going to talk. i am very emotional rite now, so if this chappie sux i am very srry. i have 2 reasons. 1-I just saw the movie Rent and it is so sad yet so good. it is about AIDS and u never realize how real it is util u have seen this movie or know someone with the disease. i cryed and i am not usually one to cry at movies so... u can tell how good it actually was. AND number 2- i am having troubles with relationships, my ex is mad at me cuz i have a new boyfriend and i don't want to bore u with the details so please enjoy and don't be too hard on me if it sux (that includes spelling errors) thanx hisdarkprincess

SHOUT OUTS:

mrsgerrybutler13- I am so srry Ana has been yelling at u. I have tried to make her stop but to no avail. Just ignore her becuz' when u yell at her u just anger her more and anger Erik as well. I will try to convince her u rn't that bad but in the mean time I apologize in adavnced for everything she might say. But like I said, just ignore the insults and welcome the few compliments. Yep. WE don't LOVE RAOUL! Hahahahahahahahaha I think that is funny. Well ttyl honey. R, R & enjoy also YAY! Raoul gets shot in the lower abdomen!

Gi Xian- yes u a regular YAY! Glad u liked the chappie hope u enjoy the nxt one too R, R & enjoy ;)

Twinkle22- I am so srry that FFN hates u. but I am so happy that u got me a review. I hope this snappy update (not so much)makes ya happier. R, R & enjoy

Estelle Tiniwiel- well I am glad u don't hate me, cuz' I was very afraid u were going to. I kant really tell If u r particularly happy or sad about this cliffhanger though. I r cornfused. Ironic in a good or bad way? Now even more cornfused. Well R, R & enjoy hope ya luv it

Erik for President- i luv the whole 'bloody fricken brilliant' thing. it really puts a smile on my face when i read it. exspecially since i am sooo depressed rite now. hope u think this nxt chappie is that good too. R, R & enjoy luv ya

Blue fur and Puffin- Yay! finally a review. but don't wrry i haven't been waiting on u to post. all i have had done for almost a week r my shout outs and the first sentence. i am so emotional rite now, so if the chappie sux i am terribly srry. i don't want to bore u with details so please R, R & enjoy the nxt chappie.

k I forgot to mention this last chappie. EBS has only about 17 or so chappies left. So that means it is going to be about 45-50 chappies long. Hope ur excited for the end of this story and the start of the next. Luv ya guys hisdarkprincess


Chapter Twenty-Nine

Erik-Nadir Project–2nd half (Nadir's POV)

He walked into my room, seeming more provoked then before. I opened my mouth to say something. But when I looked up into his eyes, I saw nothing but hate and sadness, not a good mixture when it comes to Erik and so I quickly shut my mouth and stood up. He pointed at the hallway, so I hustled in front of him and headed towards the library, when...

"Nadir. We cannot go to the Library. I must have room to pace and with the chairs in the middle of the room there is not enough space." Then he said something under his breathe so quietly, that I had to strain to hear it, "And I don't want to ruin any of the books or book cases if I get the urge to break something." After that last little comment, I staightened up hoping it wouldn't be because of me.

It was a quick little turn, and then we were there in the main room by the bank of the lake. He sat down on the organ bench and pointed to the old rocker for me. I sat down, hoping he wasn't going to speak. I guess he was reading my thoughts, because when he spoke it had to do exactly with what I was thinking, "Oh Nadir. So childish. What, do think me not talking is going to prevent me from being angry?" He stood up and looked at me questioningly. "Well you are very, very wrong. That would just make my anger simmer and become worse. Besides it is not really you I am angry with anymore. It mostly has to do with that little fop you led down here that day, almost two-and-a-half-years ago."

"But I thought..."

"What Nadir? You thought that I would have forgotten? I thought that you were smart enough to figure out that I would never forget the day my only friend betrayed me. How ignorant are you?"

"But Erik?"

"What now, you want to appologize? I think you are terribly late. I still don't understand why you did what you did? What was running through your head as you did this?" he looked deep into my eyes. His glare forcing me to tell the truth.

"I knew how obsessed you were with this girl and I know how possessive you can get, and..." I didn't know how to word it. There was no possible way to say it without offending him.

"Well? I am waiting!"

"I don't want to offend you," I said flat out.

"Well why would it matter? You've already betrayed me! Honestly, tell me, can it get any worse?" he asked agitatedly.

"No. I am afraid it can't," I said dropping my head. He started pacing around the small room, looking as if he wanted to strangle me. " I was, for some reason, afraid you were going to kill her." I said this so quietly. But I knew he heard me. Damn man has the greatest hearing.

"I THOUGHT WE JUST WENT OVER THIS?" he yelled. As he said this, he was passing by the organ, where a vase sits on top of it. He grabbed it and threw it into the wall. And it had a very loud crash the reverbarated off the walls.


Christine's POV

I woke up to a loud crash of something breaking against my door. I got out of bed, and heard comotion in the room outside my own. I couldn't make out who it was and so I carefully cracked my door to look out. As I did I saw Erik hurry bythe door unaware it was cracked, and Nadir,I believe was his name, in the middle of the room, Erik circling him, yelling," Why would I touch her? I loved her, and worshiped her! Why would I touch her when she was so beautiful, and I was so ugly?"

I wasn't exactlly sure who he was talking about, but I was almost positive it was me. I opened my door all the way, but Erik didn't seem to notice. Neither did Nadir. So I walked over to the organ, and stood quietly next to it and out of Erik's way. He was so angry, yet so sad, I could see it in his eyes. Something must have gone wrong with Meg, but I had no idea what.

Then finally Nadir spoke up, "I am sorry Erik, but because of your face..."

"Yes because of my face you weren't thinking. You were too worried about me hurting her, becasuse she wouldn't accept me. And it was all because of this." he stopped in mid-stride and turned to face Nadir. Then pulled off his mask, watching Nadir flinch. He fell to the ground in sobs (i know Erik has been crying alot, and taking his mask off alot, but this is a very personal conversation and Nadir needs to see and understand y(that is y he keeps taking his mask off)). That was when Nadir finally noticed me.

I had run to Erik's side to comfort him, and he welcomed my embrace warmly. After he got his mask back on we stood together. I was beggining to yell at Nadir, whenErikstopped me, "Christine, stay out of this. It is not your battle to fight." His attitude had changed completly, and he simply walked up to Nadir, held out his hand, and said, "Forget about the past, for it is too much trouble to remember it all."

The look on Nadir's facewas of total shock, I had the hardest time not laughing. He slowly reached out and grabbed Erik's hand and shook it cautiously. "Oh Nadir," I said. "Don't look so shocked when an old friend regains your trust. You should be happy, not scared out of your wits." I then grabbed Erik's hand and we walked quietly to the bedroom. Were he fell asleep, arm wrapped around my waist.

I knew he was exausted, but I really wanted to know WHAT HAPPENED WITH RAOUL?


hey u guys. i know i rite too damn much. but i want to recognize u. all of my regulars (Erik for President, Estelle Tiniwiel, msrgerrybutler13, Blue fur and Puffin, Gi Xian &Twinkle22) ur guys' comments r always so good. and lately i have been terribly depressed and stressed. and when i come home from skool and read new comments, it makes me smile and forget my troubles for a while. so jus thanx for luvin' me and my story enough to stay with it. i really appreciate it. and i know i'm being corny but it is true and i hope u know how speshel u guys r to me. luv ya and once again thanx for being there for me, hisdarkprincess