Eve

It was 3am in the morning and Chris was once again awake staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking for the millionth time about the events that occurred between him and Wyatt. It had been days since that fateful night where he lost his virginity to his brother and he didn't know what to do about it.

He had done his best to avoid Wyatt; He walked out of a room whenever Wyatt entered ignoring Wyatt whenever he attempted to talk to him, he avoided his gaze when he was in his parents and aunties company and trying his best to act comfortable and subtle.

The worst thing was that he was sure that his family knew there was something wrong as he was now very reclusive and silent but most of them decided that the best thing to do was leave it be for a while, the exception being Piper who constantly asked what was bothering him and that he could always confide in her. Chris acted as though nothing was wrong and replied that she was just imagining it which left Piper feeling hurt not to mention Chris feeling guilty.

Wyatt on his part was acting as if there was nothing wrong and continued to play the role of the perfect being. Chris wasn't fooled however, he knew Wyatt well enough to know that Wyatt hadn't lost any of his desire and yearning for Chris. Chris had noticed Wyatt staring at him as if transfixed when he thought no one was looking several times and Chris couldn't help but gaze into his eyes transfixed by the passion that was residing within those crystal blue orbs before hastily looking away. He sometimes wondered how he never noticed any of this before maybe if he did then he could have put a stop to it somehow. Wyatt did however stick to his promise by giving Chris space and time to think as he respected the fact that Chris needed some time to think things through.

Sighing once again, he tried his best to get these thoughts out of his head but he couldn't. His thoughts kept running back to that night when Wyatt kissed him, when he was penetrated by Wyatt's long hard shaft gently but with barely conserved need at the same time, the way Chris screamed Wyatt's name as he climaxed and nearly blacked out from the pleasure of it all…. Chris realized that he was once again getting hard and started to groan wearily as he attempted to push those thoughts out of his mind. He would NOT think about his brother that way and with that thought he fell into a troubled sleep.

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Chris woke up feeling exhausted the next morning looking at his bedside table he looked at his alarm clock which said that it was 10am. Realizing that he couldn't get to sleep any longer he decided to get up. He went downstairs where he could make out the distant voice of his mum and Aunt Paige. Walking into the kitchen where the faint smell of toast and bacon was drifting he noticed to his shock that Paige and his mum were there, not to mention to his horror Wyatt and Eve acting all affectionate and cosy with each other. Chris didn't know why but he felt a hot rush of jealousy at the sight mixed with anger. Chris's entrance gathered their attention to Chris and all of them stared in Chris's direction who felt as if he was being scanned under their stares.

'Hi' Chris mumbled as he sat down and avoided eye contact. Everyone noticed how tense he seemed so Eve broke the ice.

'Chris how are you sweetie' smiled Eve as she walked over to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

'Im fine' Chris stuttered as he blushed and he gathered all the courage he had to stare into Eve's eyes. He felt a great rush of sympathy and remorse by what he saw in them…he saw happiness mixed with concern and he had to ask himself once again why Wyatt wanted him when Eve was there.

She was stunning; there was no other word for it. She was an average 5ft with a beautifully toned and curvaceous body which showed every arc of her body. She had raven hair so dark that there were natural blue highlights at the tips whenever the sun shone on it and her eyes were a light golden brown covered with think long eyelashes which stood out over her oval face. In short she was like a goddess or so Chris seemed to think and the fact that she was one of the sweetest people he knew only served to make his guilt intensify.

Oh god what have I done Chris thought miserably as he weakly smiled into her face.

'Hey sweetie what would you like' spoke Piper in a forced cheerful voice which broke Chris out of his reverie. Paige just smiled sympathetically at Chris wondering what the heck was wrong with him while Wyatt just stared and sipped his coffee normally as if oblivious to the tense atmosphere that now resided in the room.

'Erm just some toast thanks mum' Chris spoke in a more confident voice.

'Where's dad and Aunt Phoebe' he asked as he looked around the kitchen

'Well your dads got a meeting with the elders about god knows what' Piper spoke in a restrained voice barely concealing her dislike for the elders 'and Phoebes at work' Chris just nodded his head in understanding.

Eve continued to sip her coffee not at all phased about the talk of magic and the elders. She found out the truth about Wyatt and the whole deal with magic months ago and was perfectly ok with it….ok well she had to admit she was a bit freaked out at first… freaked out being an understatement but she finally accepted when she realized that she was more in love with Wyatt to let it get in the way.

There were several minutes of awkwardness and tense silence which was broken when Paige and Wyatt started talking about the coming and goings on at magic school. At the corner of Chris's eyes, Chris noticed that Wyatt was staring at him discreetly.

