DENIAL
Missing Her
Giving the new surgeon a last smile she finally walks away
He forces his eyes off her for a split second as she passes him by
But they follow her in the next instance much to his dismay
Unable to control his eyes or his feelings so a lie
He tells himself to remain sane
It's nothing – no emotional bond exists
He just wants to get back a friendship
At least that's what he persists
She stands waiting for the elevator
And he has a momentary gain of courage
Striding in next to her just as the doors close
Both trapped in the temporary cage
Seeing opportunity lurking
He decides to take action
Kissing her as they travel down the floors
Not thinking about her reaction
Lips on lips
Tongues inside mouths
Their feelings obvious
Yet there's doubts
Simultaneously releasing her as the doors clash open
Looking up at him out of breath and surprised
Her confusion's apparent as she exits
Leaving him with something realized
He already misses her
Wishing to turn back time
Saying "I can't believe I let go
Let go of something that was mine."
