Here's the latest update. The story is almost over I think, I should be able to wrap it up in a couple chapters. Thank you to everyone who has reviewed. You are the reason this story is still alive. Thank you.

Chapter 13

Looks like another day,
Slipping through my window shade.
Chasing the dark away,
Seeking into my room again.
Are you a sad and lonely thing,
Come to steal my piece of mind.
The only peace I find,
Is pretending you're that still laying next to me.

So why, why, why
The suns gotta shine, shine.
Why don't it just stay away?
Why do dreams have to fade,
Into all these shades of blue,
Where I wait for you.
Pray love reaches through,
All these shades, shades of blue.
Where you close your eyes,
Feel me by your side.
I will wait for you,
In all these shades of blue.

Thinking back on my mistakes,
I can't undo all the days that I misused.
I thought you that ya always stay.
Its hard to face the simple truth,
That time brings no relief,
And time is all you need you said,
Had to go clear out your head.
While you're trying to decide if you'll come back to me.

Why, why, why
Do we have to cry cry cry?
Tell me why this has to be,
Why don't you give into me?
Baby...all these shades of blue,
Where I wait for you.

Pray love reaches through,
All these shades, shades of blue.
Where you close your eyes,
Feel me by your side.
I will wait for you,
In all these shades of blue...

"Pretty song, let me guess, it's about Jude?" Sadie asked leaning against the door jam of the studio.

"What are you doing here Sadie?" Tommy asked turning the song off.

"I just came to talk," she said walking farther into the room. She sat down beside him and smirked when he pushed his chair away. "Seriously, just to talk."

"I don't think we have anything to talk about," Tommy said turning to face the mixing board.

"I think we do," Sadie said leaning over and covering his hand with hers. "My little sister, Jude Harrison." Tommy stared at Sadie in surprise. "Stop staring at me, I do worry about her. She is my sister you know."

"Yeah but that never mattered before," he said sarcastically.

"Tommy, have you looked at her lately," Sadie said changing the subject.

"Every minute that she's in my company," Tommy said making Sadie's eyes roll.

"Cut out the sugary talk," she said pretending to gag. "She's losing weight Tommy and she doesn't sleep, according to James."

"James?" Tommy asked confused.

"The apartment where she's living, it's James apartment. He's a co-worker of moms," Sadie explained. "But that's not the point. He's my eyes and ears at that apartment. With mom dating again and Jude not talking to me. He tells me what's up and it's not good."

"Why is Jude mad at you again?"

"That's not important, we'll work it out, hopefully," Sadie said sadly. "But Tommy, if anyone can snap her out of this latest funk, it'd be you. You can change her moods with just a smile. So work your magic."

"Ahh Sadie….I don't know where you've been but Jude and I aren't exactly talking. You should talk to Spied, that's her boyfriend." Tommy looked upset when he said that.

"Tommy, can you at least tell me what's going on here?" Sadie asked looking around. "I mean, first Jude dyes her hair. Now that wouldn't surprise me except that she would never go blonde willingly. Then she releases the dumbest single I have ever heard. Jamie told me that they are trying something different with her music but the Jude I know would never release that song. Now lastly, she's dating Spiederman. I may not be that close with my sister, but there is no way she'd date that." Sadie shuddered at the thought of Spiederman and her sister kissing. "Now something happened, and you are going to tell me."

Tommy hid a grin behind his hand when Sadie stood up and put her hands on her hips. She actually reminded Tommy of Jude when she stood like that. "Sadie, it's business, if Jude wanted you to know, she'd tell you. Besides, I don't know what's going on with her. I'm not her producer anymore, Kwest is."

"Okay, now hell has officially froze over because Jude would never pick Kwest to be her producer over you," Sadie said pacing back and forth.

"Sadie, you were there when she fired me," Tommy said shaking his head at her.

"Yeah but that was in the heat of the moment. She would have changed her mind five minutes later. Something's going on and I don't buy your I don't know bullshit. Tell me Tommy, what's making my sister turn into Eden?" Sadie asked genuinely worried.

Tommy sighed. "Darius has her, control of her anyway. One day he's demanding all this stuff like she change her hair and her music; and she told him to shove it. Then the next day she's dying her hair and singing crap. I don't know what changed her mind Sadie."

"I do," Sadie mumbled sitting back down. "She's paying for everything."

"What?" Tommy asked sitting up in surprise.

"When she first got home, my mom had things under control but Jude offered her money so she could quit her night job. My mom turned it down but the very next day she changed her mind and quit her job. So Jude can't afford to tell G Major to shove it anymore. She's supporting my mother."

"But doesn't your mother have a day job that supports them?" Tommy asked even more confused.

"Yes but it's also supporting her new clothes for her new relationship," Sadie said shaking her head. "I should have known that Jude would be so self-sacrificing, she's the good daughter."

"Sadie, you have to tell her what's going on," Tommy said.

"I don't think she'll listen to me," Sadie said frowning. "Tommy, she's really mad at me. I just hate that she'd sacrificing her life for my mom. My parents aren't great, which you probably guessed after my dad cheated and my mom divorced him. But this goes beyond bad parenting. She's using her daughter and I bet she doesn't even notice how unhappy Jude is."

"Sadie, you have to try and talk to her. She needs to know about this," Tommy said again.

"I'll try but you should try and talk to her too." Sadie stood up and walked towards the door. "I'm sorry that I got in the way of you and Jude. She's really great and you are everything I imagined. You guys are good together, I hope everything works out."

Tommy nodded and watched as she walked out of the room. "I just hope to God Jude feels the same way."

R an R please!