Piper on the other hand was not as tactful and stared worriedly at Chris who was eating his toast resolutely and silently, she sighed wishing for the hundredth time what was wrong with her son. This was so unlike him. Ever since she and Leo came back from their trip they had noticed Chris getting more withdrawn and silent. As she stared around she noticed Eve looking at her sympathetically and Piper just smiled weakly back at her. Eve decided to get to the bottom of this, she herself was worried about Chris and couldn't help but think of him as her little brother. She decided to take some action

'So Chris how's school' spoke Eve as she sat back in Wyatt's lap trying to get Chris to open up a little

'It's not bad' Chris mumbled as he did his best to avoid looking in Wyatt's and Eve's direction, both of who were now looking at him again

'That's not what I heard' smiled Eve coyly 'A grade student if I heard correctly from Piper'

'Muuum!' whined Chris irately as he tried not to blush 'do you have to tell everyone, it's not a big deal'

Everyone couldn't help but laugh and smile as they saw a glimpse of the old Chris they loved.

'Aw come on bro everyone's just proud of you there's nothing wrong with that' Wyatt grinned while Piper stifled a giggle with her hand

'Yeah well' huffed Chris once again diverting his gaze onto the table trying not to look at Wyatt

'Wyatt is right honey' smiled Eve brightly 'I think you deserve a treat, how about you and me go out for the day. We could go and catch a movie'

Before Chris could reply with a polite no, Paige intervened 'that's a great idea now why don't you go and take a shower and get dressed Chris'

'But I…' stated Chris opened mouthed how the hell was he going to spend all day with Eve when he couldn't bear to even look at her without feeling hot rushes of guilt. Wyatt himself was not please he wanted to speak to Chris and try and see how he is. Chris could be very sneaky at times and had so far managed to evade him which Wyatt let him do but it had been days now and Wyatt was shocked at how badly he was horny for Chris. There was no other word for it; he wanted him so bad ever since that night. Chris may have been inexperienced but he was honestly the best sex that Wyatt has ever had and that's saying something considering Wyatt was known to be a player. Just staring at Chris right now in his blue navy pajamas was making his incredibly hard, and the sad fact was that sex with Eve was not satisfying him anymore.

'erm Eve what about us' he pouted pulling his puppy dog eyes at her hoping that she would change her mind 'I thought you wanted to spend the day with me instead'

Eve just laughed and replied 'nice try mister but I haven't had any lone time with Chris for awhile, don't worry baby we can do something tomorrow' Wyatt didn't know what to say so he just stayed silent and smiled though it was more of a grimace

'Well go on Chris' smiled Piper as she broke Chris out of his shocked reverie

'go and shower already, Eve hasn't got all day' she said more sternly

Chris just stared hopelessly and walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs. As soon as he left the kitchen Piper shut the door and spoke to Eve in a low voice

'Do you see what I mean Eve, he's so depressed now' she stated anxiously

'I wouldn't go that far Piper, you know I wouldn't be surprised if this was nothing but some girl trouble' said Paige trying to brighten up the mood

Wyatt who was sipping his coffee absentmindedly choked on it when he heard this and had to cover his mouth to not spit it out. This went unnoticed by the three women who were too busy in their conversation over Chris.

'well one thing for sure something is bothering him' Eve said worriedly 'look I'll try and find out what's wrong and speak to him about it'

'Thanks Eve' Piper sighed gratefully while Wyatt just looked uncomfortable

They spent the next twenty minutes just chatting about girl stuff while Wyatt gazed longingly up at the ceiling having a fantasy about Chris in the showers. He didn't realize he was getting hard until Eve stared at him mischievously noticing his hard on and he smiled back impishly

If only she knew who I was really thinking about he thought.

Finally Chris came in dressed in casual jeans and a white t-shirt and Eve and Chris proceeded to leave. As Chris glanced behind him he could see Wyatt gazing at him. He held the gaze before abruptly breaking away from it and leaving.

'So what do you wanna watch' Eve said brightly. Chris just sighed

This is going to be a long day he thought miserably

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Three hours later and Eve and Chris were sitting down in an ice cream parlor after watching their film. Chris had to admit that it wasn't as bad as he thought it would be, it seemed that Eve guessed that Chris was getting uncomfortable with all the questioning so decided to be quiet. They were eating their ice cream in a somewhat peaceful silence when Eve suddenly spoke.

'Chris honey look what's the matter' she enquired gently

'Huh what do you mean?' Chris asked startled

'Look Chris you'd have to be blind not to notice that there's something wrong' she said while Chris continued to stare at her in growing dread

'Noth...Nothings wrong' he stuttered as he diverted his attention back to his ice cream

'look Chris I know there's something bothering you so spill' she said not at all convinced

'you never know it might help to talk about it and anything has to be better than this new version of you' she said more kindly

'What are you talking about' Chris asked though he knew the answer

'Look im not the only one who's worried about you everyone knows something's going on' she spoke more directly

' you don't have to tell me everything just give me a general gist of what's the matter and ill help you the best way I can' she enquired

Chris was at a loss at what to do. He sighed; he knew she wouldn't let this go so he decided to give her a general part of the problem.

