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Throwaway

Gaara's POV:

Gaara is also your other throwaway. I never thought Gaara could ever love anybody. I guess I was wrong. You made him fall for you, it took a while but you did it. Once you got what you wanted from him you discarded him. You love it when he stalks you and also the way he beats guys that dare to get near you. You love it, don't you? When he leaves you get sad, not because you love him but because your fun has come to an end. When he comes back you rejoice because you know you will make him suffer. You know he will spy on you, so you 'play ' with your other throwaway knowing he will be watching. (You do the same to Neji) You enjoy it when he later confronts you and you can sense his blood boiling. He is burning with jealousy and you know it.

Hinata, I wasn't suppose to love anybody but myself.

I know what you are doing. It hurts. It makes me mad.

Why Hinata?

I remember when I first met you I despised you for being a weakling. I was there on official business. You were there to assist me in anything that I may need. You were quiet and patient with me. I would insult you and you wouldn't even get mad...you would just smiled at me. Now that I think about I think you were smiling because you were planning on making pay for my insults.

You invited me to the Hyuuga complex to have a cup of tea and I agreed. We were having tea in silence when Neji appeared out of no where and pulled you to the kitchen. I thought it was kind of rude of his part to treat me like I was nothing, had he not seen me sitting there? Very disrespectful. I had decided I would give him a little gift of appreciation. I started walking slowly toward the kitchen. I noticed there was discussion going on. With my third eye I spied on you two. I saw how Neji tried to kiss you and you rejected him, this of course made him mad. He forcefully pinned you to a wall and kissed you. I was expecting you to reject him again, but instead you kissed him back. I couldn't believe my eyes, you two were cousins...how could you two do something so repulsing. I stopped watching immediately and left the compound.

"You are sick."

"Why? Because there is something going on between Neji and me? Don't make me laugh Gaara."

"Its disgusting! You two are cousins."

"Do you think of me as disgusting as everyone sees you? You are the container of a monster after all. You are a blood thirsty killer...I should be the one disgusted, not you."

"..."

"Neji was my first kiss and my first everything. We have a bond and neither of us can let go. Does it bother you?"

"I don't care."

You smiled at me. You knew I would end up caring.

You told me you would show me what love was and you took me to your room. I became yours and you became mine. That night I had lost my willpower to you. After that you would make me suffer, but I was oblivious to that. When I was leaving your room through your window, I spotted Neji downstairs in front of your room. His Byakugan was activated and he looked furious. I gaved him a defiant smirk and disappear in an instant.

I felt attracted to you. Physically or whatever it was, but I wanted to see you, talk to you, kiss you and claim you as mine once again. I did make you mine several times and I must admit I started to feel something for you. I kept on making excuses to continue going to the leaf village to be with you, I also became very overprotective of you. I would beat up any guy that would dare go near you. You would smile at me. I finally realized that I was in love with you. I started stalking you...spying and I would become enraged when I saw you in the arms of your cousin. Still I knew I could do nothing, like you told me...you had a bond with him that neither of you would let go. Why Hinata do you make me suffer? After a few days you would come to me, kiss me, hug me and I was glad. It didn't matter to me what I had seen a few days ago...you were by my side...so nothing mattered anymore. Even if it was for a momment with you I was glad. I had to feel your warm body and breath against mine. I needed to feel my sweating body close to yours. I needed to hear you moan and call my name.

All of the sudden you became really indeferent with me. You would past by me as if I was not even there. You would not even speak to me. When I would greet you, you would just simply nod, smile and walk away.

You acted as if nothing had happened between us. I felt my heart break. I started blaming Neji. I was sure he had something to do with your indeference toward me.

I was wrong though. You were indeferent with me because you found someone else to play with...the Uchiha. I couldn't help but glare at him everytime I saw him, he was the one that was taking you away from me. Although...I was pretty sure you were going to do to him the same thing you did me. Poor fool, he had no idea what was ahead of him.

Neji wasn't worried about me anymore. He was now worried of a certain Sharingan wielder.

You made the Uchiha into one of your throwaways. Ha...We know your games now and still we play along. We allow ourselves to become this to you.

Love...you don't love me. Still I want you for my self.

Hinata, I love you and no one will get in our way. Not your cousin and certainly not that Uchiha.

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I think I will make this into a 4 or 5 chapter story. It will have everyone's POV and Maybe I will also add Hiashi's POV at the end.

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