'Ok what im going to tell you has to stay a secret you cannot tell ANYONE' he said with such fierceness

Eve stared shocked, she didn't think he would actually open up to her 'I promise' was all she could say

'I mean it Eve, not even Wyatt' he said more urgently

'I promise I wont tell anyone' she said quite shocked at how he wouldn't tell Wyatt those two had the closest relationship she had ever seen

'This is gonna take a while so please don't interrupt until I tell you' he said. Eve nodded in confirmation

'Basically I have this friend who I think of as family we're as close as we can be and everything was great' he paused and looked at Eve, at her nod he continued

'We did everything together, I guess you could say that we are as close as Wyatt and me are…anyway a couple of weeks ago he admitted to me that he's been in love with me for years and I sort of….' Chris trailed off

'You sort of what' Eve asked tentatively having a feeling she knew what he was gonna say

'I lost my virginity to him' Chris mumbled so softly that if Eve wasn't paying him the utmost attention to him, she would have missed it

'Oh' was all Eve could say shocked before something else popped into her head

'Wait a minute, did you say HE?' she asked wide eyed

'Yeah why do you have a problem' he said defiantly but Eve just smiled shaking her head gently

'Of course I don't sweetie, it was just a shock' she said still smiling 'im really glad that you trust me enough to tell me'

Chris just turned red but felt more at ease then before, in fact he was shocked at the fact that he wasn't even that worried about the fact that he done it with a guy, more the fact that it was his brother so did this mean he was bi…

Oh crap now im even more confused…am I gay or bi? Chris thought despairingly

'yeah well anyway' he continued he would think about this later 'I don't know what to think or do, he told me that he wants to start a relationship with me and that he's wanted me for years but im just so confused, I mean I think of him as a brother but at the same time iv never had these feelings for someone' he ended this by trailing off looking even more strung out

'I don't know what to do Eve I just have so many fucked up thoughts in my head' he muttered more miserably

Eve just stared at him pitifully all right this is very complicated; no wonder he's so depressed the poor guy

'Chris' she murmured using her hand not knowing what to say

'Ok honey I see why you think this is so complicated but in all honesty you've got to ask yourself, if you really thought of him as family why would you sleep with him?'

'I…I don't know, it was just in the heat of the moment' Chris said dejectedly

'Do you regret it' she asked calmly

'im not sure I mean on the one hand he's like family to me but then again iv never had these feeling for anyone….. I don't think I regret it' he said slowly 'but Im definitely not gonna do it again'

'look Chris I don't know enough about this to give you a better opinion but it sounds like this guy really cares for you and the fact that you slept with him sort of shows that sub consciously you may have deeper feelings than that of family' she said softly

'Maybe I do Eve but then again I can't help but think of him as my brother' Chris muttered

'Well then if that's the case id tell him' Eve stated once again in a gentle tone 'you don't want to lead him on its unfair on both of you'

'I guess' Chris said but he didn't look convinced 'but if there's one thing he is its persistent'

'well your gonna have to be firm with him, tell him you think of him as family and that it was a mistake you don't intend to repeat but you want to remain friends with him' she said

'But what if he doesn't want to' Chris asked voicing one of his fears 'what if we can't go back to the way we were'

'Chris honey, I hate to break it to you but there is a high chance you will never be the same again but if you are so close as you state you are then I don't think he will break his friendship with you' she said as gently as she could

'….I never thought of it that way' murmured Chris in deep thought

'Trust me sweetie it'll all work out well in the end' Eve smiled

Chris smiled and just replied 'thanks Eve'

'No problem Chris, we should probably get going now' Eve said looking at her watch and she and Chris proceeded to walk to a deserted alley from which Chris orbed them back to his house.

As she was just about to walk in Chris stopped her and she looked at him puzzled

'Thanks Eve' he said, he had to admit speaking to her had helped clear up his head

Eve just smiled and said 'no problem and remember if you ever have any problems just speak to me' Chris merely nodded and as they walked in

'Say Chris, do you have an idea of what your going to do' she asked curiously as they proceeded to walk into the foyer where they spotted Wyatt, Piper, Paige, Leo and Phoebe in the living room greeting them to come in.

Chris stared at Wyatt who stared back at him; he turned around to look at Eve who was staring at him curiously

'I have no idea' he said smiling faintly

'But I'll figure it out' and with that they walked into the room.

At last I have finished another chapter im really sorry that I havnt updated in so long but iv had so many tests (iv still got some) but I felt really guilty because so many of you reviewed and it really meant a lot.

Thanks to Hex99 who basically was the last straw in making me feel guilty so I had to write another chapter lol

Anyway I hope that you enjoy this chapter (its my longest yet ) so please READ AND REVIEW because if you don't I wont write anymore so HA you have to READ AND REVIEW

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